Chat Between @jesusredeemedme2425 and @agreeableSkies9889
I thought that I would make us a penpal chat, because I love talking to you and I’d love to get to know you more! Please feel free to ignore if you don’t want to, or if you don’t feel comfy. No pressure! <3
So I just googled it for you <3
I found the Trevor Project, Trans Lifeline, and the LGBT National Hotline. Check those out <3
Also use 988 more often, it'll help <3
I also found 741741 <3
NAMI has a chat line too!
Thanks! That means a lot. Last hotline I called told me I was being too much lol. Also I'm just busy with work... Trying to stay
What???? Why would they say that??? Move on to a different one. You're worth it <3
Please stay <3
Sorry I'm between a bunch of different chats rn
I will try my hardest ❤️
No I mean like... stay alive.
Oh, yeah that too lol. I'm feeling better now. Kinda like a really bad back and forth between ok and not rn
Check out my last post... Maybe it'll help. I made it for you! I just didn't write that <3
Whats triggering the back and forth?
I'm making a boo profile lol. I don't know why... Just figured I'll chat with someone... I don't even know if I'm going to date or chat but I mean who knows lol
What's Boo?
Please be safe, and don't compromise? Do it for me <3
It's like a friendship and dating app... Honestly kinda not my fav but I mean it seems like it's made for introverts so I thought I'd try it but I don't know
Sounds kinda like Bumble.
Read Fossie's long post on the post I tagged you in... And then reread number 11. <3
Twistie suggested Wildflower Alliance to someone else on a different post. Maybe you could try that? I've never heard of it, but look into it <3
So I did met someone but I don't know. They are pretty fun to talk to. I mean we talked all morning and on my break.
Aww thats awesome <3
Just be wary. Always be wary online. Even I may not be who you think I am, or you may not be who I think you are. The internet is scary, just be careful, dear friend <3
Hey! Talked to that guy like half the day again lol. I am thinking about recording an album so that's cool. Besides that, I actually did art today! Music 🎵 and drawing!!! I have to work tomorrow though 😞
Why was I picturing a girl? Lol
Ooh what kind???
Yay!!!! Art and music! See? Another reason to live <3
What kind of art??? What media?
Yeah, lol they're a guy lol, though if it was a girl it wouldn't change anything for me.
Probably a folk album partly because acoustic doesn't take a lot of recording time.
I'm mostly just drawing recently
Yeah, I'm feeling a lot more hopeful this week about life tbh
I have a question about being trans (not about you personally, just in general) <3 May I ask?
Are you bi then?
I dont know a whole lot about music lol. Explain?
What media do you use?
Yeah? :) I'm so glad! I worry about you <3 Please stay. <3
Dude I got so PTSD triggered today :'(
Yeah I'm bisexual or pansexual works too. Basically I like people and attracted to people for reasons that aren't related to gender. Like pretty faces, good personality, and other stuff that can apply to any gender.
So acoustic is any instrument that is powered electronically. It is a lot easier because all I have to do is play guitar and sing where as with a lot of music I have to record 100 plus tracks for one song. With acoustic I can just do a couple takes of me singing and playing an instrument and that's all.
I sketch a lot with pencils and all do digital art and photography but I mostly sketch.
I ask the guy out!!! We have to plan a date still but he's interested... He's nervous because he's trans and is afraid about my family's reaction but I talked to my parents about it and they don't care about who I date too much which is good 😊
Oh nooooo! That sucks, I hope u r feeling better.
How are you?
Haven't heard from you from you in a few days. Hope you're doing ok. I got a date
Im so sorry, im so behind on my notifications rn :(
Did you???? How was it????? <3
We planned a date for the 14th! He lives like 50 minutes away and we had to plan around stuff but it's actually happening!
My dysphoria has been catastrophic levels of bad recently OMG.
Is he your age? What's he like?
How so?
He's nice, an artist.
I really don't like my body hair or the I look in the mirror
Ooh cool! Me too <3
Bruh I've always wondered about this. Why are women expected to shave their legs, but men would be considered weird for doing so???? Double standards much lol
Because of your gender dysphoria?
I wish more people SAW me.
I see you 😟
Yeah but he's my age
Oh sorry just realized you meant dating lol
Huh???
No one sees me.
Oh sorry. I can't tell if when you said you wish more people SAW you. You meant for who u are or if you meant saw as in like saw you romantically. I see you for who you are as a person, I mean like I see the real you that's what I meant.
Also how are you?
I got a date.
Seeing my pain, my trauma. Not having to hide. Being able to let down my guard even just a little.
My mind lies to me a lot.
How was it??