Weekly sharing of Goals! Week #31 2024 (Monday 08/05/24 - Sunday 08/11/24)

It's difficult to be easy on oneself when one is solely responsible for one's little corner of the world. Expectations are high and failure is not an option. Failing would actually cause more trouble and stress.

Debating on whether I want to review the professor's comments and finish the last assignment for the course or wait. I get automatically enrolled in the next course one this one is finished and I didn't know if I wanted to review the COMP-TIa questions or some of my other subjects (been a while) before I started the Web design course.

And it will be a tough week since I had to do rent but really had no spare $$ for groceries. Pets have food. I make sure they get taken care of. Phone bill is due soon too. 

@IsayUncle I'm back 😁😁 I missed you all, especially my favourite uncle ❤ 💋 sorry I missed a couple of days, so far this week I've accomplished🤔🤔🤔 absolutely nothing😁 has my uncle been looking after himself???

Happy Wednesday Everyone,

My nephew had come down and visited a few days. The visit was good, it was also productive because the reason he came down was, we're thinking of building and selling sheds and his trip was just a precursor for feeling out how things might work in reality. So it was a real good visit.

With that said, I wish I had a separate accommodation for guests. Having guests in my house is fine but it alters my routine the whole time that they are here. I'm sure everyone knows what I'm talking about, that's the responsibility of having guests, but some people do like the constant company and interaction. (Not me)

Myself, I'd like more of my personal time to be my personal time and then get together after everyone is up and about for the day.

I had a lot of sticks in the fire and everything's been put on hold for three days, other sticks developed so now it's time to dive in. I don't even know where to start but start I must.

I did manage to get all my vegetables cooked so that they didn't spoil and I also canned some stuff so they wouldn't spoil either..... thats done. 

I have four big things to do today. 1) Submit that vendor report 2) Repair brakes on truck 3) Call customer and schedule a septic system job (This includes a few hours of designing it, it's a more complicated system than I usually do). 4) Help a friend this evening with a metal roof he's trying to install.

HEAVY on my mind is a huge blowout I've had with friend turned enemy, involving other neighbors. Extremely hateful dialouge and intentions is well beyond my comfort zone. I'm really nerved up and anxious. But I still have to move forward today.

@IsayUncle happy Thursday 😁❤ oh wait it's not quite Thursday yet🤔🤔 happy Thursday eve😁 I'm gonna go play with my 3 little pigs 😁 and drink lots of coffee😁 then I'm gonna go watch the sunrise ❤ have a great day everyone ❤❤

I was trying to decide whether to put this post here, under motivation and accountability or at the other page under journal.

I decided to put it here because it is about motivation and accountability. I've noticed my drinking keeping me very tired from day-to-day and yet I crave the drinks that I do have.

8/8/2024 4:25 PM. Am I really going to commit to no drinking? I think I have to. It is currently interfering with my self betterment. It Is interfering with my ability to take care of my responsibilities in a much more efficient manner.

I want to drink right now but I already had a couple and they shut me down for the afternoon. I was going to have a good day after I fixed my car but the car parts I got yesterday were wrong and so that delayed everything and I had a couple drinks and then I was just tired.

I'm starting to drink every time that I don't feel like working on moving forward and I keep lying to myself saying that it will keep me going. 

I don't want to stop drinking permanently but i definitely need to stop drinking now. I think if I stop drinking now and start eating better I'll be able to achieve the goals that I have been working so hard towards for the past couple of years.

I feel like I had hit a pinnacle and deserved to take a break. Perhaps I did deserve a break and so I did. Now that break is over I have to work hard at something else now to make everything worth it.

I've acquired the equipment and the business connections the trainings and certifications needed to have a financially successful existence. Drinking and bad eating habits can easily diminish and even dismantle all my past efforts. So even though I'm tired of trying....... Now I must try again.

A new necessary challenge and journey starts today.

No email but I managed to get my phone bill paid! Going to do one task at work and get caught up on other things then I'll do the final assignment as the new class starts next week 

Got a letter about unclaimed property. Have to wait for it to be processed but it'll be a few hundred. Not a lot but it will help.

@IsayUncle 

@IsayUncle my alarm just went off🙁 I didn't realise clocks have a expiry date😮😮😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 goooooood morning uncle ❤❤ good morning everyone ❤ it's a beautiful day, probably when it gets light. I'm already sweating out of every pore on my half a body, even my hair is sweating! Have a great day uncle ❤ I love you ❤ gives you a giant tiny morning hug ❤