Twisted Peaches
Hello @mytwistedsoul
i hope you don’t mind me reaching out… and if you do… it’s ok.
You just seem so uplifting and fun. Someone I’d vibe with.
Thought we could chat.
Did you write your name in ketchup on that piece of bread?
@peachThinker662 Vanilla is always good because you can add things to it. Strawberries or Oreos 😋. But rocky road is good too or cookies and cream. Or peach ice cream 😁 About the only kind I don't like is butter pecan 😬 Dish or cone works lol Or just right out of the container 😁
Banana bread thief! 😳
Omg that poor woman had her hands full! 😂 They were climbing her like a curtain! 😳😂 They were all so freaking cute though! 😊 Yogi was trying to figure out where the meows were coming from! 😂 It did cheer me up. Thank you! ❤️
Glad the anxiety wasn't too bad when you work but Omg that would have been a stressful morning though with the car doors! 😬 🤭 And then driving in an unfamiliar car! Totally not laughing 🤭 I went through that last year with the car. I forget exactly what popped up on the dash but it freaked me out and I'm googling on my phone what it meant. Thinking it's something majorly wrong! Technology is great until something like that happens 😬 Yeah just a simple button battery and it's all good! I'm glad you got it figured out though ❤️
Hopefully they got it wrong and you didn't get or aren't getting almost 2 ft of snow! Holy $hit! 😳 Yeah zumba might have to wait til you did out (smh) this winter has been crazy 😧 They really messed up the forecast though. We weren't supposed to get much of anything here but somehow I got 5 inches of it. It's heavy too! So be careful and stay safe if you go out ❤️
I do feel better and definitely have a smile on my face 😊 Between the kittens and the key fob 🤭 Definitely made me laugh 😂
I hope your morning starts out good with no anxiety and the forecasters got it wrong for you and you got a small amount 🤞
Lots of love to you ❤️❤️❤️
@mytwistedsoul
you’re so smart to add the toppings!!!! I’ve never had peach ice cream 😂 Good answer with right out of the container 🤭
some of the kittens I didn’t even notice were up her sweater until she was pulling them out 😂
I’m so happy I learned something new 😂
Everything is closed out here. Road ban and all. I’ll be inside.
The guy next door, his house looks white from here 😱 so much wind, it’s a “blizzard”.
I tried to send you a photo of my window but apparently it’s too big.
Lots of love to you too!!!! So much!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@peachThinker662 Vanilla ice cream can bring out your creative side. Heck yeah eating it out of the container saves on washing a bowl 😁


@mytwistedsoul
Oh my yogi!!! Fluffy butt and sweaters. He must get all the girls ❤️❤️❤️
thankfully did not lose power, no work tomorrow either. Not the greatest photo but this is what it looked like opening my door today 😂
the snow is up to my waist! I jumped in 🤭 tried to sit, it was so compacted it held me up like a chair
I’m so sleepy. probably from not doing anything today
it’s cold so I’m snuggling with the pups
🥱 night night
sweet dreams
❤️❤️ lots of love

@peachThinker662 The ladies at the vet's office love him ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
I bet they do!!!! ❤️
Yes, absolutely. Idk what to do with myself today 😂 i already cleaned up my room, living room and the kitchen.
Therapy was canceled. I have a “stretch” class early this evening. I was thinking of going early and using the open gym.
It’s not even 1030am
hmmmmm- I know I need to stay out of my head
work tomorrow
My neighbor saved me from the snow again ❤️❤️❤️
enjoy your day!!!
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ lots of love
@peachThinker662 Dang you've been a busy bee today! 😊 Hey if you can get to the gym safely, I say go for it! Being active will help keep you from getting too lost in your head.
@mytwistedsoul
It was a LONG day. But I did get Alot accomplished. There was just long spaces in between.
I’d build a snowman. You could be my helper picking up the snow balls and stacking them. 😊 Totally would be a good time. Lots of yellow graffiti in the snow too 😂
I’m pooped!!!! Stretch class was at 630 so I went on the treadmill from 545 until then. Got home, ate a snack, drank some Gatorade and climbed into bed. 😮💨
worky work tomorrow… supposed to be getting more snow tonight aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh that’s my scream 😂😂😂 with some of this too 🤬🤬🤬🤬
but lots of ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ for you!!!!
@peachThinker662 No more snow! I forbid it! 😂 I have put my foot down!

@mytwistedsoul
thank you for putting your foot down! 💜 let’s hope it works!!!
Who needs a shovel when he’s around 😂
Made it into work today. They had school. My lil Buddy came and sat on my lap at the end of the day. He’s like the same size as me 😂 “kisses please” “squeeze me” ❤️❤️❤️ my heart explodes. He’s got the perfect just enough chubby cheeks.
Another long day though . i came home and took a nap. Now it’s bed time. I don’t think the cold weather is helping. I’m stiff and snap, crackling and popping. 👵 tomorrow im going to go the Y Just to use the hot tub…not that I want to be seen in my bathing suit but my body needs it.
It snowed good here this morning 😑 school in the area was canceled for the 3rd day. Another inch or so tonight….
The snacks before bed are totally helping. Unless it’s all in my head 😂
i need this…

Lots of love my friend ❤️❤️❤️
@peachThinker662 I was pretty forceful with putting that foot down. I was wearing boots too so. . 😂
@mytwistedsoul
Good!!! I’ve had it with the cold and snow
I read that about the barometer. It would be different if it was my muscles but it’s my joints.
I did not do the hot tub. I was ready to. Climbed in the shower, thought ew I need to wear a bathing suit and got even more discouraged that it would mean shaving my legs too. I feel like men have it so easy, it’s a face. Not 2 entire legs 😂 so I didn’t do much of anything today. I showered, got dressed and went to the store.
Yea I think the next 2 days are supposed to be in the 50s. Today definitely wasn’t 😂
hahaha right? So cute!!!
I had awful nightmares last night, journaled them out today, hoping for better sleep tonight ❤️
lots of love to you and the bunny ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@peachThinker662 I'm sorry you're having trouble with your joints too 😞 Apparently barometric pressure makes the muscles swell around joints
@mytwistedsoul
hey there.
It’s a little after 1am. I am waiting for my Tylenol to give me some relief and then maybe I’ll get some Sleep.
I had to step away from Cups for a little bit. There was too much going on and too many emotions with it. I think I’m feeling more from being on lower doses of meds. Not necessarily a bad thing but just unfamiliar.
The tyrant mom I had with the kid for school with 10hrs - asked I not return- and simply because I didn’t tell her something that I documented. I knew I was on limited time there because of her attitude and the amount of nurses that have been in there but I wanted to be the one to walk away.
Anyways, it truly hit me in my gut and I felt feelings of not good enough…loser…. Failure. I don’t think I’ve ever seen tears that big fall from my eyes. I’ll miss the kids. And she did me a favor. It was a lot over there. She would yell over things but even related to what my job description was.
But dealing with kinda the abandonment issues and the what next? Amongst the crying.
Luckily I was able to get an another child added to my schedule. But, the whole process—meet the family, walk in to not knowing what I’m doing in the first day and being entirely overwhelmed.
I was scheduled to start on a Tuesday. I woke up sick as a dog. I called in. And then of course I said I’m unsure what tomorrow will look like. So they called me and left me a voicemail that they would be having another nurse share the hours with me because of my inconsistency and call outs. I even gave them a Dr note but it didn’t matter.
Again—shame, not good enough and defeated PLUS sick 🤧
I said f this 💩 and got cracking on my resume!!!! Really read job descriptions with a fine tooth comb. Sent some out and got a couple interviews.
The weather is annoying me—I’m so sick of snow and ice
I’m over this place I’m working
I an really ready to dive back into me and put my best food forward but damn I need some consistency
I have a sinus infection. They thought I had pink eye too but I don’t think so I think it’s just nose boogers. So I’m not treating my eyes lol
and I have a fat boy sleeping on his back with a paw in my face 😂❤️
i did finally make it to the hot tub though
How are you and yogi bunny doing? I hope well. I’ve been thinking of you
❤️ lots of love and I hope you are sleeping and having sweet dreams
miss you
@peachThinker662 I forgot to tell you! Yogi is moonlighting at the easter Bunny this year! 😁

He's just so doggone cute! 😊
@mytwistedsoul
aww. He’s going to do a great job. He’s so precious 🐰
@peachThinker662 You can almost see him thinking I'm such a dork putting those ears on him 😂😂
@mytwistedsoul
” What did you just do to me?” 😂😂
@peachThinker662 Yeah 😊
Hope you're doing alright ❤️
@peachThinker662 I'm sorry, I just saw this now 😞 I was actually just coming in to ask if I did or said something to upset you 😅 and I saw that you wrote. I should have looked better earlier 😕
I understand needing to take a step back from things here. You had a lot going on 😞
You know with that tyrant.... it sounds like no one will be good enough and I get it. She has a kid that has health problems and wants things done right but that's no excuse to yell. To me the important thing is that you DID document it. Her poor kid will have so many people coming and going. I'm so sorry you're hurting so bad 😞 You're not a failure. It IS a lot to take in and from the moment you walk through someone's door, you're basically winging it. You know how to do your job but each kid is a different kind of job with different things to worry about. (sorry that's just my thoughts)
And you and I both know you didn't plan on getting sick and it's not like you can go and share these germs with the kids and their families. I've been getting my butt kicked by a bad cold the past few days too. It's the doggone weather. One day it's warmer and then it gets cold again. Just about everyone I know is sick right now 😬
I hope the interviews went well! I hope you find something that really fits for you and doesn't keep tearing you down ❤️
I hope you're starting to feel better ❤️ Sinus infections are horrible 😞 and I'm glad you don't have pink eye on top of it 😬
Better to have a paw then a butt 😂
Yay for the hot tub! 😊
Me and Yogi have been keeping busy and enjoying when the sun decides to grace us with its presence. At least my nose isn't running today 😜
I've missed you too ❤️ Sending you lots of love and hugs. ❤️❤️
@mytwistedsoul
I can understand how you could have over looked my response. I was about to say i wrote back 😂 ❤️
you totally get it!!! I can know clinical skills but everyone has their own routines. Some parents just want you to hang out while others want you to do everything. She screamed every swear known to man when we bright a book home from school. Ridiculous.
I guess they had got some flack from the mom because there was no one to fill in for me. Then today I get a call at 820am to see if I could do a shift at 830am!!! Umm I have appointments and there’s no way I’ll make there in 10 mins.
I know Alot of people with colds right now too. I had a phone interview today that I had to reschedule because I barely have a voice.
I followed up with an email to the place I interviewed with on Friday but I didn’t grease anything today…maybe tomorrow? I hope.
Another interview tomorrow. Thanks, I’m really hoping for the golden unicorn job 😂
Of all the snow we got, there’s barely any left in the yard. The small piles, my girl dives in them. 🥰
Glad your nose isn’t running today. Mine is clogged.
Big hugs. Lots of love to you too!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@peachThinker662 Lol! I wish they had a better way for notices!
@mytwistedsoul
She is the foster mom to top it off! The nurse that is there full time, literally told her those words but with a B 😂 and her response “I don’t care, I’ll talk how I talk, they can deal with it”
There’s still quite a bit of snow around here, thankfully not in my yard 😂
The interview today is on hold. There was a miscommunication. I’ll go Monday instead. ❤️
today is a blah day
enjoy the sunshine 💛💛💛
@peachThinker662 My first thought is wow 😳 and I'm trying to soften it with she probably really does care about the kids though. I hope... 😬 I know some people do it for the money and I don't want to judge
@mytwistedsoul
Seriously 🙄 same.
I responded with interview to Friday that I would like to proceed and move forward with the process. She replied!!! Said she is so excited to have me start and that she was talking to a regional manager about me today 🥰❤️🥰 should get the offer letter tomorrow, 🥳 so 🤞 I won’t need all the other interviews. And that mama can kiss my 🍑!!!! 😂😂😂😂
He doesn’t know he needs sun yet ❤️ he’ll adjust. I bet he’ll be out like a light tonight!!
Blah mood. The expectation of it’s beautiful out!!! But nothing to do because it’s wet and still trying to get things in order in my life 😪 Just being hard on my self tbh.
Have you ever seen “Hotel Transylvania” ? Blah bla blah… that’s what that just reminded me of 😂 took the blahs away
❤️❤️❤️ lots of love you wonderful human being
@peachThinker662 Hey that's great news! Woohoo! 😀🎉 I'll keep my fingers crossed! Is it similar to what you're doing now? (no pressure to answer) It will be nice not to deal with that woman. She seems like she's one that wants everyone to do things because she doesn't want to have to do it 😬

@mytwistedsoul
I signed my offer letter today ❤️😁❤️
I’ll be doing something I’ve done similarly before. It’s like everything mixed into one. Assessments in the home while managing. I’m very excited. I thrived in that environment previously. Got awards and recognition. Plus, I stay at a house the LONGEST an hour and then leave, move onto the next. I always got home early too.
Time change is so ridiculous. I feel like we just changed them too!!! I’m challenged with the adjusting. Big time.
Thank you for believing in me. Sometimes I wonder if people believing in me is what Keeps me going. Because sometimes I don’t feel that for myself.
The gif 🤣🤣 I’m going to think of that now if I ever say I’m blah now ❤️❤️
I’m going to get some rest
I got farty McGee sleeping next to me, while his sister is under the covers. What a pair!
Sweetest dreams ❤️❤️❤️❤️ and lots of love
@peachThinker662 That's so great! Congratulations! 🎉
@mytwistedsoul
I hope so too 💛💛💛 today my therapist asked if I was going to attend the remainder of interviews I have. 🤷♀️ Do I really need to? Or is it a good idea just incase? Not sure 🤔
For real though!! I’m actually kind of glad it was rainy today, that meant I slept in and can settle in earlier. I don’t have room darkening curtains. So I have to wait 😂
Might have slept a bit too long “in” but is there really such a thing??
You 2 are definitely goofballs 🤣❤️
Sir stinky and undercover sister 😂 love it.
I’ve told you how I have tea lights strung around my room (I think anyways) the other night, a stink bug came in. Just sitting up on a light. All I can see is my dog staring! Not moving. Sitting and staring at the bug. It was sitting on a light and some how he noticed it!!! Then it jumped and he went bonkers. 😂😂😂 scared the crap out of me in the process, I don’t know how he saw it. I noticed him last night doing it again like “bruh it’s a stink bug” he let out a grunt and ran out of the room 🤣🤣🤣 big baby
❤️❤️❤️ hope you had a great day today
@peachThinker662 That's a good question. I would maybe get in touch with them and explain that you got an offer and decided to take it. That way you keep the door open just in case?
@mytwistedsoul
that was more my thought, rather than having to drive to an interview….
So my shift got cancelled today. It was a nice reminder to send out my 2 week notice. 🤣 ✌️
I feel awake this morning. Trying to not get 😱 what do I do today? I didn’t leave the house yesterday. Went outside for a bit. It did the same here for weather too. Supposed to be about 40 today. I might have to bust out the winter coat. Maybe take a walk. MAYBE! 🤣
I could not stop laughing. The more I said “it’s just a bug” in a whisper, he would whisper bark.
My girl gets a hold of them!! Sometimes she eats them 🤢 last time she threw it at it me 🤦♀️ those things do stink!!!
When my daughter’s cats smell them hahahaha cats do this weird thing with their mouth. Cracks me up!!!
I just love animals
Ooooh yes. Have so much fun doing that 😂
Chat soon ❤️❤️❤️
@peachThinker662 Yeah it would save you making the trip somewhere. Wow so they cancelled your shift 😳 That would be a good reminder for giving notice lol
@mytwistedsoul
and I resigned, they cancelled my assignment entirely. I have someone one day for 5 hours. So I called the brew place to see if they could get me in earlier. 🥳 they can!!!!
Sorry you were dealing with nervousness related to the wind. I went and picked up trash that blew into the yard.
I ended up taking a ride to the store and getting some stuff to try to make dog beds. One done. Came out pretty good and super simple. I’m sick of them eating them so hopefully this works 😂
Aw so cute. I love her name was Taz. 🥰
Right?!?
Yes, she eats them. 😂😂 You would think they make her sick . Maybe that’s why she threw the last one at me 😂😂 —takes a bite—-uh not this 💩 again —you eat it!
Yes the wtf and gagging look. I laugh hysterically. When my daughter got out of the hospital, her cat had gotten pregnant. Didn’t know he was a she and got 2 cats around the same time. (She prefers male cats) When momma went into labor. One of the male cats was doing that face 🤣🤣🤣 but would keep going over to the box they were in. Like why are you torturing yourself.
My girl dog is my baby for sure. She’ll come over if I say I need a hug. Meanwhile, he’s like running, whipping shoes around and barking at stink bugs. He’s currently barking out the window at the kids across the street playing. Let them be. 🤦♀️ his pool is no longer buried in the snow. 🤣🤣 happy boy
woohoo on the inspection passing!!!!! relief. Damn sir, hope many vehicles do you have? 😂
Lots of love ❤️❤️❤️
@peachThinker662 I would have resigned too. I wondered if they would do something like that. Are they one of those companies that always has an ad out to hire 😕
@mytwistedsoul good morning.
@peachThinker662 That would be hard. Even harder because kids don't fully understand what's happening. It's probably good that you talked with her mom rather than having the place you worked for do it. I'm sure they would have put a pretty rank spin on things just to keep themselves looking good.
@mytwistedsoul
Facts my friend. They just called me to pick up some hours tomorrow. Inner peach wanted to be petty and responsible peach said sure. 😂
I did the interview. Based on start dates, I’ll be going with what I signed up for.
Ok ok ok I’ll be patient and give him time 😂
I love Kittens. The fluffy butts and toe beans. So damn cuuuuuutttte. And they are so curious and playful.
Yikes! I would not like that, at all.
I just spent the last couple hours steam cleaning my living room floor. Really want to make it back to the hot tub this week but mentally I’m kinda blah blah blah 😂 from the meds switching over, I think that’s why anyways.
Being gentle with myself
You stay safe!!!
❤️ love to you!!
@peachThinker662 I would want to be petty about it too. But it's good you're being responsible. Adulting can be really hard at times like that
I went to chair yoga today. I was the youngest one in there by far 😂
But it was helpful. I felt in the moment, every time I exhaled I felt tears trickle down.
I feel like crap today. Dizzy. Nauseous. I feel like I’m drunk but it won’t wear off. Not fun. And of course because my body is off. It’s bringing waves of anxiety. I can barely keep my eyes open. Today being gentle hasn’t been as easy. That first drop in the medicine did it and now the final one. Ugh. I’ve been waiting 2 weeks in between to reduce. This time I waited one. Just wanted to rip off the band aid especially with the new job coming up. Overthinking it and hope I made the right decision.
Yesterday I attributed my fatigue to the Zoloft. So I decided I would take it tonight instead of this morning. Ughhhhhh idk twist idk tough life of being a nurse, I want to figure it all out
I have one of those pools, intex or whatever, set up yourself type deal. It’s been empty. I haven’t been able to fill, take down or empty fully with the recovery from surgery… anyways. It’s had what ever snow or rain we’ve gotten in it. So I didn’t think entirely empty. The wind last night flipped that baby right over 😂 I started to disassemble it today then let out some curse words and started throwing things. Figured it was a good time to go in the house before the neighbors started to think anything .
And I had cpap items delivered today because why not add to everything. It seems now that I can lie down with out a stack of pillows I stop breathing and snore louder than the dogs! Woo hoo!!! Reason #2987 has just been added to the list of why I’m single!!! 😢
I’m super emotional today, thank you for being there if you haven’t stopped reading all my nonsense already.
I just need to be held and cry into someone’s arms but I guess I’ll have to settle for chamomile tea I bought tonight
❤️ lots of love hugs my Twist
@peachThinker662 I've actually heard of chair yoga. It's supposed to be good for people with injuries or physical disabilities and of course the older folks. Hey I think it's great that you got out of the house 😊
@mytwistedsoul
😂 I felt like an older folk. But it’s a start. My left wrist hurts and into my shoulder with regular off I do it too often.
Today I soaked in the hot tub 🤤 amazing
I talked to the dr today. I couldn’t take it anymore. She said it sounded like the Luvox drop was too much. So she sent in a new rx for me. ❤️
😂😂 Yes it would have. I’m glad it stayed in the yard though. There was so many wet leaves in there, idek how but, it’s been a project weighing so, it’s done now. They are a pain in the butt! My daughter got some of her adrenaline out on it and hulk smashed an old shelf I was getting rid of too.
Can I tell you, I woke up with a regular heart beat today. It wasn’t pounding out of my chest. I wasn’t having a May Day the second I opened my eyes!!! I got the one that just goes under my nose. I look like an elephant tbh 🤣🤣🤣 OMG so attractive I am.
I would RUN into your arms ❤️❤️
Needless to say; yard work ✅ hot tub✅ medications hopefully ✅
just had some tea. heating pad and weighted blanket in place ❤️❤️
oh and my decompress water has de thawed!!! Almost time ❤️❤️❤️

Big hups and lots of love 💕❤️💕
@mytwistedsoul
that first paragraph is a hot mess. Thanks autocorrect.
Should say “my left wrist and into my left shoulder hurts if I do yoga too often”
@peachThinker662 Tbh some days I feel like an older folk too 😅 Getting older seems a little like spinning a roulette wheel wondering what's going to hurt in the morning. I had to laugh because autocorrect isn't as helpful as it should be 😅🤭

@mytwistedsoul
auto correct has burned me with some REALLY embarrassing things!!! Years ago, I had texted a friend, we were going for Chinese food and I mentioned scorpion bowls and it went through has abortion bowls!!!! I’ll never forget that. So I make sure to double check but, it happens 😅
I like when you try to fix yourself and something else goes through that was completely unintended. A friend of mine one day sent like 5 texts just to say LOL I was on the other end cracking up!!!
They have a sauna and a steam room there too. I peeked in the sauna one day and it was full of men. Turned around and said no thank you 🤣🤣
ugh. don’t I know. I’m really tired of all of it tbh. Idk what to do anymore. 😢 I’m embarrassed to call family. I talk to you and my therapist about it and that’s about it. I’ve been crying since I woke up. I know it’s a release but it’s not a way to live life.
The dogs don’t seem to be phased by it. I’m surprised.
Lots of love ❤️ ❤️❤️❤️
@mytwistedsoul
ooof today was rough. Better than yesterday but, tough. I was in my feelings this morning when I responded to you. Note to self—Be mindful of that.
I started my day later than expected but it included a shower, makeup, a normal jeans and sweater outfit with my hair did.
Mr Stinky was just lying on me. So comfortable until he let off a stink bomb. He’s lucky he’s so cute.
@peachThinker662 Yeah it's definitely not been as helpful as I had thought it would be. Omg 😳 that's too funny. A little awkward and embarrassing but funny! 😂
@mytwistedsoul
Luckily we were such good friends at the time she came back at me with something funny.
😂😂😂 the fact you said you you don’t know what you’re talking about half the time.
Super awkward. 😬 A mix please for sure.
I have fart spray, (I know, I’m so mature 😂) and it’s got nothing on his toots 😷
Oh my goodness. Your poor neighbor. Now they’re probably really going to have to hold off on the surgery with the blood thinners on board. I hips everything works out ok.
I went to write back to you earlier, then I found a tick on me and bolted upstairs to get in the shower 😂😂😂 I ended up going to play trivia with a few former co workers. Lots of laughing. It’s just so interesting to me now how much I have to challenge my anxiety. But, I did it. And I was dressed nicely. I wish I could’ve taken a photo to show you. I was proud of myself. ❤️
It’s 930, lol, my girl hit the bed before I did, under the covers and out cold!
❤️❤️❤️ lots of love my sweet friend
@peachThinker662 LoL! It's true 😂 I can forget what I'm saying while I'm saying it 😅
Hey no matter how old you are fart spray is funny 😂 Have you seen some of the videos of people in costumes where people spray them and they're stuck in the costume 🤣
Yeah he has a bunch of doctor appointments next week to figure out what's going on. Or to try to figure it out. I think if his wife wouldn't have been with him at the time, I don't think he would have even said anything about the cramp and numbness 😕 She's said he's done that before
I would've done the same if I found a tick on me 😅 Or I would have had that creepy crawly feeling. There's absolutely no need for ticks. And the fact that they can cause people and animals to get sick makes it even worse 😬
Hey that sounds like fun! I'm so proud of you for going! ❤️ Yay you for challenging your anxiety and going! 🎉 I bet you looked absolutely stunning! ❤️
She wanted to make sure she got the best spot in bed 😁 it's nice for her to warm up the sheets for you 😊
Little man snuck a piece of mulch into bed Thursday night and proceeded to shred it. I could have wrung his little neck 😂 I'm all for having a good time but holy moly he made a mess. He seemed to think it was funny and I was being a buzz kill 🤪
Aww thank you! ❤️🥹❤️ I could have used a big hug or two. I get so anxious and nervous sharing things like that. So many seem to judge and I can almost see them take a step back. And I get it. It's easy to be afraid of the things we don't fully understand
Lots of love and hugs to you ❤️❤️ I hope you got some good sleep. I hope your day is good, filled with sunshine 😊❤️
Hey it happens to the best of us
Listen, I watch those fart spray videos and I can’t even BREATHE because I’m laughing so hard. I snort, tears running down my face. Idk why they are so hilarious to me. The costume one’s, the first time I saw one— omg my stomach hurt from the laughter. And then of course I watch it like 5x in a row. I’ve had my fart spray confiscated a few times. But I found it this last time and I have it hidden. 😂
Ugh so stubborn. I hope they’re able to figure it what’s going on for him.
Yes! The creepy crawly feeling. The heebie jeebie dance for sure.
Thank you. ❤️
She’s so cute, I just love her. He slept on his bed last night. Probably didn’t feel like climbing the stairs at 930pm. lol momma was up late.
I’m sure that was a mess to pick up. But kinda funny!! 😂 The things they manage to make a meta with. Who ever thought you could shred mulch like that. And in bed of all places. Lil guy found a lil stick like him 😂
I’ll give you 3 hugs!!! ❤️ it’s a piece of you that you probably don’t share. It’s not like you introduce yourself “hi I have DID, what’s your name?” And to have it, not be diagnosed at first and wonder what the heck is going on with me? I can understand wanting to let people know more. It’s not something as common. I can honestly say in all the years of working in the mental health field, I’ve never seen it as a diagnosis. It must be hard to diagnose something like that too. But, you did it. If it means anything, I haven’t taken a step back. ❤️
Sleep was ok. Better I think than it has been. The elephant trunk was in place for a little over 5 hours 😂 I woke up the other night with it on my forehead like a head lamp.
Looks like the sun wants to come out. Maybe…
You have a a good day as well ❤️ lots of love!!!!!
@peachThinker662 There's a couple of them that had me rolling 😂 And a few I had to watch over and over because they were so funny. I think it's funny that you have some and have to hide it to keep it from being confiscated 🤣
@mytwistedsoul
after chatting with you about them, I watched some yesterday 🤫😂 the girl had put it on her hands and tried feeding her boyfriend. 🤣🤣🤣🤣 the reactions,, the gagging. I want to take mine into the grocery store and just randomly spray it. I would probably need to wear a diaper in case I pee from laughing so hard. Everyone will know I did it. I don’t have a poker face at all!!!
They both are really sweet. He can be sour sometimes. Especially if he’s tired. He sneak a quick nip to ya butt.
😂😂😂 he was probably looking up at you too like “you don’t see anything”
I can understand that with professional point of views. Because I have worked where clinicians and providers had those same thoughts. But, I will also say, and of course just like with anything else, some people do try to play it up when they don’t have it. I think those that do that have personality disorders, just not DID. I’ve seen people “turn it on” and well, I don’t believe that. I’ve seen people fake seizures though lol I’ve seen all kinds.
Even when you share with me at first your dx i didn’t look at you any differently. You’ve still been a caring person and someone to laugh with, cry with. Honestly, I hate that I hold over myself my dx’s. We aren’t that. We aren’t all those letters. We are people. Just process & desk with the things we were handed differently. ❤️ you!
Ummmmm I get like a little report card every night with my cpap. I got a 100%%% last night 🥳 I wasn’t so tired today either❤️
I’m really curious myself to know what’s going on with him…. I wonder if it is vascular or not.
This weekend I did some shopping. I needed business casual clothes for the job. Found a show to binge watch. Kinda laid low.
❤️❤️❤️❤️ lots of love.
I want to share something and I don’t know if I should… I don’t know if I should even say anything. I think it might be kinda normal though. I don’t want to make you uncomfortable either.
So, when I spoke with you about kinda looking at my therapist as a mother figure. That i can place. I feel a connection with you and I’m not sure what it is. I don’t really have male friends so I don’t know where to place it. Do I have feelings for you? Or do I simply just care? Is the emotional connection I have with you? Hmmm 🤔 we can talk this out with whatever questions you have because I’m not sure how to explain it. 😂 I think I’m embarrassed now. Hope I didn’t make it weird. I’m going to keep over explaining so I’m just going to hit send
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@peachThinker662 I don't think I've seen that one! 😂 Tbh I don't think I could keep a poker face either. I would probably start laughing with the first spray and then be rolling at the first reaction someone gives 🤣
Yes! That’s exactly what I would do 😂 I had to get an oil change the other day (did that over the weekend) I wanted to beep the horn so bad when he was under the hood 😂 I was sitting there, like well if I say it was an accident…. But the more I thought I about it, I knew I would laugh, and then I started to laugh a bit just thinking about it.
Yes. He’s a poop head when he does that. So many things I could say right now 😂
Yogi is small but mighty. To him that was a tree limb!
Hahaha yes that’s exactly when I’ve seen them too or to avoid doing something they were to do. Like ok, I’ll code ya and send you to the ER—- boop! they come right out of it magically 😂
Geesh. You’ll have to keep me posted. Big hugs. It will work out. I love how much you care about them.
Yea, I guess so. Tomorrow I get to have my sneakers & comfy clothes back 😂
Oooooh new knob’s and vacuum bags can be pretty exciting!! Are you doing spring cleaning??
I watched “Tell Me Lies” on Hulu. It’s a series so, there’s plenty more to watch still 😂
I was thinking that it’s safe too and there’s things on days I didn’t tell anyone, I’ve told you. I guess it’s easy to get caught up and question myself. I guess I didn’t see it coming if that makes any sense. I came on this site for therapeutic reasons. I didn’t know I’d have so many people that I became familiar with too. Somedays I don’t think I would’ve laughed without being here. I’m super grateful for it and that I opened myself up to all the experiences. Yes, you are my best friend too. I completely understand that it’s frowned upon. But, we are human too. ❤️
Wow. Thank you for sharing your experience with me. I’m a little surprised to be honest. A part of you seems shy to me. Please don’t take offense to that. I don’t know that it’s coming out right when I type it. I’m sorry it didn’t work out. But, lessons learned I’m sure too.
Believe me, my original I typed and deleted multiple times 😂 then I was like I scared him! Ahhhhh
Hope your neighbor gets some answers today and all is well
❤️ lots of love bestie
@peachThinker662 😁 Yep that would be me. Laughing just thinking about it! 😂
About biting people in the butt when you’re tired? 😂
I did start. Yesterday. It’s been really good so far. I’m pleased with my choice ❤️
Look at you go!!!!!
I understand too but I do get what you are saying on the leniency. How old were you when that happened? Can I ask what made it so terrible? Was the person just not were you anticipating? I’m so intrigued. Sorry.
So stents would open up the veins/arteries. I had a feeling that’s what it was…. Ugh. Yes, he could. Maybe they can get some medications on board to help thin the blood a bit. That’s awful they blamed his back. Poor guy. 😞 and his wife.
Hugs ❤️
@peachThinker662 I meant honking the horn silly 😂 Although I'd be laughing too before biting a butt 😁😂
I'm glad it's been good so far! Hopefully it's not anything that's really strenuous physically or mentally? Or that it sets off any anxiety?
23. It was the first ever relationship. The DID diagnosis was still pretty new. I didn't understand anything that was going on and was having trouble coping with it all. She got to know almost all my parts. My littles were attached to her. They played games together. There seemed to be a lot of patience and understanding at first. Then there was jealousy for talking to other people. I wasted her time. She was hurt too. It caused a lot of internal chaos and problems. Any trust that there was between myself and the others was broken. It took 2 years to get it back. I'm sorry. I'm being vague. Both intentionally and unintentionally. It still causes some anxiety.
A few years ago he even had that one surgery. Maybe they show the commercials where you are? A 1 inch incision and a band aid and there's no more pain? Spine institute I think? It helped at first but he was walking every day after the surgery because they told him to. After a while he stopped walking as much because they said he was healed.
Big hugs ❤️ Hope you're having a good day!
Butt biter 😂
It’s actually pretty simple in comparison to what I’ve done. The driving for orientation though…Oy!!!!!! I’m ok with driving but, to drive an hour and half to get to the location and drive to the houses is not fun. Trying to remind myself it’s temporary.
It’s ok you’re vague. I completely understand. I appreciate that you were able to open up and share what you did. I also want to tell you how brave you were. To out yourself out there and date, with someone you didn’t know, your first relationship and you gave it a chance. I doubt you wasted her time, honestly. I know I wasn’t there but some times we have to get uncomfortable to be comfortable. I hope one day, you are able to put it behind you and give yourself another shot at a relationship if that’s what you choose ❤️
The slowing down of the walking could’ve attributed to the formation of the blood clots. The blood just becomes stagnant. Veins are what pump the blood back up to the heart from circulation. The leg muscles need to be active to squeeze it back up. I hope that makes sense. My biology lesson for the day for you lol
I’m so tired today. I think I’m going to go throw myself in to the bath.
❤️ big hugs and lots of love. Just a reminder, you are a good person, all parts of you!!!
@peachThinker662 I feel like this needs theme music 😂 doo doo tadoo! Now for the adventures of butt biter! 🤣
@mytwistedsoul
😂😂 you’re wild
yes, it absolutely would have been horrible in the snow. Yes,I will be able to leave from home to get to where I need to be after orientation. Thank goodness. Trying to remind myself it’s temporary. It’s been quite some time since I had a full time schedule too. Trying so hard to be easy on myself.
So it’s interesting. I don’t wake up with my heart pounding anymore. I’m contributing that to the CPAP. Apnea is stopping breathing so I could have essentially been waking up because I stopped breathing…that’ll definitely make your heart pound. I still wake up kinda 😵💫 but I’m hungry and trying to get into a rhythm. It’s so absurd, anxiety tells me to either flight or freeze. But when I do either it only enforces more anxiety. I’m really really hoping that having a schedule, something to do besides sit & think, will curve it. There’s no doubt in my mind I had a PTSD flare or whatever it’s called. It’s like idk how to react to certain situations- so uptight …. I know it’s from my past. I’m working on patience and really trying not to respond with everything being a crisis.
My first relationship broke my heart too. I self harmed pretty bad after that. So many engines that I didn’t know how to process. No one can ever tell you what that heartbreak feels like. heck, the last relationship I had broke it too. It’s been about 6 years…wild. (Infact his birthday was Monday-my first day work ) People in my life can date & move on so quickly. I believe I give so much of my heart in a relationship in takes some time to mend it back together. But, in the grand scheme of things, it’s taught me each time of what I want in a future partner.
Yes 😂 stopping the car first absolutely helps. I mean if you don’t, you probably won’t have to worry about your legs at all after.
That’s exactly what I did last night. My weighted blanket too. Sir stinky has been sleeping on his bed every night downstairs 😂 so just me and Mrs undercover. She’s a pain in my butt sometimes. She’ll wake me by nudging my back and trying to get under the blankets. If I have my comforter and weighted blanket, she’s got to be under both. If it’s just the comforter, she’ll go under that but it’s whatever I’m using.
Glad to hear the guard dog is still on slipper duty 🤣 wouldn’t want those stolen when you’re in the shower. Aw now he’s getting a rock collection. ❤️ I agree the wind is ridiculous. I just want sun
Hope you and Mr Yogi had a great day today ❤️❤️❤️
big squeezins and lots of love ❤️
@peachThinker662 It would make a good kids book. Like Captain Underpants 😂
Try to take each day as it comes ok? Hopefully orientation isn't too much longer and you'll soon be able to just do your job without having to give extra time. Hopefully that makes things easier
No more pounding heart is definitely a good thing. Are you still trying to get a snack in before bed? You're right with the anxiety about how doing either flight or freeze enforces it. I really hope you can get a balance that works for you. Once your schedule gets worked out after orientation and the weather gets nice and with the Y hopefully everything falls into place. Oh gosh that sounds like me too. Not knowing how to act or react in situations. Hyper alert and on guard. 😬 Patience!? What's that? 😅
Yeah some people seem to be able to move on pretty quick. It seems to take me time to pick up the pieces and put them back together again. You probably didn't have anyone to talk to about any of it either. Which I think would make it easier to work through these things. You are right though, it teaches us what to watch for and helps us understand what we want in partners ❤️
Hey! He's using his new bed though! Aww she wants under the covers 😊 She said she's chilly and needs covers too. She sounds like she's very close to you and he's more of a free spirit. Yogi will poke me with his nose if I'm grinding my teeth and lays on my chest if it's a bad dream.
He must have heard about some black market slipper ring. He takes his duty very seriously apparently 😂 Today he was trying to sneak pinecones in 🙄
Yes sunshine and some warmer temperatures! Yes please! We spent some time in the greenhouse trying to get ready for when spring decides to actually arrive 🌻
Big BIG hugs and lots of love! ❤️❤️
Adventures of Butt Biter 😂
I’m trying, that’s for sure. I spoke with the person I’ll be working side by side with today. It sounds promising following the training.
This week I haven’t been able to snack. I have been so tired. And I need to go grocery shopping. I can see the bottom of the freezer. 😂 It’s exhausting, right?!
No, I didn’t. And as a child I wasn’t taught healthy emotions. Even now there are times I have a hard time regulating.
I really wanted to go get a pedicure but I forgot that I have to meet with someone tomorrow at noon. I hope there ends up being time. My feet are sore 😂
She’s very close to me. She’s my baby. I got her about 9 mos after my sister passed and about 2 mos after my split with my ex. My house wasn’t even technically mine yet and I got her 😂 I didn’t care. She used to bring me toys when I cried. She’s such a love. And a wiggly butt. I loved her the second I walked into the house to meet all the puppies. She looked like a baby hippo.
Aww Yogi looks out for you. ❤️ emotional support. So adorable how they know.
Hahahaha he’s like I’ve tried mulch, rocks, sticks—- pinecones maybe?
You two are so cute. Your adventures together.
Big BIGGEST hugs and lots of love ❤️
@peachThinker662 Promising definitely sounds good. Aww yeah I can understand being tired. You probably have to get up earlier too because of the travel time.
That I do. The responsibilities of adulting.
Yes, very much the same here. Often I wonder if she was just not able to handle emotion herself, therefore didn’t know how to meet others with theirs. She’s an alcoholic/addict so, it makes sense. Ugh I read something the other day that was so fitting. I can’t find it. Basically, growing up in a traumatic home with siblings. One Met the trauma with anger and was known as the problem child, while the other kept it in and has anxiety and known as the sensitive one. I was definitely the one that kept quiet (most of the time) but everyone in my family utilized drugs and alcohol for a coping skill. I’m the outcast. I got shunned for not wanting to go to a concert because “we are doing drugs, like it or not” I have always blamed her for my sisters passing. But as I vent this out to you, they have all done them, sober or not. She went through ALOT as a kid. Ugh sometimes I wish I could just hug her. I’ve learned so much these past 7 years and she needed a hug. Ok, enough, I’m crying. 😂
I just put in a grocery pick up order. Thank goodness for that!!
I scheduled to get my hair cut tomorrow. It needs a trim. I haven’t had one since my surgery.
She’s not a foot stomper 😂 BUT she will cry and do this mom mom mom talk. Like in slow motion. If she knows it’s dinner time, she flips the dish. If that doesn’t work, she flips the other. And then his. She’s actually flipped them all into the living room before. “Do you hear me now?” And when she starts doing that, he’s caught on to what she’s doing (surprisingly 😂) and then goes and sits on the mats for the dishes. Like the queen has spoken, I’m waiting.
I got her baby baby. OMG cutest lil thing. I’d put her in the car and she would sleep on the passenger seat. Now the bell goes off she doesn’t have her seat belt on 😂 I definitely tucked her into bed with me…he was about a year when I got him. But he’s GROWN.
I know, they’re so devoted. ❤️
No!!! Not the worms Yogi. Ewwwww. How adorable that he’s got his stash outside. My heart.
Cold noses need warm hearts ❤️ I love that you put everything aside and got him, you gave it another shot ❤️
It’s cold here today! Ew.
Bigger big big hugs and tons of love ❤️
@mytwistedsoul my baby when she was a baby
@peachThinker662 Adulting is highly overrated. There's always bills and that's just not right at all 😂
Seriously….
Yea they say it’s generational. It’s interesting though because I get along with my aunts great. Your right, at that point in time I definitely was not people pleasing, thank you for pointing that out ❤️
Wouldn’t that be nice though…
For the most they do. 😂 I’ve had a few things like ordering a bunch of bananas and getting 1. Or fails with ordering new plates and getting like toddler ones 😂 I had a car full and still forgot stuff.
She’s too much. Yes, she was a little potato. Very much. ❤️
He sounds like he does!! Idk what I’d do if these 2 started bringing in worms. 😂 gross
Yes, we do the cold noses ❤️
Love the big hugs, sending them back filled with love! ❤️
I will. They’re both out cold 😂
@peachThinker662 Maybe your aunts worked through things within themselves? Almost like, as they grew up they made a conscious effort to not be like their parents?
Definitely think they did. Kinda like I’m doing.
You can exchange but I just complained out loud in my kitchen 😂 ate my 1 banana
He’s like yea ok you’re a big softie! That made me smile that you took him fishing. You went yogi fishing it sounds like 😂 but it also sounds like the 2 of you had fun!!
I was parked at the park I usually go to this morning. They were filling the water with fishes. So cool to see!!! 2 big huge nets full of flopping fishes.
I spent Alot of yesterday in my head, not fun.
Day 1 of week #2 DONE! Holy crap am I tired.
I just ate a waffle for dinner. Sprayed ant spray, and it’s safe to say , I won’t have Any ants in my eye 😂 left one to be exact.
You’re so welcome.
Lots of love! And a big hug to you both ❤️
@peachThinker662 Exactly! ❤️😊
@mytwistedsoul
like, who orders one banana? did they not say to themselves “they are getting all these groceries and 1 banana?” 🤦♀️ I suppose not everyone thinks like I do.
Today was pretty nice here. Me and the doggies hung outside for a bit. My boy sheds. Abs he’s starting. Oooooh I didn’t tell you!!! I have 2 purple flowers in my yard. Exciting 😄 First flowers I’ve seen.
He must have been so cute jumping in. Maybe not for you in the moment 😂
yea I’m not sure when it officially starts. Plus, idk that you can fish there. They have signs they stock it with salmon. I wish i asked them to let me take a picture. Not enough 🏀 🏀 though 😂 I know my daughter has been a few times already. It’s her zen. I put together a fishing Easter basket for her. I’m so excited to give it to her. It’s a pink 5 gallon bucket, a fishing net, 2 things of lures and what not, plus Swedish fish and gummy sharks. And the cutest t shirt of 3 cats carrying a big fish 😂 I’m obsessed with the whole thing honestly.
Oh my word. Whatever was bothering me, came out today. I sobbed. I was doing that double breath after. Reminds me of when I was a kid and would cry. Let’s Hope that was the release I needed 🌧️
Sometimes I can get involved in a hobby. And sometimes I’m paralyzed. Fawn? Idk the words for it but, I just get stuck.
YES last week!!! I was beating myself up today. I was home. Doing online trainings and working with IT to get everything I needed. But in my mind I felt like I wasn’t compliant. It reminded me of my call outs, and I need to see that some of my work is going to be done at my house. I was annoyed I was getting questions wrong and then I was annoyed with the IT person, then I started yelling, dogs were barking, so I went in the bathroom 😂 finished my temper tantrum while they barked outside the door. Then had therapy and cried all over again. I had a reddish colored shirt on today by 6pm my face matched it.
Oooo not Lysol. Ouch 😂 are you germ free now? but this is why we are friends!!! I was priming the tube and couldn’t figure out why it wasn’t coming out, the bottle said on, however, the nozzle didn’t. So, with it faced towards me, I turned it. Because of all the pressure——shot right in my eye 🤣🤣🤣 just another day in the life of me.
When I had my very first day at the job, they wanted us to do an icebreaker. Say an interesting fact or an embarrassing story. Ummmm no … telling them one of my embarrassing stories is embarrassing. Because they are that bad 😂😂😂
Aw the fluffernutters ❤️❤️❤️
Hope you & Yogs had a fun day
lots of love twist and a big hug. 🤗 💕💕💕

I’ll be the white kitty 🤣 getting smooshed with the love💗
@peachThinker662 Right?! I guess maybe people don't want to commit to a whole bunch? 😅 I would have at least had to get 2 or 3 so they wouldn't be lonely 😂 and if they don't get eaten I can make banana bread or muffins

I’ve gotten one when I’ve gone in and bought a lunch on the fly. Like a sandwich, chips and a banana.
Oh wow! Your area is really blossoming!!!
He’s obsessed with being brushed. To the point when I have to brush her, he’s got to be put somewhere else 😂 the difference in their shredding is unreal. You could make a sweater from him. She’s hardly anything in comparison. Infact, the birds intertwined his fur into one of their nests one year. It was in the yard and I kept it. On a shelf in the living room 😂
Oh yes bath and creek water are completely different. So funny, he definitely tested the waters!!! My girl splashes through the puddles and they both LOVE the pool. I’m glad I’m back to work, hopefully I can get them in to get a professional bath soon. They always look so squeaky clean after.
I want to say you have to catch and release. But I’m not entirely positive. I can’t wait to give it to her ❤️
I just got an email for a Mother’s Day special at the massage place I go to. Forwarded it and said “Just putting this here” my Mother’s Day was HORRIBLE last year. I’m trying not to think too much about it and give this year a fresh start.
My face is swollen today. I didn’t go to work. But I’m doing it guilt free. I have to. I ate breakfast, sitting outside, trying to have recovery day.
Yes, definitely freeze and functional freeze.
So I have to an extent. Previously, I was doing hands on care and now it’s not, it’s more of the paperwork. I know I had to , it’s just interesting to make these changes.
Is that true about woodpeckers? 😂 that made me laugh!!!
Yay for smooshing!!! Lots of love!!! ❤️
@peachThinker662 Yeah that I can see with getting a lunch like that where banana is like your dessert or something
Plum trees?!?! How cool!!!! What kind of flowers do they get? Oh dear, I can see how that would be problematic.
He will lie right on me, head to toe. He’s an attention hog. 😂 birds nest are so cool. I’ve often wondered why their coats differ so much. He’s I think a pocket bulldog? Something like that. She said she paid quite a bit of money for him. I think he was specially made. I know her had a flight from California over to where I got him.
It’s no fun having to wash up apparently 😂 I wonder if he’ll like the pool. I’ll need to see photos. Please. 🙂 he goes around puddles? I’m shocked. There could be one puddle in the entire street, she will find it!! I have a photo of her after she decided to roll in a big muddy puddle one year. She was all dark brown. What a mess!!!
She always catch and releases. And yes, I get so many photos of her holding the fish! She loves bass. She’s so funny. She gets all dressed up so beautiful and then she’s out fishing, sometimes in her dress up clothes. I love it ❤️
I did sit outside today. It was cloudy and now it’s raining. Showered. Took my time with the day.
Actually made an appointment to see the psychiatrist and talked about the taper and that this dose isn’t manageable. She put me back to 100mg so hopefully that’ll be the sweet spot.
That’s hilarious. That’s all I’m going to think about the next time I hear one!
Mmmm I have m&m ice cream sandwiches. Maybe I’ll have one for dessert. ❤️ lots of love
They get white flowers. I have a cherry tree too. It doesn't have flowers on it yet but I think they're pink? Idk 😅 They're white cherries though and absolutely delicious 😋
Oh I had to Google pocket bully! I've never heard of them. They sound like really cool dogs though and it said they're very affectionate 😊
He's covering you with love! 😂❤️ I will definitely take pictures and share them of his pool experience! 😁 Omg I bet that was hilarious with her in the mud puddle. Well... maybe not if you were pressed for time and had to give her a bath 🤭 but Omg that's funny! 😂😂
That's so cool though! All girl but will put on her own worms and will show you how to catch a fish! 😊
I'm glad you took your time with the day. We need days like that. Where we're not pressed for time or rushing around because God forbid we don't get something done.
I hope this dose gets things where they need to be. I know it can be really frustrating trying to get doses right 😕
It's knowledge that for some reason sticks with you. I haven't been able to forget it 😂 and you'll always have an interesting fact for an ice breaker 😁
Please tell me you had one of those I w cream sandwiches 🥺 😊 Yogi and I had some vanilla with strawberries ❤️❤️
Big hugs and lots of love ❤️❤️

White cherries? I’ve never heard of that!! That’s so awesome!!!!
I googled a pocket bully too and I don’t see that in him. Hmmm idk maybe he’s a French and an English? I know she said he was mixed specially…
It was funny. Not fun for a bath. 😂
Me too ❤️
Definitely won’t forget that fact
I did have an ice cream sandwich 🙂 yum!!! You and yogis snack sounded delightful!!!
When did he get so big !?! Handsome lil man!!!
Good night sweetheart! Sweet dreams ❤️
Lots of love and snuggles ❤️
@peachThinker662 I want to say it's a rainer cherry tree 😅 It's self pollinating so I only need the one.
That’s so awesome. I want fruit trees!!! ❤️
And she doesn’t look like your typical “English bulldog” either. They’re just unique I guess ❤️I have thought about those dna tests.
For someone who doesn’t like to eat, he’s doing a good job! Aww the little fluffy butterball baby. He’s so cute!!!!
Yes, it was!!!! ❤️ I made an appointment to get my nails & toes done tomorrow ❤️
It’s nice out here, actually feels like spring today…
I’m sleepy though 😂 long week
Big squeezes back and lots of love. ❤️ maybe you and yogi did something fun today!
@peachThinker662 You could get some 😊

The plum trees 😊
@mytwistedsoul
oh I would love to but my green thumb can barely take care of artificial plants 😬 they’re beautiful! Thank you for sharing a photo.
They definitely have personalities!!!
Earthworms 😂 maybe he likes live food 😂 that is a good point, that maybe you are used to big dog feeding time. I mean, whatever you’re doing is working. He’s growing and he looks healthy ❤️ I could just eat him up.
A mani/pedi. You are correct. Idk the last time I got my nails done. I think I got a pedicure last year 😂 too long ago
Sorry to hear you weren’t feeling well. I hope today is better day for you.
Me and the boy are sitting outside. She’s sleeping 😂 He’s so confused by all the birds chirping, it’s amusing to watch. Every time I say “you hear the birdies?” He runs under my arm.
Yesterday, I saw black squirrels in the town I have been getting my job training done. I’ve never seen them before 🤯 have you? They’re cute!!
☺️ Hope you have a good day today. Lots of love 💕💗❤️
@peachThinker662 Fruit trees are a lot of work. They need pruned and can get fungus and bugs 😜
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Happy Easter.

I thought these bunnies were cute eating strawberries. ❤️❤️❤️
Oh yea, I definitely wouldn’t be able to handle them 😂 it makes sense though. Bugs gotta eat.
He sounds very curious and unafraid. 😂 he’ll probably bounce behind the toads. Stay away from the bumbles yogi. He sounds happy to be there ❤️❤️ and you sound like you take very good care of him.
Oh my! It felt wonderful. I could honestly just go stick my feet in the warm water and massaging chair and be happy 😊 but now I have polish. Feeling kinda fancy. 😆 I’m not doing direct patient care so I don’t have to wash them every 2 mins. Maybe the polish will stay a while. ❤️
It’s ok to be tired. Just make sure you rest 💕
Bluebirds are so pretty! Yogi 😂 Curious little puppy
i was in awe of them. They look like kitties almost. So cute. I took photos for my daughter. She’s had gray ones (which we are used to) climbing up her eating potato chips 🤦♀️ 😂 I call her Dr Dolittle
She loved her basket 💗
it’s a bit rainy here today. I didn’t sleep well. Let’s hope for a good day for both of us!!! ❤️❤️
lots of love and big hugs!!! 🤗 ❤️
@peachThinker662 They're very cute! Bunnies are so freaking cute! 😊 Happy Easter! Dang bugs (shakes fist)
He sounds so funny. 😂
It’s a very light pink I picked. Simple. It’s supposed to last 2-3 weeks. I got gel polish. The regular kind lasts like 2 days if I’m lucky 😂
Very rainy today. I have no motivation. I went to my aunts, I feel like I was really quiet there. Oh well. I came home and took a long nap. Haven’t done much else. I suppose that’s ok. There was a kitty visiting last night. And Everytime my girl heard it, she would bark-and then he would. I had my door shut and the TV on to disguise the sound but the free wake ups were a few too many.
Almost dinner time ❤️
Lots of love!!
@peachThinker662 Light pink sounds really nice. Soft. Gel, is that the type they use uv light to dry? (I've fallen down YT rabbit holes) 😅
😂 yes that’s what gel is. I haven’t figured out what the “dip” is
Last night was better.
It’s weird today not having left the house already! Trying to find things to fill up the morning.
Took a shower, ate breakfast, hair did, going to do my makeup in a bit. Tbh I’m nervous about today. I’ve seen my coworker, it’s a guy, he’s a good looking guy. I’ve just seen him over video calls, that I do not show my face in. I’m afraid of being judged. I know I have put on weight, I bought some new pants to feel comfortable, but they are too big. I feel like a slob. My self image of myself is just not that great right now. Ughhhhhhh always something I feel like.
Enjoy your day sweetie ❤️
Big hugs and lots of love
@peachThinker662 I looked it up 😅 The dip is supposed to be stronger and longer laster. They are supposed to really resist chipping. But getting it removed can be damaging to nails if it's not done properly 😬
Hmmmmm…. We’ll have to see how the gel goes and maybe switch to dip. Honestly, gel will take off a chunk of your fingernail if you pull it off…😂 Been there done that.
I’m home today making a bagillion phone calls for no one to answer .
I just took the dogs out and I’m sitting on the porch. My male starts this heavy breathing when he sees her harness. OMG I’m over stimulated. I put them both in the house and him in the room with the gate so he can settle down. I can hear him from outside tossing a bucket around in there. I honestly don’t know what to do. She’s so well behaved and he’s a lot for me.
Things went fine. If he judged me, I’ll never know. 😂 his breath smelt—talk about judging
Yogi is capable of growling??? I don’t believe it!!!
Hopefully you didn’t run in to trouble outside.
Lots of love to you ❤️ big hugs
@peachThinker662 Oh dang! That's no good 😬 Maybe don't do that again with the pulling it off 😳 It might be worth a try if it lasts for a while

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it’s hard when it starts to chip 😂 just want to pick at it
yes I was. Either they didn’t answer or I made an error and double booked. 🙄 learning curve
He always gets worked up over. I usually put him out and put it on her but, today he was not calming down. We got outside and she couldn’t go anywhere with out him right behind her 🤦♀️ usually when he does that I’m tell him I hope she 💩 on your head. 🤣🤣🤣 so different with temperaments. He calmed down a smidge after getting neutered. I find cats are the opposite. Boys are chill and girls are wild.
Pesky squirrels 😂
Scrappy and shaggy 🤣🤣🤣
@peachThinker662 Oh no! Someone was upset! 😬 Boy I would be pretty ticked off at him 😅 Yogi did something similar with his collar a few months back. I had given him a bath and never gave it a thought that he would destroy his collar
I was ticked off. It was brand new because he’s done it before. I usually keep them in the closet but I was so distracted yesterday I hung it on the hook in the front hall. So it took effort for him to get it. It’s clearly the collar the harnesses fault 😂
Exactly!
I left messages, texts, no return calls so I’ll have to check in on next step today.
This dingus, when he got neutered, the only time he was calm was when the meds kicked in. When that happened his tongue would hang out 😂 I even attempted to make a bed next to me, because I wasn’t moving around so great myself.
Good luck at your dentist appointment. ❤️ you’ve got this. When you get home, you can rest and snuggle with yogi. ❤️ I’ll be thinking of you. Why is the dentist so intimidating? I think everyone I know doesn’t like the dentist. So you’re not alone. Kinda like normal but uncomfortable anxiety.
Big hugs, lots of love ❤️ muah!!!!
@peachThinker662 Talk about determination! Might have to start calling him Spiderdog! Oh yeah that darn harness with its crazy ideas 😁 I just ordered a new one for Yogi. It's purple. It's one of those heavy duty safety ones and it works as a seatbelt type in cars and trucks. He has one now but it's just something I picked up at Walmart. I'm hoping it fits
Oooooh yes. I’ve seen those. He’ll look good in purple ❤️
Right now there is a lot of people to get in touch with because I’m starting from scratch. But if I’m in a home I schedule the next appointment there.
It was right before my surgery. He recovered and then it was My turn.
How did the dentist go? Aww they sound so wonderful to you!!!!
The chicken impression had me laughing hysterically. 😂