need some advice

Hey yall, 

So over the past few weeks(like 6 I think....) I've been really thinking of how I identify in regards to gender. I'm in my late teens and have gone through some periods where I identified as many different things, though the only one that felt right was identifying as genderfluid(in the terms that I identify as both male and female but also sometimes neither.... I'm not sure)

Now I've been thinking more about it recently and thought I'd bring it up to my current boyfriend who I adore and thought would be very supportive... though, when I brought it up to him he mentioned how I "wasnt a guy" and he got all quiet when I mentioned it. 

So I'm not really sure how to feel now... 

I constantly feel like I'm falling out of the gender stereotypes but I like to feel both masculine, feminine, and none at all at different times. 

I don't know how to bring this up to my boyfriend again and I'm worried he won't like me as much if I tell him how I feel. Though, I'm still trying to figure out what I really identify as lol 

If this sounds normal or something please let me know because tbh... I feel like I'm going crazy lol(this is just how I feel, not to invalidate anyone else) and I feel like all the articles and research I've done don't give me real answers

so please, if yall have any advice, feel free to reach out lol I sure as heck need it lol

yall have a good night

yours, 

Bug (I'm just putting that cuz theFaultInOurStars is too long lol)