My Motivation Motor is trying to self start and run on it's own today.

I had slipped into a "no motivation" abyss for the past couple weeks but I had been falling for a couple of months. As my everyday tasks went undone and the nature of new tasks were consistently popping up on a regular basis, I finally got scared into action. I got scared about thinking where I would end up if I didn't take action.

The last 2 or 3 days, I've been trying to crank over my motivation motor. It hadn't been able to fire up and get running on it's own, so I continued to do little bits to fix it. But I kept trying to jumpstart the low batteries and feed it pretty good fuel and yet it wouldn't fire up. I had to keep trying! Little bits until I couldn't. That was OK! I just kept trying to crank her over.

I guess all my attention to it for the past few days has paid off. This morning out of the garage (out of bed lol) I can feel it wanting to start up.