What you think it was your weakness sometimes it could actually be your biggest strenght.

I used to see myself as weak in many areas, like not able to have regular sexual relationships due to my being isolated, and in short see many flaws in myself. Yet I wasnt actually seeing all the positives within me, regardless of all the things i see as flaws or want to improve. I see that at my age 47 years old, i am in super great physique conditions, swimming, cycling, weight lifting, but its due to my determination, and many things withing my which i should value more, knowing that yes there might be areas which i should still keep on working. Like I have very good observation when i want to focus, and after of having 42 years of therapy I developed a very good thing which is becoming better and better. I see I can tap areas which not many people are able to , so in a way it feels as walking like a wild card, but at the same time remind myself to be humble and knowing that one can fool himself thinking he knows more than he knows, yet, I do believe both women and men have both emotional and intellectual part is more the fact on taping on to them.  So why do i point this out, is kinda like the ability to connect to others in different levels. I am slowly more able to be sociable which is one of my biggest goals. slowly trying to grow in the areas which were so hard for me .

thanks for listening 

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