2024 Week #40 of 52 | CRY like a baby FIGHT like never before | (Monday 10/07/24 - Sunday 10/13/24)
I HAVE HIT ROCK BOTTOM
AGAIN
BEEN CRYING LIKE A BABY FOR WEEKS
AND I'M TIRED OF IT
TIME TO FIGHT.
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Today is Monday and it is the first day in a long time that i'm choosing to fight instead of crawling into the bed.
I've been here before and it' time to get back to basics. CORE BALANCE..
I must regain my core balance, I have help coming over to do some yargwork, do a bunch of work related stuff.
I have really blown it into work related department that if I don't get it fixed in this small county I will bring shame on myself but there is so much crap in front of it.
FIGHTING OUT LOUD.
234 Core balance item. Doing it!
@IsayUncle
344 Find blankets for dog beds
421 the fight.... dont lay down
feel like laying down - dont - dog beds.
i feel pathetic
@IsayUncle
My mind is filled with...... an urge to quit. but i finished the dog beds.
513 sort bedroom and store extra boxes away.
One afternoon of fighting is not nearly enough after 3 weeks of spiraling depression.
I lost focus from my core balance. Wa Wa Wa Woe is me.....
Distracted with 1 hour phone call, but another to-do done.
