Twisted Peaches
Hello @mytwistedsoul
i hope you don’t mind me reaching out… and if you do… it’s ok.
You just seem so uplifting and fun. Someone I’d vibe with.
Thought we could chat.
Did you write your name in ketchup on that piece of bread?
@peachThinker662 I saw a video earlier today. Well, it was a short. This person was talking about how she's iron deficient and went through all these tests with doctors and they just kept putting her through tests for years. She started just drinking orange juice. I was just thinking maybe you need to just drink orange juice? I know we had talked about vitamins and eating things for iron. Maybe you just need more vitamin C? If you already are ... just ignore this first part. The video is - https://youtube.com/shorts/4CSPsbMvbgI?si=mRUbsphqDBvAzeJQ
I don't think anyone can be positive all the time. Life just doesn't seem to work that way. You have a lot of concerns weighing on you I bet. It's not whining either. It's needing some comfort and kind words during a hard time. Maybe needing some validation too because of that negative critic that talks to you. ❤️
Yay you! Glad you got to make those dumplings! That's always something that is nice to do. I think baking is sort of relaxing and the apples would smell so good! 😊
Ahhh... the soap is the lava! 😳 He looks like a pretty tough guy to wrestle 😂
Actually just bought Orange juice yesterday ❤️ Thank you for thinking of me. I did get my lab results back— my omegas are very low. Vit d, b12 and zinc are just hanging in that within normal limits by a thread. I was on this super health kick with eating prior to the surgery, not even knowing the surgery was coming, guess it was a good thing. I’m running low on fuel. No wonder I’m tired. I should go eat some grass with the doggos. But, I have to wait until Thursday to chat with the doctor. I’ll start a multivitamin and d3 before then because I’m like that 😂
No one can be positive all the time, you’re right. Trying to instill that positive thought process. I love instant gratification if you can’t tell. It’s not easy J. Not at all. I wrote probably 10 pages in my journal today. I’m having a hard time, again, falling asleep. I hate night time alone.
I got a big butt dog snoring at my feet. 😂 She’s out. She must’ve ate too many apples that fell on the floor today. Full belly.
They’re both tough to wrestle. He stays in the yard with me no problem. Her—she takes off and goes to the neighbors back door, they have little ones, butt wiggling a mile a minute, just wanting to play. I used to pick her up, one arm under the front and one arm under the back, like a watermelon! 😂 He’s ridiculous to try to carry. The bathtub is upstairs, gotta pick I’m him up in a bear hug. And then he has his 2 front paws in his face, tongue sticking out, and back legs dangling. I don’t know who snorts more. Him or me laughing at him. Big babies.
@peachThinker662 You're welcome. Hooray for OJ! Maybe take a good dressing with while you're grazing with the doggos 😁. That does explain why you've been so exhausted. Nothing wrong with getting a jump on the multivitamin and D3
@mytwistedsoul
why do you have some an impact on me? 😂😂 I drank my glass of you this morning-and thought of you. And also thought, I’m doing the right thing for my body. I like ranch 🤣 they probably do too!!
I’m sorry to hear you’ve been having a tough time since you’ve got back 😢 Bad dreams. Those make me not want to go to sleep, idk about you. Restlessness is annoying. You’re so tired but can’t just close your eyes long enough to sleep. I hope your sleep gets better soon. Did you happen to fall asleep around 2am 😂 that’s when I did.
She was at the bottom of the bed. The stinker. She’s like I’m tired and over this. Maybe tonight she’ll snuggle. I can send a dog to you if you’d like? 😁 She shared a cucumber with me tonight. She LOVES pumpkin. Ever since She was a little pupper. I actually got her around this time of year so I think it’s her favorite too. You lucked out without the girls wanting to eat everything! Or my 2 are just fatties!!! 😂😂
Loves kids, babies, any animal, all people. There’s some people that have chickens and she always wants to play with them. She stops and stares and then starts the booty shake. 😂 There was a Chihuahua she tried saying hello to, not very nice to her. The poor look on her face “like damn what was that all about”
He’s ALWAYS snorting. Always. In your face sniffing and licking and snorting. Then he burps. Funny, annoying and disgusting all at the same time!! She has jumped on my kitchen table before. Like who are you???
Random thought: do you have a southern accent? Idk why but I was like, well all the places he’s been to, he might 😂 the things I think of. I thinks it’s because I often read in a certain tone and expression to each person here. Last night when “peach is a man?” I just think of her as this cute bubbly sweet girl and she cracks me up. It was like she was mind blown. I’m a female. 😂
anyways—I’ll stop chatting your ear off ❤️🍑
@peachThinker662 Hey if it's a good thing.... that's a good thing 😅 I like ranch too! I can almost guarantee the doggos do too 😁
@mytwistedsoul
you are correct in saying that. You’ve helped me out quite a bit. ❤️ Guaranteed they would like ranch. Then they would never stop eating the grass.
You sound like me. 😩 I was so tired last night. I read until 1030 to be extra tired. I sleep until 10 this morning, after I was awake every hour. And of course, woke up in a panic. My eyes are all puffy this morning. I’m going to cry. I’m tired of feeling like this. This isn’t me. I would wake up- have something to do. Go couponing- I’d love to see how low I could get it. Go to the thrift store-see if I could find something interesting. Start laundry, start dinner. Or I would be going to work. … 😭 I have zero energy.
Hahaha .. barking at ketchup? did they want some??
He’s rancid with his gas. The second he takes in that sigh to fall asleep…The room stinks!!! Oh no 😂😂😂 they used the fan to their advantage!!!
You do have a bit of a southern accent. Thank you for sharing those videos with me. That was interesting to hear people and see some people ❤️
ah yes, it would put the dress at the river in a whole new light for sure. 😂
@peachThinker662 I'm glad I've helped. That makes me feel good. I never want to add to your pain or anyone else's. There's enough of that in the world
🫂 I’m overwhelmed not getting back to work yet. Idk what to do with myself when I’m home. I’m very task oriented and I don’t have that right now. My friend since I was 15 is being a jerk and it’s been about a year bite, and it’s really getting to me. I was waiting for the go to stay with since before the surgery. Disappointed it didn’t pan out the way I wanted it to. Definitely what if concerns.
I do see the doctor today. I can’t wait for the appointment. I just want to hear the feedback and stop looking up things my self cause that only leads down a rabbit hole.
I ate half of my breakfast and started gagging. But half is better than nothing. Took a multivitamin. Took my probiotic. Drank my oj and some cider. Went for a 20min walk in the light rain.
So funny they hated ketchup!!! Oh no. Not a care. I’ll even yell you stink and keeps on sleeping.
Yes. Definitely pictured people differently.
Sometimes idk how to be gentle with myself. It’s an odd feeling…. Like I should be PUSHING!!!
Ooh purple. You fancy! I’ve been wanting to color my hair. Maybe I could today? Maybe. …
@peachThinker662 Maybe you could make a to do list for the next couple of days until you start work? You could maybe have one hard task each day, something you'd like to have done before the 1st and maybe some smaller tasks scattered in? Idk if that would help
I actually do well with lists. It’s just When things don’t get done. But it’s really just as simple as adding it to the next day.
She’s a hot mess. 5 kids. Boyfriend. Dog with issues. And she’s had her own health issues that she’s not taking care of. I sent her a photo of us from last year and she’s gone downhill. I try to give her some credit because of that. But when I see her going to visit others that has surgeries. Helping them with meals and upkeep of their house…it sends a message of I don’t give a crap about you. She often makes comments of what I do for a living Vs what she does and puts herself down. Things I’ve accomplished despite my upbringing. And again, puts herself down. I don’t look at people ANY different in regards to life circumstances, careers , etc. unless you pick me up for a date and you’re wearing crocs with jib bits. 😂 It seems like every time I try to talk to her, “phone died” kids and her boyfriend talking over when on the phone, it’s quite annoying. Like I said I try to give the benefit of the doubt, it’s just hard.
I looked on the web about consistent nosebleeds and how to soothe my nares. It instantly went to nasal cancer. Like damn. Can we start with nose spray?
I had an Apple dumpling with ice cream for lunch 😂 I’m thinking pizza for dinner.
I absolutely feel my worth is tied into work and what I do. If I’m not doing something productive, it’s disappears. ABSOLUTELY!!!!!
I was thinking brown lol I’d love to be able to go with bright colors but I don’t have the baseballs for that.
I’m totally going to respond to this after my appointment because I’m going to need to get it out to someone. Sorry If I’m annoying today. I apologize in advance!
@peachThinker662 It really is as easy as adding it to the next day buuttt.... that inner critic is a hard nosed taskmaster. Mine even cusses at me. 😅
@mytwistedsoul
same here. Same.
Yea. Plus I think we are both going through it, hard to support one another. Her bf will call the entire time if we do anything. Stupidest stuff that people his age should just know. Like what to eat? Cmon man are you kidding me?
For sure. No no no. My co worker that I had gone out with one day, ooh he’s cute? Umm no. Did you look at his feet? He had slides on (which is fine) but his feet were hanging out, toes first. Idk what was one the floor more, his toes or the shoes??
Hahaha I love that he flipped you off. It sounds like he gets a kick out of your humor. 😂😂😂
i like cheese pizza. That’s my go to. But sometimes I’ll get spinach/feta, pepperoni and there’s a place that does Mac n cheese on the pizza.
⚾️ ⚾️ 2 of them to be exact 🤣🤣🤣
ferritin, b12, d3, omega, and zinc are all my new supplements. 😁 party time. Just kidding. That’s a meal in itself. I have to take the iron 2x/day. She said my insulin was high too, gotta start eating better. Just chatted with my aunt, she’s very into nutrition so she gave me some suggestions ❤️ that was a lot to take in. But I’m proud that I’m taking the steps to take care of my body.
Oooh and I got my last piece of paperwork in, emailed in to the employer 😁😁
@peachThinker662 It is hard to support each other if you're both going through things. She should silence her phone. So she has 6 kids in total? Omg that is so childish and rude. Tell her to get a bunch of different hungry man dinners. If he can figure out the phone he should be able to manage the microwave. The instructions are on the back of the box. I think there might even be some pictures. 🤭 Sorry I was being mean 😞 but geez give the lady a break dude
@mytwistedsoul
seriously just typed out a message and accidentally deleted it 😂😂😂
now what was I saying…
oh yes. You are not being rude. I’ve said worse to his face 😅 He’s ridiculous. Relationships should have be a team imo. Help each other out. Like your home with the littles, allow her to feel like a good mom. Wash a dish. Feed yourself and the kids. She does deserve that. Heck with the hungry man, his bags would be on the curb… but I would never tolerate that.
Right?!! Not a fan of feet. I definitely don’t need to see the slopping around like a bird. Just go without. 😂
speaking of feet. Feta smells like it…actually most cheeses do 🤔 I had spinach, olive and tomatoes. “Healthy pizza” do I dare ask what a hairy fish is 👀
No ferret allergies 🤣🤣🤣 Sorry about that. Ferritin is like the holding space for iron and then distributes it to the hematocrit and hemoglobin. She doesn’t want it going empty because then I run the risk of anemia. The high insulin is my body working hard to break down carbs and such. Like I said I was eating to satisfy hunger. So the food goes in. The insulin is high to bring my body where it needs to be, then I crash because that stuff breaks down so fast. (Affects mood as you know) So I’ll need to eat more whole grains and less processed.
I did get some good stuff accomplished today, huh? ❤️
@peachThinker662 I've done that! So frustrating! 😅
@mytwistedsoul
i had more feta tonight with dinner 🤭😂
Ewwww- hairy fish =anchovies 🤢 gross I’ll make sure to order your pizza with extra 🤣🤣🤣
How did your day go today?
I went and did some paperwork this morning at the job. 💜 I go back in on Monday.
Took a trip out to my aunts for the weekend. I was sobbing last night and this afternoon. All I could think was I need someone and I actually asked to come over here. I’m glad I thought of it and I’m glad she was willing. I’m done being at home by myself. I’m sick of my house. Sick of being trapped in my mind.
I hope tonight is a much better night — for the both of us—- with rest ❤️❤️❤️
@peachThinker662 Every time I hear feta I think of feet now lol!
@mytwistedsoul
hello my darling feta feet 😂
anchovies, sardines, kipper snacks 🤮 slimy *** stinky little fish.
SMH…pink croc blacksmith comes up the lane though.. sounds like you got a bit done despite the headache. Hope you are feeling better ❤️
I slept great. Out cold by 9 and slept all the way until 8. I woke up to a family emergency and had to cut the visit short.
We did go for a walk. Checked out an antique shop. Hard to focus today. But I did have a cute little snapping turtle on my path. There was a black dog in the store that came right up to me for lovings. Then found me later again in the store. So sweet. 🥹 as I went outside I had a bunny standing next to me for like 10 minutes!!! Just eating grass while I was on the phone. Loved those interactions.
I’m just trying to calm down. I put on “junky tv” Sex and the City. Samantha is wild on this show. 😂
i have so much going on in my brain, it’s left me speechless today.
@peachThinker662 😂😂 That's not something you hear every day!
Definitely not something that needs to be on a pizza. 😬
Yeah that's one of the really nice things. Not many people like to come up the lane. I do let hi. know if it's bad in the winter. And he knows he can call or text if he needs to change days because of weather.
Thank you 😊 it's better. I stress myself out 🤪 I have a dentist appointment to fix a tooth tomorrow. 😳 A little stressed about that but hoping there's a puppy there 😁 I saw a video where some dentist office has an emotional support dog. 😊
Wow! Almost 12 hours! I know that I've ever slept that many hours in a row! Hopefully you felt rested! But waking up to a family emergency isn't any good. I hope everything is ok! ❤️
Wow sounds like you had a special Disney princess moment with all the animals! That snapping turtle must have been small, I don't think I've ever heard anyone say they're cute 😊 Oh random dogs just make the day when they do stuff like that! So cool!
What's got you stressed? The family emergency? 😬 That's a bad way to wake up. Hopefully your brain has calmed down . This space is always here if you want to get things out.
Hey work starts tomorrow! I hope you have a great first day! ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
hahahaha. gotta keep you on your toes. 🦶 No pun intended.
Well, if going to the dentist means fixing a tooth and feeling better. Then by all means. And I do hope your little corgi friend is there. 💖💖 all dentist offices should have puppies at the door!!! I love that some do. You will do amazing. Just think of your smile 😀
aww a Disney Princess moment .. I love that. 💜 The little snapper was cute. I just let him be. Today all I saw a lot butterflies. Orange, yellow. 🦋 they’re so pretty too.
Ah yup! Super stressed with moments of ok I can do this. I’m going to have to be honest with work tomorrow. Let them know if I get a call from the hospital, I have to take it.
I’m glad I saw your message before I settled in. 💜 perfect timing!!!!
So… I’m a mom. I had a child at a young age, I feel I did my absolute best with what I had. Her dad was very abusive to me. I got out when she was 3 or 4. It was rough on the both of us for different reasons… anyways that’s not the issue at hand. TW She’s currently in the hospital. She went into treatment in May for alcohol and cocaine. On Friday/Saturday she relapsed. Idk which came first, the depression or beating her self up for 1 NIGHT but she swallowed 4 bottles of pills…. Idek what else to say right now. I’m scared for her to get out. I’m ok that she’s safe tonight. I want her better. I love her SO SO SO much. And more! There’s trauma emotions that stir up because of my sister. Yea.
I do hope work goes well tomorrow.
I hope to feel more self worth and I hope to have decreased anxiety with a day to occupy my time.
Appreciate you so much your messages mean more than you possibly know!
Good look tomorrow to you as well, you’ll do great!!!!!!! Breathe. Bring some ear buds if you can, to listen to some music. 💜💜
@peachThinker662 Omg Peach, I hope she's alright. Maybe after they discharge her she could go back to rehab? Maybe with taking that many at once she could stay for a few days just to assess her? Like a psych evaluation? (sending many hugs and lots of love) That would be absolutely terrifying for a parent. I can absolutely understand that this would bring up so many things for you because of your sister ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
I think I may take a break from this site. There’s too many relapse, TW suicide thoughts posts for me right now. I’ll come on and speak with you but that’s about it right now.
She told her friend she’s not going to go to rehab again. I don’t like that in this state they don’t have to hold you for 72hrs. There’s a possibility she’ll be out today or tomorrow. I called the hospital last night to let them know she was still suicidal and they said we can assure you she’s safe here. But that was not my point. Don’t discharge her was my point. And in didn’t realize until after. Her life and her safety just mean so much to me. Words can’t describe it. They’re putting her on a mood stabilizer.
I’m sorry, I just want to get through today. I don’t want to be beaten with anxiety.
I hope your dentist appt go smooth sweetie. Good luck 💜💜💜
@peachThinker662 I can understand that. In all honesty, I'm not sure why they've been letting those posts up. They used to remove them because they're not equipped to deal with those. I guess maybe because some of them say, they're not in crisis. I don't read them, well, sometimes I do but I haven't been lately. I'm not sure if there's a way to block them from popping up on feeds.
@mytwistedsoul
I’m glad you got that dentist appointment taken care of. That’s important stuff ❤️
Thank you for being so open with the fact that not everything has to be light. I appreciate that.
She’ll be discharged tomorrow. I told her she could come stay here. Her dad and I finally agreed on something. He thinks it’s a great idea for her to stay here. I let her know we could go get some paint and redo a room. She can be rather impatient (yup. Takes after me) I’ll have to pick her up when I’m out of work. I’m trying so hard not to stress what the house will be like with her living here again and her reactions.
Few things I’m unsure of…. She has a couple cats. I may need to get rid of my male dog. He doesn’t do well with cats. And at this point my daughter means more to me. I’m not sure how to handle that. He’s fixed, utd on shots and he just needs love. He’s a lover.
My gratitude list for today: so happy I spoke to her a few times, so happy she’ll be home tomorrow, I went for a walk, attended an Al-Anon meeting - helpful!!! And I took a bath, climbed into bed early with my heating pad. I’ve got my female dog right behind me snoring. I love her so much. It makes the bed feel less empty tonight. Work was understanding, I had to take the day for phone calls for my daughter.
Tomorrow is a new day. I’m ready!!!
❤️
@peachThinker662 Thank you. Now hopefully I don't have to go back until next year.
@mytwistedsoul
all I have to say is I fn did it!!! I’m sitting through boring work orientation
we have an hour long lunch, I’m sitting out side at the park I frequent.
@peachThinker662 Ewww orientation 😝 Hey way to go you! Wow an hour for lunch! That's kind of nice but it usually only takes half of that for lunch lol. Sounds like a nice way to spend lunch though! I'm proud of you J! 😊 How is it aside from the orientation? Seem like an ok job?
Take a few deep breaths tonight ok? Have a nice peaceful evening with your daughter. ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
I was told that I’ll get an hour lunch during orientation and enjoy it while I have it 😂 because that’s certainly not a daily case. So, I ate, went for a walk, did some stretches. I’ve GOT to remember to bring some ibuprofen tomorrow. I iced, ibuprofen when I got home, showered and heating pad now. Sitting on my butt all day was no bueno.
Idk. I didn’t get to do my job in orientation. I just want to interact with the kids already!! 😂
Her dad picked her up today so that was SUPER helpful.
Ugh. I can breathe. 🧘♀️
amazing therapy session today. felt good. Not draining.
Hope you had a good day and your mouth feels alright! ❤️ 
@peachThinker662 Ohhhh! Although with sitting a lot that hour would be nice for a walk and stretching like you did. I know if I sit too long I get stiff and achy. Ibuprofen definitely helps.
@mytwistedsoul
ibuprofen packed up today along with a big sweater to use as a pillow up against the wall to rest my head if needed.
😂😂😂😂 yes, on purpose. Some people don’t do well with them, and that’s ok. I’ve pretty much been a mama since I was 6 so it’s normalcy for me.
Awesome feeling to get things accomplished like that!!! 👏
I sure do hope I brighten your day ❤️❤️
@peachThinker662 So how did today go for you? Would have needed that big sweater here this morning. It was freaking cold out!
@mytwistedsoul
Today was better. I had bubble guts and almost went home. I talked to my boss, because i kept ahem having to use the bathroom 😝 tmi. And sitting in a room of people during orientation, having to keep getting up, I wasn’t to sure if what to do. Tomorrow, I’ll bring the tums. Like she said, sometimes we have a 💩 storm that flies over us for a bit. I just hate being a newbie. And an emotional one at that. But what can I do? Yes, I did the need the sweater this morning! Like a big hug 🤗 💜 so it served its purpose all day.
Kids seem to flock to me too 😂 I went to a birthday party last summer, I’ll never forget. Every kid came to me, while the adults were all drinking, I was in the kiddie pool with the kids. ❤️❤️ Infact, I slipped and busted my 🍑🤣🤣🤣🤣 All these things and I say “ idk why I needed neck surgery” 😂
I’m feeling a bit more like myself tonight 🥹 When I’m down, I’m knocked down.
I swear to God there’s a mouse in my room right now and I’m really trying not flip all my furniture. 😱 I hate mice!!!!!!!! OMG do I hate them.
She seems to be doing better. I understand why she did what she did. She’s able to admit it too. She went to stay at her apartment tonight. I called her what are you doing, where you going. 🤣🤣🤣 she had a male friend coming over—- ok I’ll mind my business!
OMG I just screamed!!!! Definitely was a mouse wtfffffffff
@peachThinker662 I'm glad today was better. Sorry to hear about the tummy troubles though. I know being under stress can cause that. So can supplements. Are you feeling better now? Your boss isn't wrong about those storms lol. She sounds like a pretty cool boss though. I think the emotional stuff if understandable. You've been dealing with so much lately. With time for things to settle down hopefully the emotions will level off for you ❤️
It's hard to believe we're in October now. This year seems to have gone by so fast!
Sounds like you have fun though! 😁 The kids sense you're a good safe person to be around and you play with them. That's always a big hit.
I'm glad you were feeling more like yourself. Once you get the swing of things at work and things settle down with your daughter. You might feel even more like yourself. With the surgery, it's probably been a long time
Aww you don't like mice? I love mice and rats. Not free roaming ones in the house so much but they make great pets. Get some traps. It's getting colder out they're looking for places to set up house.
I'm glad your daughter is doing better and she opened up and talked to you. ❤️
You need Tom to catch Jerry! 😂
@mytwistedsoul
Tomorrow is Friday!!! 🥳
I’m doing it.
I’ve been able to laugh and joke around with people. they are getting to know me. It just feels great. I’m so used to getting home around 3–the 5 o’clock thing right now is weird. I get home, eat, do a few things and it’s bedtime. 😂 It’s temporary. On the plus side I get to sleep in a bit.
Hate mice, rats, ferrets. 😱 they give me the heebie jeebies!!! Gerbils 🤮
My new friend😂🥰
@peachThinker662 You are doing it! Blow that horn! 🥳 I'm really proud of you! It's not easy walking in to a new situation and you're joking around, getting to know people and fitting right in! 😊 Yeah that 5 pm thing would take some getting used to. Especially when the clocks change. 😝 I really wish we'd stop that.
@mytwistedsoul
I might have been feeding him carrots leftover from my lunch 🤭 so cute.
Tonight is a night I wish I had a snuggle buddy. I’m over tired and lonely. My head hurts and my shoulders are bothering me. Moments like this I feel so old. So tired. So gross and well ….
How have you been? I feel like it’s been a Me show lately…
@peachThinker662 He's not going to be spoiled at all! 😊
@mytwistedsoul
I should find out is it’s ok to feed him 😂🤭
Usually when I’m super tired those nights come around. I went and got a massage this morning. Just ate lunch and now I’m mouse hunting. Well, sealing gaps and setting traps!
You sound like a busy bee!!! I hope it’s helping *you* sleep at night!
My daughter’s grandmother is supposed to be stopping by tomorrow.
I’m thinking of finding a good movie later, showering and heading to bed early.
❤️
@peachThinker662
did you make any lures for your fishing adventure?
@mytwistedsoul
i REALLY get the feeling someone on here does not like me. I try to match their energy. I try to be me. I’ve felt this way since I joined. Idk I don’t like it…. Makes me want to leave honestly…
@peachThinker662 I would have gave him carrots too tbh. But it might be better to ask? Just in case I guess?
@mytwistedsoul
hahahaha yes. I’m going to have to Monday so I don’t get eaten with guilt.
I sprayed so much mint and got mint in bags. It smells like Colgate up in here. 😂 My dog was sneezing earlier. I still have to set the traps but I’m pooped.
All nighter sleep would certainly be amazing!
Yes, her and I get along well. Yea, I get that. Sometimes I need to occupy myself witha few things too. ❤️
I would tell you of course but I don’t want some one to read this and think I’m talking 💩 I just don’t like when people give me that vibe. I can’t stand when people don’t like me either. I always run. I’ve left jobs because 1 person was mean to me. “Mean to me” inner child statement right there.
The doggies are tired too tonight. They’re lying down already. …
@peachThinker662 You might get eaten by a donkey instead! 🤭
@mytwistedsoul
Hehehe no they love me like I love them, plus I bring snacks! 😍
hmmm it’s my first attempt with mint. I bought spray and I bought like satchels full of it. 🤞 have you ever encountered wild rats? Sometimes I ponder the idea of a snake but I think it’s an intrusive thought 😂😂
😂 Please stop licking the peanut butter off the traps. Self control sir.
Sometimes you have to adjust the setting on the snap traps and sometimes they are just sneaky sneaky. I hate traps too 🤢 I don’t want to see that either way 😂 I got some that are supposed to catch them and you just dump them without looking. Honestly—- I bought one of each thing there was 😂🙃
neither of us need that. That’s for sure! So…. You notice a little something too? Eh. I try to incorporate that everyone is here for different reasons…but I guess some people have seniority or think they do anyways. Oooohhhh well. Just keep interactions to a minimum. 🤷♀️
Yes. The cat was being a wild one last night and both the dogs. No one slept. It was like a party up in here. So they should All sleep tonight.
Thanks for the hugggggs you da best.
Do you think it’s different for you in person? I also don’t want to put. Please, don’t take this the wrong way. I hope it comes out correctly. Because it’s a compliment for sure. I know I know. Ick 😆 You truly seem like you are a genuinely great person. You have a ton of hobbies. A way with words that’s uplifting, like a sweet loving person. Amazing sense of humor. You’re a package deal my friend! You’ve shared a bit with me about your past and I can relate with discomfort and vulnerability, but I’m really surprised sometimes by you saying you don’t have friends or a relationship. Maybe you don’t give yourself enough credit. … ❤️❤️ maybe I just enjoy you 😂 sorry had to throw in some humor to lighten the load.
I’ve been binge watching “Dawsons Creek” such a Saturday night. Be jealous. 😂😂😂
@peachThinker662 Bribery gets you everywhere! 😁 They can sense you're a good person, the snacks are just an added bonus!
@mytwistedsoul
I love that they can sense I’m a good person. Made my heart smile ❤️
When I was probably in 8 th grade 🤔 We were living in an apartment. I remember mother standing in front of our door on the 2nd floor. There landlord was downstairs at the front door talking up to her. My sister was standing on the set of stairs going up while I was on the landing. She was forever playing pranks. So she said “Jen theirs a snake next to your foot” I was like yea ok. Nice try. She kept going so I said shut up, looked down and sure enough. Ball python wrapped around the banister. I don’t think I ran down the stairs. I think I jumped down the whole flight and ran all the way to the road. Turns out, the neighbor in the basement apartment, had him as a pet. He got loose, he didn’t want to tell anyone and went on vacation!!!! My dumb mother “we can keep him for the night” I did not sleep!!! All I could think was he got out once, what’s going to stop him this time. 😬 😱 I will never forget that!!! So huge and so gross!!!!!!!
Hehehe hopefully they like the peanut too . Bam!!!!💥
Could be a difficult day. But I’m going to just kinda step back. I guess that’s just how I deal with the discomfort.
Definitely critter chaos 🤣 We all napped today too.
I appreciate your honesty. That’s terrible to think you receive eye rolls. I do understand that here you certainly would have the time to get your words out. Others often don’t like when boundaries are set. Especially, when it’s different than what they are used to. I like that you come on here though to get socialization. And socialization that works best for you. We are all so different, with different needs, personalities and characteristics. Different things. But finding what works best for you is important. A good piece of self care. And you’re very welcome 😉
hahaha I’ve heard of that game. I hope you had a good day today. Are you EST?
@peachThinker662 Animals seem to know people faster than we do. That would be a handy thing wouldn't it? Oh this person smells like drama should I, A: growl at them B: Bark with hackles raised C: run away. I would probably choose D: all of the above 😂😂
@mytwistedsoul
it would be super handy 😂 It would’ve saved me from toxic peeps I let into my life.
For real though!!!
Hmmm fluff? Maybe. 🤔 No body has landed in my traps. Maybe the intense smell of peppermint was enough 😂😂
I bet it does 😔 you’re not dumb. I think anyone would feel a certain way about that. Whether it’s anger, sadness or shame. If I was near, I’d sit and chat with you ❤️
So if there was no feta, 😂 what kind of pizza did you get? My daughter caught some big bass fishies yesterday. Must have been a perfect day for them.
Oy! It’s already time for my lunch break to be over! This hour is going by quick now 😂 but man I’ll be glad when the orientation blah Blah Blah Blah is done! sounds like the Charlie Brown teacher at this point. Tomorrow, I’ll be shadowing and on the floor—-🤞 hopefully
@peachThinker662 It would definitely save us from a lot of troubles that's for sure.
@mytwistedsoul
I didn’t even think that it might take them a little bit to find the traps! 😮
Oh my word. That pizza sounds AMAZING!!! Lucky you ❤️❤️
I’ve been with her and sit, talk, and take pictures 😂😂 I don’t have the patience. If I cast, a fish better bite NOW. She’s doing good. She said the attempt was because of the relapse. Relapses happen. It’s part of recovery.
It’s actually kind of redundant for me. A lot of it I learned in school, previous jobs, etc. so I’m over it 😂 CPR training when I’ve actually done it on humans. I think they should revise the training a bit. Does not apply to all and not all need certain things. I guess I got paid for it 🤷♀️
i had a cute boy come up to me today. I had my “dog mom” shirt on. He was so excited to tell me about his doggies. And of course show me all the chicken eggs he collected 🥰
I’m kicking myself in the bum for not putting together meals this week like I did last week. 🤦♀️ I did just put together some overnight oats for tomorrow morning. Crap. I need lunch. I don’t have an hour tomorrow. 🤣
@peachThinker662 They'll find them eventually, no doubt about that lol
The pizza is delicious! It's a small family run pizza place. I would rather get from them than some big name place
The place I was on Sunday, as soon as the bait hit the water there was a fish lol! That's a nice way to spend time together! 😊
I'm glad she's doing good! You're right though, relapses do happen and they are a part of recovery. ❤️
They probably have to do it for their records too I'm sure. Making sure all the boxes are checked and everyone has the same training. It would be a pain being taught things you already know though
Aww that sounds like a really nice interaction with him! Chickens too! 😀
Yeah that's going to take some getting used to probably with getting lunches and prepping meals. Especially since you're getting back to healthy eating again. I've never done over night oats. Might have to check that out!
I hope your day is going good with shadowing and you're getting closer to being able to do more hands on things! ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
duuuuuuuuuuuddddeeee!!! I sat at a flipping lap top today for 8 HOURS doing more education
The training is hella gettin to meeeeeee aaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhh
i think that makes me more tired than running around.
Tomorrow I was told I’ll be where I’m supposed to be. Friggin best be. Or my Rs are really not going to be pronounced!!!
Small family pizza shops are the best!!! ❤️
Idek. I’m just lonely lately. But don’t want to be around anyone. Does that even make sense??
I think I just need to be held……
@peachThinker662 Omg 8 hours... I would have been bugging. 😳 Holy cow they're definitely making you go through the training! I mean it's good to be trained but 8 hours on a laptop is too much for one day. A good way to get a headache 😬
@mytwistedsoul
Today I thought to myself. “Ok, this is for a reason” some one done messed up. Just like curling irons have a warning for external use only. 😂😂 sorry if that was inappropriate.
Yea, maybe only certain people in my bubble. Comforting, loving, and supportive.
Not strangers. I get what you’re saying. Sometimes I want to get out of the house and I’m like ew I don’t like these people. I was in a store one day, I’m little, and I had crouched down to look at something. A women -who was definitely tall- leaned OVER me to the shelf above. I don’t know how I didn’t punch her. I know that sounds awful. But when people get behind me by my head. Total trauma response. I don’t know why I just shared that.
I sounds like a weirdo 🤪 just want the company I guess.
I love hugs 🤗 thank you!!!!!
@peachThinker662 😂 Now it probably is a good idea they have that warning. I mean it's obviously there for a reason..😳 somewhere... someone... 😳😳 😬
@mytwistedsoul
not the best day
I don’t feel well physically. I stayed home. Called out within reasonable time. My fn stomach. 😩 this has happened before. I’ve been seen by GI so I know what it is but when I don’t feel good it throws me off every where. Soup, rest today.
Um yea 😮💨 😂 🥵 warning labels.
very weird experience. I walked down the candle aisle after and just breathed in all the smells 😂 if I can feel your breath, your too close. This would have been great comments 🤣🤣🤣
We’re just amazing and fun ❤️❤️
@peachThinker662 I'm sorry you're not feeling well 😞 It's understandable that you called out. There's really not much we can do about it when we're sick. And if you know what it is, you know what you need to do to take care of yourself. So soup and rest is a very good idea!
@mytwistedsoul
vent sesh!!
I don’t like this *** place at all. I got screwed over on my schedule and everything. Oh so-and-so was supposed to tell you that well they didn’t and now I feel like a ***. I’m applying for other jobs. I don’t even *** know this is so frustrating I feel like I just did not need this right now and I’m grrrrrr I’m so mad
😡 😡😡😡😡😡
@peachThinker662 Oh no! It's definitely not something you needed! They misled you into thinking you had a different schedule? I don't blame you for looking for something else. It sounds like someone left out some pretty vital information. That's really sh*try on their side! 😐
@mytwistedsoul
hi there
hope you are well
sorry I’ve been so short lately. I’m sure you understand. I just have been so tired and annoyed.
I had therapy on Thursday and it was a really good session. I’ve been doing small things, but they are starting to amount to larger things in the big picture. ❤️
last night, I slept 12 HOURS!!!
Today I need to get pet supplies so I’m doing store pick up. Put a first coat of Paint on stool for my kitchen. I want to add strawberries to it. Just trying to decide where.
❤️❤️
@peachThinker662 Hey! Aww yeah, no worries. I'm sorry you're feeling annoyed though. It can feel frustrating sometimes because it doesn't seem like there's many options to deal with the annoyance 😕
@mytwistedsoul
hi my dear. I feel awful for not chatting. I’ve been trapped in my own head. I feel like an absolute mess. It’s probably not that bad but sometimes it feels that way. That feeling no one likes me, I’m bothersome and have nothing valuable to say.
I’m curious if I’m TOO close to my therapist. I think I look at her as a mother figure. Actually, I do. Therefore, I value her input incredibly. When I do things and don’t get the ⭐️ from her it really takes me down. The job I took was misrepresented. So much. They didn’t have hours for me, gave me a tough time about my license, it was wild there, amongst other things.
Now, I totally understand that fear gets the best of me and I run. As far and as fast as I can.
I sent an email to my previous employer last week, because I was ridden with Shame of how I left. It was unprofessional and they were super supportive of me during, before and after my surgery. I just didn’t have the confidence in myself.
I was offered my job back there and I took it. One thing I’ve sheets said is how much I love my co workers there. I go in when scheduled, out on time, and the money is good. I spoke with the surgeon and it’s expected for me to have residual pain for a bit. I got my medications/vitamins etc in order. When I shared this with my therapist, she told me to slow down. That I’m always in a rush. Valid. But she doesn’t like the job hopping. I don’t either. I’m just trying to find my place and what works for me, my house, my family. Idk 😔 feeling down on myself. Stuck in a rut that I’m trying to get out of. Idk that I’ve felt this way before. I’ve weighed pros and cons. I’ve always held a job. Have I had multiple, yes. I always take what’s offered. It’s not always the right thing. I keep focusing on everything has changed since the surgery. When I look back, that’s all I see.
I’ve been out and about working, doing more things. Went to Boston last night for a concert. Spent time with family.
How are you doing? How’s Pita and Dan doing? ❤️ Miss you J. Thanks for listening.
@peachThinker662 Hey! It's nice to see you! 😊 (Big hugs if ok) I missed seeing you around ❤️
Hugs are always ok ❤️ I don’t get enough of them.
Wow! I never knew transference was a thing. That’s so interesting. I did talk to her about it. She’s so sweet. 🥹 She told me it’s ok and thanked me. She also said no matter what I do, it’s about me being happy with my decision and that’s what she wants to see more of from me.
They wanted me to work evenings. Though the hiring manager said days were available on the interview. The license thing is because of working in one state and living in another. Which is was told it wouldn’t be an issue and then I get we looked into it and you need another. Good grief.
So much courage to write that email and send it. And yes, I didn’t know what to do previously so it did feel right in that moment. Now it’s just a matter of acknowledging the pattern and moving forward.
Healthy pain is a good thing as asinine as it dies sound. Physically and emotionally. That survival mode. Lights a fire under the a.ss
Never hesitate to check in. I enjoy hearing from you. Never a bother. I like the company tbh. When we have negative thoughts, stressful situations, and our history, it’s SO easy for every little thing to stick like Velcro. I get it with the posts. Not feeling “in the cool crowd” overlooked. It just brings back abandonment stuff. Gratitude lists back on them. It can be helpful. I find prompts for them online at times. Because It can be challenging. I hope you are feeling better. But at the same time, rough days happen ❤️
Aww he has a warming pad? What a good cat dad.
You need to do the same my friend. Gentle. Calm. Slow. Hugs!!!
And I promise, you are never a nuisance or clingy. Far from it!
@peachThinker662 Yeah there does seem to be a shortage of hugs most days
@mytwistedsoul
Exactly! Hit the nail on the head with everything as far as that job. Good riddens 😅
I’m sorry, you may have said before, Pita was a stray? That’s so cute you did the houses and beds for him. 🥰 you take such great care of him. I love that. Lucky lil kitty kitty.
I went for a nice walk today with a co worker. (Got my loves back in my life haha) We walked a dam in the next town over. Came home with pruned feet from the wet ground but well worth it ❤️
funny story for you. My male dog. Who else 😂😂 Was licking my floor today. 😂😂 hardwood floors, lying there like it tasted like peanut butter or something…. I started video recording him, he stopped. Tongue out still stuck on the floor for a good 10 seconds. Then jumped up and ran at me, like “you didn’t catch anything!!” 😂😂 he’s so bizarre
i worked over the weekend. The girls I worked with are AMAZING. Absolutely great. 😮💨 so thankful for them. I got one of the best hugs toooooooo. Despite the challenges there was absolutely so much more good 💗💗💗
have you ever seen a leaf this big?!?! I hung it on my refrigerator 😝
@peachThinker662 I wouldn't have wanted that job either with all that nonsense.
@peachThinker662 I'd like you to meet Yogi 😊
I picked him up Friday night. He's a piranha in a fur suit 😂
@mytwistedsoul
my jaw!!!!
OMG
i want to smooosh him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yogi 🥹❤️ I love him
I’m so happy for you!!!!!!!! 🥲 awww this just made my day. I’m so so happy for you.
@mytwistedsoul
his face colors make a little heart around his nose. What a love. Thank you for sharing him with me. This just filled up my heart ❤️
@peachThinker662 Aww I'm glad you like him! 😊 I think I forgot how much they bring into your life. I never noticed that his marking on his face make a heart. 😊 Now I can't not see it ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
Tell me all the details… how old is he? How are the 2 of you adjusting to each other? Does he follow you everywhere yet? He’s a piranha 😂😂 little ankle biter?
He’s so adorable. ❤️ Good choice. And his sweetheart face. Literally.
I can’t express into words how happy I am for you. It feels great from this end, I hope he’s filling you with lots of love and laughter!!! You deserve it sweetie!!!!!!
I went to see if my response posted and I saw him. I was like wait what? And let out a shocked happy noise 😂 “aww my gawddd”
big hugs to you both!!!! ❤️
@peachThinker662 He's 3 months old. He's already got me wrapped around his paws. He follows me every where! 😊 He's catching on to house training really quick and has only had two accidents and those were on piddle pads so I guess they technically weren't accidents?
@mytwistedsoul
Lil Yogi. Cutest little nugget. 3 mos 🥹 Of course you’re wrapped around his paw. He loves you too!!!
2 piddles on a pad—sounds like he is doing well with the training.
😂😂 he must be so fun to watch in the leaves. New found territory. Aww him and Pita are probably about the same size!!! Besties. Yes, he does. lol that was so sweet of you.
Enjoy all the love he has to give and you to him. Enjoy the good sweetie. You looked for a long time for him ❤️❤️❤️
is he your cuddle buddy at night?
@peachThinker662 Tbh all the animals know I'm a push over too 😂 Some sad eyes and a quiet meow or nicker and I'll bring food, snacks, toys whatever they might need. 😅
@mytwistedsoul
i loved reading this. Such happy, light, fun is for sure.
Imagining him un tieing your shoe laces. Little rascal.
Feel free to send photos 💕 puppy love
I’m doing “ok” just don’t like being alone, lonely and bored. I have my follow up on Friday. I need to get an X-ray before then and I’m procrastinating. Tired from my running thoughts. Really trying to bring in the good.
@peachThinker662 Sometimes I think I'm afraid of bringing in the good. I think maybe it's because we know that they don't always last? Or maybe we had what we thought were good things but in the end we discovered it wasn't as good as we thought? Sometimes I think I was blind to good things too. Maybe because good things bring happiness? Happiness is scary too because it can be taken away so easily
My aunt told me a few weeks ago “things always have a way of getting better” and I thought about it long and hard. And my life is 10x better than it was even 5 years ago. I thing the feelings you have are a normal trauma response. Trust me I’m not sh.itting glitter and rainbows 😂
She went back to her apartment. She decided to move in with her dad in a few weeks. I’m back to seeing her when she does laundry.
I went in for the X-ray!!!!! I read today after I got it done that 80-90% of patients show fusion at this time. Dude I will jump for joy!!!!!!! No joke. Back in the day it would’ve been a high kick with a round off 😂 I’ll do it in my head!
I love Yogi. What kind of dog is he? He looks a little doodly. I come on and just to look at his photo sometimes ❤️ lil Fluffer butt.
@peachThinker662 No glitter and rainbows? Awww maaann! I was hoping... 🤭 Joking.... well... sort of. I guess I get tired of the constant rise and fall. If things could just level off... maybe? I guess, I do see some changes for the better lately? I'm not dissociated all the time.
Wouldn’t that be something??? 😂 I think they sell a glitter capsule you can swallow to allow. Hmmm maybe that’s how I can celebrate the BONE GROWTH SHOWN IN MY X-RAY!!!! Boooyyyyyaaaa baby!!!!!! I’m glad to hear your dissociation is taking a break. That’s amazing. Yay!!!
Yuppppp. Oh that girl.
A Lachon. So fancy Mr Yogi. He’s cute no matter what he is!! Same for you!!! That last paragraph made me laugh hysterically. ❤️
@peachThinker662 It would! I'm kind of curious about those capsules 😂😂 How could you use them to mess with someone 🤔 For some reason that reminded me of the first time I ate fresh red beets 😳 boy everything comes out with a reddish tinge. Turns out I wasn't dying 😅 😂
@mytwistedsoul
Bahahahahaha!!!!!!! The beets
i just looked up the capsules all you have to type in is “sh.it glitter” someone left a review •glitter is like the herpes of craft supplies it never goes away• 😂😂😂😂
I’m getting burgers for dinner tonight. Owe it to myself. Worked all day. Came home and plopped. Sleppppt. Woke up with drool down my face and everything. 😂 and I wonder why I’m single 😳
@mytwistedsoul
I’m going to bother you again 😁
Just feeling a bit lonely. I had such great news today. I got hugs from people at work, don’t get me wrong, it was lovely. I would’ve liked to come home, had adult conversation with someone, flourished with hugs, flowers. Just to lie in bed to relax with someone holding me.
Sometimes I don’t feel as if I will ever find that. Sometimes I think of all the hurdles I’ve crossed. It could happen.
I try to love myself and give my inner child love. But, idk I guess it just feels different from others. A compliment. A hug. A kiss. Someone to hold me. Hold my hand. Just give me a hug for no reason but simply they want to be near me and enjoy my time. Someone to laugh with, be silly with. Have dinner with. Cook together even. I’ll settle for simple right now. Just a text message I’m on their mind. I’ve been focusing so much on myself and growth. It’s exhausting.
Meh
that’s my sob story
I want to go throw up now.
@peachThinker662 Omg if that's not a selling review I don't know what is! 😂😂
You put in a hard days work, plus you're still healing, even if it's not as noticeable. The muscles and bones need to do a little more work, so they take some energy too.
You're never a bother! 😊 You got great news! That's great!
I understand. It is hard not having someone to share the highs and lows of life. To have someone to celebrate with if it was a good day or someone to console you if it was a bad day. I do think that there's someone out there for each of us, it just takes some of us a little longer to find them. Maybe you could take a class somewhere? That might help you meet people. Which I know it's really kind of scary to do things like that. But in a group setting it might feel safer knowing you're not alone with someone right away. Do any of your coworkers have any single guy friends?
@mytwistedsoul
My feet are cold tonight! 🥶
How’s the baby doing?
I took my girl for a walk a few days ago, tried sending you a photo but it won’t upload. My sweetheart. She was running through the puddles. Right now she’s on my side of the bed, snuggled into the pillow, with the heating pad-snoring. Ugh I love her so much. ❤️
How was your day? hope you are doing well
@peachThinker662 It's cold out here. I need to check the stove and pipes sometime this weekend. Soon be time to turn on the heat!
Haha velociraptor with the cutest lil barks
You are such a sweetie!!! Giving him a green bean earlier for his teefies
She’s out like a light!!! Both of them. He sleeps downstairs. I think he thinks he’s a guard dog 😂
I just realized I’m working Halloween. I’m going to try and hit a store or 2 . I want to do cruella deville .. we shall see
@peachThinker662 His growls are really cute. I tell him he sounds so vicious 😂 Aww I bet he makes a very cute guard... snoring away 😊
The smoke alarm went earlier this evening a couple times. My poor boy was shaking. ❤️ I had a pillow next to him for a bit. Hugging him. He ended up panting, sweating and falling asleep. A lil bit later I asked if he was ready to go to bed. He stayed on the couch even with a cookie bribery. 😔 fell asleep and came upstairs to lie on me. My poor lil boy. So it’s a slumber party tonight. It was interesting to see his anxiety attack, how he recovered and the after bath. Able to put it in perspective for myself.
We get a handful of trick or treaters. Not many,
I haven’t decided if I should buy the hair color you can spray on, or a wig. I have such thick hair, it may be impossible to cover. Or I would have to buy enough cans that it might just be worth to buy the wig.
A friend of mine did Ursula last year. I wasn’t working so I went over and did her makeup. She looked awesome. Hoping for the same outcome for myself. ❤️
The bump in the blanket is her, he’s on my foot 🥰
@peachThinker662 Oh no! Those smoke alarms can be really upsetting. Poor guy. The girls used to get so upset at it too. Not shaking upset but barking like crazy. The alarm would be going off, they're running around barking. Pure chaos.
Yogi sends his love ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
sweet baby!!! 💕💕 he looks so happy.
I ended up throwing together a last minute Snow White ensemble. No one else even dressed up. Bums. 😂
I had a cute little come to the door tonight dressed as Scooby doo … my neighbor
Fixed up some stuff on my walls with idk hole filler 😂😂😂 such a girl
and started pulling carpet off my stairs. felt great to use a hammer!!!!!!
Plus stole some milk duds 😂
hope you are well sweetheart !!!!! 💖💖💖
@peachThinker662 I hope he's happy 😊 He is such a sweet little guy ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
yes. He’s smiling for sure!!!!
❤️❤️❤️❤️
@peachThinker662
You doing ok?
Things are getting better. There’s been lots of tears and panic. Little by slow. Reminders. Journaling. Affirmations. Breathing. I went for a walk today. I took a day of guilt free rest as well today. ❤️ FirsT time in a long time. I’ve had some amazing people in my life and I’m letting them in. ❤️
@peachThinker662 That is so great! Well... not the tears and panic of course ❤️ But the journaling and affirmations and reminders. I'm proud of you for how hard you're working and that you took a day of guilt free rest. Super proud that you're letting good people in too. That is awesome!
Thank you sweetheart
How have you been?
@peachThinker662 You're welcome ❤️ I'm mostly alright. Puppy keeps me busy. A little depression has been creeping in because of the time of the year. How have things been for you?
@mytwistedsoul
wow. I’m very sorry I haven’t spoken to you in weeks!!!
Literally trying to get my head out of my a$$
i was out driving the other day and the car in front of me had a dog in the front seat. As I took my turn , The dog turned his head and I yelled out loud YOGI!!! Looked Just like him and I smiled thinking of you and our conversations.
Ive been trying with work. I really truly don’t like it there. I’m fed up with my co workers asking “you ok” “you’re quiet” I can’t stand the population I work with. By no fault of their own, because I really used to love it. It’s just too triggering at this time. I want to have that excitement of I get to go work rather than 😣 I have to go to work. And I’ve been at that state for a few months. If not before the surgery.
I’ve been gathering information of what I want to do. I’ve taken a job with children again but not without asking ask the questions and reading the fine print. I’m hoping this is much more suitable. Kids. They’re just so loving. And there’s babies. So yes please!
I haven’t wanted to come on here because it can be hard to read some of the posts when I’m working so hard on myself. It’s like please just let positivity and gratitude show up but that’s definitely not always the case. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve posted some sad-anxious things, but it’s just idk hard to see sometimes. I’m grateful for those who’ve been able to respond.
My daughter had relapsed again. It was the worst yet. The scariest moment as a mother. She was in the ICU for a week and another week on the behavioral health unit.
Al anon has been there for me. It’s great having people to talk with over the phone and hear their stories. And where they are now. I hope one day that can be her and I . ❤️
so yes, lots of changes over here. Hoping for growth and inner self love. 💕
Hope you are doing well my friend. I miss you! 🥰
@peachThinker662 Lol! That's funny! 😄 YOGI!
@mytwistedsoul
She is now living with her dad and I’m ok with that. ❤️
I got 2 snoring babies in bed with me. One at my feet, the other at my head. lol
My therapist thinks Al anon might be too much for me. And very well could be. Backing down a bit. I think when you keep pushing, it’s too much, gotta step back. Plus, I’m the type of person that takes it ALL in. I empathize, sympathize, and don’t forget internalize. 😂
How’s our baby?
Mr enjoys yoga with me. Sorry about MY dogs in the photo 🦶 🤣
@peachThinker662 Sorry I'm losing time.
Aww yogi. He’s lil toddler now. Cute lil peanut Is doing a good job with the stairs. ♥️
Question- Do you ever wonder about me? I think I often judge myself so terribly that I think…does he think I’m a middle aged hot mess? lol If you put the things on paper and put them together. What do I look like?
@peachThinker662 I wonder about you a lot but not in a bad way. I wonder if you're safe, if you're taking care of yourself.
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you are the absolute sweetest 🥰 brought me to tears in a good way. Removed my doubts at this moment. And gave me some grace. ❤️ thank you- for being you J
@peachThinker662 I'm not comfortable with it either. I haven't cried in a few years now
Oh Peach! Nurses in general are worth their weight in gold but a pediatric nurse is so AWESOME!
It makes sense that you went into substance abuse on behalf of your sister but it's really understandable that you need to distance yourself from that branch of nursing with your daughter struggling. Omgosh it would be so triggering at work every day seeing people struggle with addiction. You're absolutely right with not deserving the abuse and threats in any environment.
Babies hold a lot of promise and hope. I wish you all the best with this new journey! ❤️ I think you'll be a great pediatric nurse! 😊
Little hippopotamus Yogi wants to eat leaves, sticks, moss, acorns, bird feathers, chicken feed, deer poop but I have to kiss his butt to get him to eat his dog food 😐
@peachThinker662 That makes sense. Each case is probably different and each situation. You would need to know certain things for each one
Omg she gave you the best birthday gift ever! 🤭 Dang you did luck out!
Are you feeling better? You've been through a lot the past couple months, physically and mentally. After all that it's not hard to think worse case scenarios.
Omgosh! No way! 😂 I've heard a lot about pickle ball, saw a few shorts but have never played. The rules are kind of goofy aren't they? 😂 It sounds like you had a great time! I'm so happy for you, you definitely deserve a good fun filled day and the fact that it was on your birthday makes it even more special! ❤️ I hope you all go play again!
Mmmm.. giant pancakes 😋 and lunch! Good for you! Sounds like you hit it off with your coworkers too! That is really great! It's not a birthday unless everyone at a restaurant knows too!
(Give you a big bear hug) Happy Birthday Peach! 😊 ❤️ Relaxing in bed sounds like a wonderful way to end a wonderful day! Lots of love from me and Yogi to you and your fur babies ❤️❤️
