Being Thankful and Going Crazy at the same time. I cannot grasp the disciplines.
I'm starting this thread in the first week of 2025. Three years of struggle has put me in a spot of advantage. But now that I'm in that spot of advantage, I can't seem to take advantage of the time to make it more beneficial.
I think it's because I don't have a strong support group (other than here on 7-cups). And also, being 65 is slowing me down a bit when I still need to be going full steam.
The biggest deterrent to me is my brain going 9000 miles an hour about all the things that I wanna do and wanna get done. I simply exhaust myself. I have done so many things in the past three years to stay on track and push past obstacles and hardships that it's getting monotonous to keep trying and I wish I had the money that I could just stop and relax. But I can't, not even close! I may deserve a break but I am not entitled to a break. Bummer, right?
I have no choice but go strategically crazy for 2025.
If I do it right, I may set myself up with some residual income.
Day 3 of Week 13 of 2025 - WEEKS 12 & 13 ARE SHOWING BAD CRACKS IN MY DISCIPLINE!
Choose My Hard - (Despair into Depression) OR (Complete one task after another)
10:59 AM: Morning tasks - DONE -
12:42PM: Choose my next hard. Feed dogs, Put groceries away. - DONE -
1:52PM: Getting harder. Wavering, No commitment. - NAPPED + SLEPT 3 HRS. - Dispair.
5:00PM: Sort kitchen. Vacuum living room and Office
Day 4 of Week 13 of 2025 - WEEKS 12 & 13 ARE SHOWING BAD CRACKS IN MY DISCIPLINE!
Choose My Hard - (Despair into Depression) OR (Complete one task after another)
5:53AM: Start my routine. - DONE -
7:07AM: Morning tasks.
Day 4 of Week 13 of 2025 - WEEKS 12 & 13 ARE SHOWING BAD CRACKS IN MY DISCIPLINE!
Choose My Hard - (Despair into Depression) OR (Complete one task after another)
5:53AM: Start my routine. - DONE -
7:07AM: Morning tasks. - DONE -
9:03AM: Vacuum and clean floors
Day 4 of Week 13 of 2025 - WEEKS 12 & 13 ARE SHOWING BAD CRACKS IN MY DISCIPLINE!
Choose My Hard - (Despair into Depression) OR (Complete one task after another)
5:53AM: Start my routine. - DONE -
7:07AM: Morning tasks. - DONE -
9:03AM: Vacuum and clean floors. - DONE - ALL DAY BUT GOT IT DONE. 8:00PM!
WEEK 12 of 2025: (OVERALL 15/3 = 20% - DID POORLY)
Core Balance Chores: DID POORLY - Physical Therapies: DID POORLY - Employment / N/A -Income: / N/A - Concerning Forward Objective: DID GOOD***.
WEEK 13 of 2025: (OVERALL 25/1 = 4% - DID POORLY) [Could not shake strongDepression]
Core Balance Chores: DID POORLY * - Physical Therapies: DID POORLY - Employment: DID POORLY - Income: DID POORLY - Concerning Forward Objective: DID POORLY.
Day 7 of Week 13 of 2025 - Continued
Day 7 results - (CBC's = )-(Employment = )-(Income = Very Poor)-(PT = )- (Forward Objectives = ).
* Poorly 1-20%
** Fair 21-40%
*** Well 41-60%
**** Very Well 61-80%
***** Excellent 81-100%
Weekly Progress Report. Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri Sat Sun Week # 14
Core Balance Chores:
Physical Therapies:
Employment:
Income:
Forward Objective:
Daily = (of 25)
Weekly = (of 175)
Day 7 of Week 13 of 2025 - Continued
Forward Objectives - Order gaskets - Straw dog houses - Tax paperwork - Other multitude of projects related to clearing lot and building a fenced dog area.
(Current reminders: General and Tax paperwork - Desk and kitchen table paperwork)
4:47AM: Morning tasks.
Day 7 of Week 13 of 2025 - Continued
Forward Objectives - Order gaskets - Straw dog houses - Tax paperwork - Other multitude of projects related to clearing lot and building a fenced dog area.
(Current reminders: General and Tax paperwork - Desk and kitchen table paperwork)
4:47AM: Morning tasks. - DONE - + physical + breakfast + clean kitchen + snack + nap
11:58PM: Sort kitchen. Quick clean floors. Make bed. Phisical therapy.
Day 7 of Week 13 of 2025 - Continued
Week 13 25/175 = 14% Poorly*
Day 7 results - (CBC's = **** )-(Employment = )-(Income = )-(PT = *** )- (Forward Objectives = ** ). 9/25 = 36% Fair **
* Poorly 1-20%
** Fair 21-40%
*** Well 41-60%
**** Very Well 61-80%
***** Excellent 81-100%
