Twisted Peaches
Hello @mytwistedsoul
i hope you don’t mind me reaching out… and if you do… it’s ok.
You just seem so uplifting and fun. Someone I’d vibe with.
Thought we could chat.
Did you write your name in ketchup on that piece of bread?
@peachThinker662 There's nothing to be sorry for! I am sorry to hear about the migraine and bad sleep. I hope the migraine is gone now and last night was better. ❤️
That makes sense that they only keep it for so long and then cancel the order.
We had a blast! He's such a good boy. He finally came down the steps from upstairs by himself! 😊 I told him that if he figured it out he would be unstoppable! I was right! 😂
We have a heat advisory today. It's horrible outside right now. 😝 I hope it's not as hot where you are.
Hope work was good!
Big hugs to you and the fluffs ❤️ and lots of love! ❤️❤️
The night was eh… I need to put on relaxing shows before I go to sleep I think. But the migraine is better. Big mouth at work “did you call out because you had a job interview?!” I responded “no if that was the case I would have said that” good riddance!!!!!!
😂 He’s climbing the stairs!!!! Oh yes, he’ll be running up and down them in NO time!!!!
Yes, we have the heat advisory here as well. Luckily, the office has AC and so does my bedroom!! Sir Stinky has a hard time breathing in this. Did I tell you he limps now? He comes over to the counter to get his “medicine” too. 😂
Teeny tiny baby today ❤️ I love that smell though. It’s like super baby powder!! Ugh so sweet!!!
I’ve got to paint the room downstairs. In trying to figure out what color… I was thinking like a pinkish purple. But then I was also thinking maybe some animal print fabrics? Decisions decisions. 😂
Time for a cold shower!! 😂
Hope you had a great day too!!!
Sweaty hugs (oh my auto correct almost sent something else 😂 thankfully I caught it) and mountains of love!!! ❤️
@peachThinker662 Oh yeah sometimes it helps to be careful with what you watch before bed. I'm glad the migraine is better. They're horrible to get 😬
For real though. I very much disliked that Everytime I was around her I became on edge. It’ll be interesting next week with just me…
No Yogi face plants! I’m glad he nailed going down the stairs. Does his tail do a fluffy bounce on the way down?
Yes, the medicine does make him magically better 😂 so doesn’t “hi papa” with a scratching
Yes it is the room I’m turning into a bed room. I think I’m going to go with a mauve type color. I keep going back to it. Maybe I’ll spice it up with a cute animal print throw pillow 😂 pea soup green? Chocolate is definitely better!
I’m exhausted. I’m so pooped out by the end of the day..I hate it. Idk why. I’m just not giving myself credit where credit is due maybe..? I’m starting to stress about finding a new job. I’m sure that doesn’t help. Big mouths words impact me. Deeeep breaths
Sleep sloth hugs and love!!!! ❤️
@peachThinker662 People like that can put others on edge real quick. She was loud and too straightforward with her questions and comments. Obnoxious 😝
Very obnoxious.
Oh my yogi. These doggies 😂 they know they have us wrapped around their paws!
There is a million different shades of it for sure! Light, dark… medium… bold. The green sounds bleh bla blah 😂
I had a panic attack this morning. Over the job. And of course a hundred other things jumped in the pig pile. But I had a therapy sesh during lunch. I’m trying….
Our skies are much better today. Yesterday was pretty bad. I don’t like it. Pig in the pile with the panic attack this morning. You’re closer to it than I so I can’t even imagine!!
Soothing hugs and calming love ❤️
@peachThinker662 They definitely have us wrapped around their paws that for sure. ❤️ So spoiled 😊
@mytwistedsoul
“Ble blah blech “ 😂😂😂 maybe that color was on sale 🤷♀️ 😂
The obsessive thought train of “gotta find a job” chugga chuggachugga is making me cookooooooo Just watching people have their last day there is a lot…. Im trying to breathe tonight. Idk if I told you? And sorry if I did but a parent complimented my good work the other day 🥹 I was waiting for the people at the desk to criticize me when they called me over
But, now I’ve got the weekend. Getting a new couch tomorrow, going to a concert Sunday. I’m hoping for a balance of fun and relaxation.
2 days ago when it was nasty here, you could smell it!! I can only imagine how it is for you ❤️ Poor Bubbalicious baby. Good idea to take him in earlier. I hope it clears up for you soon.
Good for him!!!! Did he ever get his steak sandwich? Those places are notorious for losing clothes!!! Geesh. Guess it doesn’t matter which one you’re in. I hope he doesn’t have dentures or hearing aids. They always get thrown in the wash I feel like and go among the missing too. Real clothing makes a big difference for sure! Glad that was straightened out. And so happy to hear they are getting a plan in place for him to settle in at home ❤️
Rhonda would take everyone of those chewies and graciously hide them everywhere 😂😂 He looks so grown up in that photo!!! Little man 💪 His tail cracks me up!!! So cute!!! Little poof ! It’s like a pony tail 👱♀️
I just had myself a good cry. Should be able to get some rest tonight. Rhonda is snuggled right up against me ❤️❤️ I love her so much.
I saw this color, thinking a maybe for my bedroom. … what do you think??
Big hugs (and snugs from Rhonda too !!! )
❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕
@peachThinker662 Oh gosh yeah that would add to the stress and fear. I didn't think of that! It would be hard watching the coworkers you're just getting to know leave ❤️
Busy weekend…
Yes! I love it and I got a new rug to pair with it❤️ I don’t know about farting but I was the first to fall asleep on it 😂 I danced non stop today. So much fun! I went and saw some bands that I enjoyed when I was younger. Made my inner child happy ❤️ I thought my makeup had spf in it. It did not. I have a crispy face 😂
I hope the air is better near you ❤️
Ooof-1 cough and he was sent back to soft foods. In Time he’ll get that sandwich!!! I’m rooting for him!!!! Have you been able to visit? He sounds like he’s doing wonderful!!!
I can tell it’s a happy tail ❤️ I just adore him.
Rhonda is a bit clingy lately. I hope she’s alright. She fell asleep last night and tonight with her head on me. ❤️
And i can understand the human contact piece ❤️
I cannot wait to paint!!! The living room is in good shape, now to the next room. I hope it’s not too bright 😂 though I can tone i it down with light bedding perhaps.
How did your weekend go? I hope you and yogi had some fun ❤️
Love ya Soul!!! Miss you hugs!!!!!! ❤️
@peachThinker662 Oh no! Hopefully it's not burnt too bad 😬 Sunburn is horrible. I didn't realize they made makeup with sunscreen. It makes sense that they would though. I mean why wouldn't they lol
@mytwistedsoul
Not too bad. Definitely PINK 😂 I’ve had worse. My nose will probably peel. Eww. My previous foundation had SPF. This one is fairly new. Now I know. I wouldn’t expect you to know all the makeup details 😂 I had bought this lip gloss, with lip plumper in it. 😂😂😂 usually makes your lips tingle. This stuff is made with chili peppers 🌶️ I had it in my teeth, so then my mouth was on fire. I somehow ended up with it in my nose! 😂😂 can’t say I use that too often. Gotta be extra careful. Totally doesn’t give the look I was anticipating. I don’t recommend it 🤣🤣
Ugh I hope it stays away 🌬️
oh man. Puréed chicken Alfredo does not sound the least bit appetizing. Yea, they definitely will incorporate diets with the diagnosis. It’s tough because most people don’t follow it because it’s not foods they eat. Aww that sounds like such a special moment for the two of you!! he got to see you and you brought him some snacks ❤️❤️ heartwarming. I’m so happy you got over there.
Yea that’s a possibility. I’m calmer tonight. She’s in her own space. Though she was bringing me a toy to throw and I felt horrible because I can’t have her running and jumping still. She tries to run up the stairs and trips. I have to tell her “go easy “
a productive weekend with a dash of adventure sounds perfect! I’m glad everyone was kind. And that dog was secured .
Sweet dreams Soul!!!!
Love you bunches and a gigantic hug 🤗 💕
@peachThinker662 Lip plumper made with chili peppers..... 😳 😅 Omg 😳 That just doesn't sound like it's any fun at all 😅 I bet your nose didn't appreciate it at all! 😝 Did you know it had chili peppers in it when you bought it? 😬
@mytwistedsoul
I did not know when I bought it. I learned real quick 😂 the things they think of.
Aw man. That’s the worst. I feel for him too. Glad the cookie dealer was on the block! We used to sneak my grandmother in food too 😁 my aunt was always like how is she getting this stuff .. meanwhile my sister and I were like….
The vet didn’t really have an answer. He was happy she was moving around. He said she may need medication at night. Which I’m almost wondering if she’s in pain and just wants snugs. Or she misses me during the day. Usually I lie on my side and she’ll snuggle against my back. Lately she’s putting her head right in the crook of my arms by my head 🥹❤️ just like a lil baby.
Stinky 🤣🤣🤣 he had a moment. What a doofus. The cats were in the living room with the gate. Rhonda saw them moving about and went to check it out, I think he was being possessive, kinda like no I want the attention of the cats and jumped in front of her (very typical of him) but what he didn’t consider is that the gate was shut and went full force running into it!!!! He let out a sneeze. 😂😂😂 If his face wasn’t smooshed before, it definitely is now. I think the house shook 🤣🤣🤣 what a dum dum. He’s so special.
I made sweet potatoes when I was cooking tonight. Rhonda loved them. ❤️
I’m sore tonight. I think I’m a human barometer now. Woo hoo lucky me 🤣😂 it rained so hard here today! My dancing over the weekend had nothing to do with it. 😬
Self portrait for ya. 😂😂😂 AI made me as a doll from the 2000s
puppy snuggle time 🐶
good night sweetheart. Enjoy your Wednesday 💕❤️💕❤️💕
love and hugs 🥰 🤗
@peachThinker662 I'll say! 😳 Holy cow if someone is allergic to peppers, I bet they get really good results with the plumping part 😅
You’re not kidding!!!! 👄
That’s great for Mae to be able to check out what’s going on and the how to. I can imagine he’s ready for home❤️ he’s been gone a while
I think she’s just my bestie. She’s boring on my arm right now 🥰
hahahaha seriously needed the ok helmet!!! He reminded me of a goat in a cartoon that saw stars 😂😂
she loves pumpkin!! and the sweet potatoes. He’s more of a chicken and cheese type of guy. He took a piece of sweet potato and sat down with it. She went over and took it, like are you gonna eat that? Don’t mind if I do. It must be precious to hear him crunching his vegetables. Something about that makes me giggle.
Someone I Was close to in my life, passed away. It hurts my heart so much for his kids. I’ve had him on my mind Alot recently and not expecting to hear that. It was Sunday. He meant a great deal to me back then. It suck’s when life changes and I lost touch only to hear he’s gone now. He got really sick I sickk I guess and has been struggling quite a bit these last few years. I almost feel guilty or that it’s not warranted to cry for him. I feel like I want good enough. I’m having a lot of emotion. And I just don’t know where to place it. 🥹 awkward circumstances.
I’m going to cry myself to sleep. Love you soul, big hugs my guy.
Send yogi a happy birthday wish from me with a pup cup full of carrots and his favorite veggies. 🥗
hugggggggggggs ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@peachThinker662 Oh Peach. I'm so sorry for your loss. 😞 Losing someone you shared a bond with is a heartache all its own. This is someone that was in a chapter(s) of your life, you don't need permission to grieve ❤️ It doesn't matter how much time has passed or how you drifted apart. You cared about him. Time and distance doesn't take that away. Grief isn't just for those who were present at the end.
He meant so much to me back then ❤️ thank you. You’re so correct that time and distance doesn’t take that away…❤️ And grief isn’t just for those present at the end. Ugh thank you.
I wrote a journal entry about him a few months back. I had a dream about him and I thought to myself, I got to let him go. When I got my ear pierced not that long ago, my friend and I were laughing chatting about Times with him. In my head, I find it so ironic. I think it Is just in my head. But looking him up online. Wondering if he had the same phone number still…something in me wanted to reach out. So there’s that thought, was he thinking of me? I know they say sometimes when you think of someone, they are thinking of you. Who knows if it’s true, ya know?
Anyways, enough about him passing. Let’s move on to some one that has been like a mother to me since November. She’s been there ANY phone call I needed, any cry, panic attack, laughter, tears…. she passed suddenly last night ….. my heart. oh my heart. I cried through work today. I cried in the way home. I cried all through therapy. My therapist was actually in shock about it. I cried tonight. The tears have finally dried up for the moment. My sinuses hurt and my head hurts. ❤️
I was supposed to go to a baseball game Friday night. I had to cancel. I just want to sit On my couch tomorrow, watch a movie with popcorn and ice cream. Maybe get some root beer and belch 😂 I went after work and sat in the hot tub. I’m really trying to do my self care.
I think I have 2 letters to write ❤️
Saturday is my dance class. Looking forward to getting some fun.
Hahahaha there’s definitely a cheese tax. Doesn’t matter what kind. Swiss, shredded, “shaky cheese” aka Parmesan. Ehhhhhh. That’s me whining “that must be the cutest watermelon eating sesh evaaaaaaaa!!!” Just enjoying every morsel. My baby. ❤️
Hey, all of this has taken my mind off finding a job!
Loving my million hugs and all the love you send. ❤️
You’re my knight in shining armor. Thank you for always being there no matter what. You’re such an amazing human. ❤️
Love you soul. One of my best friends. Hugggggggggggggs !!!!!!!!!
@peachThinker662 It's nice to think that he was thinking of you ❤️ and there's nothing wrong with thinking that. I do think there is some truth in that saying. It happens. Someone runs through our thoughts and then they call or text or email a little later.
Friday night was popcorn and a root beer float while watching Dirty Dancing. Dance class was great. She’s going to have us continue on with the same dance next class. So I’ll have to get it down and practice until then.
Aww I bet his face is too cute!!! ❤️ I had too much Parmesan on my plate one day, used the wrong side, and like an idiot I blew it off. My dogs got in a fight to get to it first. 😂
Did Yogi enjoy his gifts? What kinda cake did he get? Adorable cake pan! Can you believe he’s a year old?! I like his pizza toy. They’re all really cute!
Hope you enjoyed your weekend and puppy celebration.
Love you Soul!!! Big hugs!!!! ❤️
@peachThinker662 Mmm a root beer float is always great! Cool movie! I've actually seen that one. 😊 I'm glad you had fun at dance class! Aww that's great that's she's going to keep on with the same dance and you can practice it!
Look at him in his party hat!!!! ❤️ sounds like a yummy cake! And he apparently likes frosting 😂
What a great weekend. Sounds like he was able to cool down and enjoy himself. Do you swim with him too?
That’s great news! Glad to hear he’s coming home today!!! Mae must also be thrilled!!! ❤️
I went for my final post op check in today. I don’t have to go back unless I heed to. Which I hope that doesn’t happen. I have another X-ray in 6 months. He said he saw good bone growth between the last 2 X-rays and said it should be filled in in 6 mos!
Love you my sweet soul, hugs!!!!! ❤️
@peachThinker662 Can you tell he wasn't too happy about the hat? He has that look 😅
Oh yes he does “what are you doing to me “ 😂
That’s fair. I didn’t know if you like went up to your knees or what not.
So much better. All his things set up for him! ❤️ how’d his first night go?
I’m just wiped out. And Work has been busy now that I’m riding solo. It has been a lot to process. I honestly don’t know that I have the words, energy or tears right now. I just tired. 😂
Thank you for being here ❤️
Love ya!!! Hugs!!!!! ❤️
@peachThinker662 I've gotten my feet wet with him but that's about it. I'd go in up to my knees with him. Deeper if he was in trouble of course ❤️ I don't mean to sound like a total chicken 😅
You don’t sound like a chicken. Many people are like that with water.
Oh man. He’s hungry!!!! He got his peach pie!!! Yay!! And Popeyes! Good for him ❤️ I can definitely understand him wanting to take a break, he’s been through a lot and hasn’t been home for quite some time.
Lots of meetings this week. The closing date is sooner. I’m under job security by then though which means I have 3 months to find a job and if I volunteer to float to other places I’ll still get paid whether I have any opportunities or not. So I guess we’ll see.
Thank goodness it’s Friday … I don’t want to go 😂
Love you lots ❤️ Big big hugs
@peachThinker662 True. Idk my heads just been in a weird place. 🤪
My gosh. Last week was incredibly long. I couldn’t function most days after work so I apologize for the inconsistency with messages. Very unlike me. The couch has been coming in handy.
I hope there’s been some communication for Mae’s husband to get him the help at home.
They’re going to be moving the office. Every day is a change of some sort. Hard to keep up with. I do need to apply, interview…what a pain!!! So I’m waiting to hear more on that.
Did you get your notifications squared away?
Good weekend too?
I ended up napping Friday when I got home. I didn’t care that it was 530pm 😂 I slept in on Saturday. Literally stayed in my pajamas, watched TV and then attended the celebration of life, showered, went for a 2 mile walk!!! (I surprised myself of how long it was) got to see Spider-Man 3. And yesterday cleaned my house! My goodness did it need it!!!!
Today it is POURING here. I’m on my hour lunch break and taking the time to my fullest to relax. And of course message you ❤️
Love you Soul!!!!! ❤️ biggie hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@peachThinker662 There's nothing to be sorry for. ❤️ I thought last week was incredibly long too. Seems like all we do is work! p At the same time its hard to believe it's August now! The summer seemed to fly by. Before too long we'll be complaining it's cold and snowy. 😝
Ugh for real!!!!!
The couch reclines, with cup holders and charging ports. 😂 once I sit on it, I’m done. So relaxing even just to watch TV.
Jeesh. Sounds like some of the reviews weren’t all wrong,,, I’m glad things have been straightened out and Mae was persistent. Have they come to the house yet?
Absolutely!!! Though I spoke with the physicians … and they’re willing to speak on my behalf to transfer to the new place!!!! ❤️
That’s awesome the two of you went hiking and got some splashing in!!! ❤️ 2 peas in a pod. I love it. 😂 funny you question me coming to help clean your house, everyone asks me that. I fly through it. It’s therapeutic for me. Hooray for finding the charger! 😂 clean face?
Monday and Tuesday are craziness. I fell asleep last night about 8 o’clock. I asked my boss if I could go in later Friday, she really didn’t care 😂 yea whatever you want to do. I just don’t want to get burnt out.
Big biggy hugs and so much love soul!!! ❤️
@peachThinker662 Sounds like a really nice couch that offers a lot of perks! The charging ports would come in handy for sure!
I forgot to tell you I got visited by the cat distribution system! 😳
This showed up about a week ago. Didn't think it would stick around.
Now there's these 😂
What the heck am I gonna do with 4 kittens? 😳
I think they knew you’d love them ❤️ this guy seems sweet and kind, especially to animals. Yes, I will have my babies here.
Nurses are just the best 😂
It for sure eases my mind a bit, 8 weeks left. …
Of course he rolled in the dirt after. 😂
One extreme to the other right?? I used to have my pantry and fridge by the colors. So I can relate.
No, I didn’t have to stay later to make up the time. I’ve had overtime on most of my paychecks. Some help is coming this week. Hopefully that goes good. I’ve been in my own flow.
I love that yogi has salad for lunch ❤️ oh my gosh. Read that wrong. YOU are having the sad salad!!!! 😂 hey do what you gotta do!!!
Stinky and Rhonda… well he had a bath so some of the stink as subsided for a bit 😂 I think Missy has another uti. She still drags her leg a bit. I notice in the morning and at bedtime. She runs up the stairs and there’s an extra thump the whole way. I got the downstairs painted though. Went with a rose color.
Oy!!!!!! The weekend is here and it’s Hotttttttt .
Fingers crossed for some fun and rest ❤️❤️
Love you so much soul!!!! Hug hug hugs!!!
The kittens!!!! Ahhhhhh so cute. Is pita the daddy?
@peachThinker662 Oh wow 8 weeks! Time is just zooming along. I'm glad it helps ease your mind ❤️
Hi Souuuuullllll!!!!! Sorry I haven’t been in touch, it’s been a week!!!! I called out on Wednesday, I was so tired I couldn’t move.
How are you??? Yogi? Kitties? How’s Mae and her hubby doing?
Love you!!!!! ❤️ And I miss you so!!! You’ve been on my mind.
@peachThinker662 Hey Peach! ❤️ Aww it's ok, no worries! I figured you were probably really busy with work and exhausted. How was the helper that was supposed to come? I missed you! ❤️ ❤️
Hi my love!!!!
I miss you so much. You’ve been my center I guess for quite some time now.
I’ve been doing my therapy sessions during my lunch breaks. Trying to multi task.
My daughter had an abscess tooth this week. That was a trip to the ER and to the dentist.
I told work I needed a day off. She allowed it. I don’t think I got paid for it but I also don’t think I care 😂 did some errands in the morning and was a couch potato the rest of the day. Adulting is hard. Trying to work during the week, conserve energy, but things happen and it’s not always possible.
My daughter and I had a really good weekend!! We went and saw Kesha in concert. Freaking amazing. Such a great show.
Still waiting for the new job to post a listing so I can apply. Worst case scenario, I’m out of work for a bit. But, I will still get paid for up to 3 months. After that, I’d need to apply for unemployment. Honestly, I don’t think I’ll need the unemployment, at least I hope not. It’s 50% of what I make…yuck… no thank you.
The dogs are doing good. They’re back to scrapping with each other every now and again. So she’s definitely feeling better.
The weather has been a bit rainy the past few days. But muggy.
Mae’s husband I hope is making great progress? Did you and yogi get some fishing time in? You’re soooo cute!!!!
The kittens must be getting big?! Their little toe beans. Kittens are the best. You sound like you have some feisty ones on your hands though 😂
I truly hope everyone is going well.
Love you and miss you much!!!! I hope to make time to chat with you, I need you in my life ❤️
@peachThinker662 Hey! 😊 It's good to see you! ❤️
Its hard to get pictures, they don't sit still long enough. I have a video I'll have to convert
Blehhhhh to adulting 😂
We got feet away from her at one point. Some amazing photos!!!
I’m so scared of having to be home for months…. I don’t want to go down that road AGAIN! I definitely do like being in limbo. Get it together people!!
Aww he sounds like he’s making amazing progress! That makes my heart happy. And an anniversary celebration, that’s beautiful ❤️
How did he manage to roll in bird poop? Ooooh yogi!!!! 😂 that absolutely sounds like a one way ticket to the tubby!
I started wearing my cpap again last week. It’s helped not being tired. Guess I needed a harsh reminder. Ooopsies and my stubbornness.
Love you lots!!! Miss you!!!!! I hope you and I have a good week 😂
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@peachThinker662 I'll say. I'm so over this adult thing it's not funny.
What a champ!!! There is a lot that goes into getting ready in the morning. Hmmmm… let me know where the struggle is precisely. I’ll put some brain storming to work ❤️
Hahahaha it’s lucky I heard to get bird pooped on. Sounds like it must’ve had been a large bird! Bigger the poop the better the luck??
I’m so sorry but I laughed hysterically when I Read you got hit in the head with a gargoyle. 😂 are you ok? And honestly.. who can say that’s happened to them? Bahahahaha oh my goodness I adore you!!!!
Another day of my eyelids staying open!! Woo hoo!!!!! I really hope it’s the cpap helping and not some thing else!!! Let’s keep the streak of positivity going!!!!
Love you! Big hugs and a kiss for your noggin. ❤️
@peachThinker662 I'll have to talk with her again and see what she says. I know with the stairs she's just there as an in case type thing. Same with the shower. Which is understandable. I think she thinks she has to get everything for him and do it right away? Plus she does all the housework. They sometimes made supper together and I wonder if maybe she's afraid to ask him to help? I'm just guessing.
Ya, you might be right. Possibly she needs to lower the expectations of herself.
Doodoo bird 😂
Oh my word. You need bubble wrap sir.
Glad your head is ok from the gargoyle.
How was your weekend? I had a GI thing during the week. Those pains didn’t let up until Saturday. I went for a nice hike. It was beautiful out. Today just stayed in and watched movies. It’s 6pm and I’m ready. For. Bed.
Love ya ❤️ Big Huggies
@peachThinker662 I'm sorry you haven't been feeling well 😞
I just wanted to let you know, I’m going through it right now. Ugh
I’ll be back…. ❤️
@peachThinker662 I'm sorry things are so rough right now. Sending lots of love and good vibes ❤️
I was thinking about you these past few days… 🥹❤️
i feel like my stress tolerance has just been low. And I just want to be normal!
I made it through my sister’s birthday. I’m still working. 2 weeks left. I have a job interview tomorrow. I’m undecided. I have the option to stay home for a little bit. I kinda feel like I should but I kinda feel like I should stay on the wagon.
I know I haven’t had much time to think and decide….
I’ve been walking more. Drawing. Got some pastels today to try out. Dancing. I actually went to the grocery store today instead of ordering online. Did some cooking and baking. Wins that I need to be proud of.
My house is underwhelming me. So much that went by the way side this past year. Guess I’ll have plenty to do over the winter 🤷♀️
i was started on some hormonal supplements. I felt stupid for that and had to process. I think it’s had a small effect so far though. It can take up to 2 mos to really feel it.
I’ve let a guy get under my skin. Maybe not under my skin, but living rent free in my head. Ugh. I hope that has passed as well. Sometimes the need to be wanted is so strong.
Everyone over here is doing good though. It’s still just me that’s a hot mess. …
i hope you and Yogi have been enjoying the weather. And Mae and Mr Mae are doing well.
I think of you often. Miss you much. 🥹❤️❤️
@peachThinker662 Hey you ❤️ It's nice to see you. I think normal is just a setting on a dryer. Stress is fickle. Imagine you have a plate. Plates can only hold so much. You have the job issue, so there's a heap. Add a heap of Ms. Rhonda, even though she's basically back to herself, there's still that fear. Then a huge heap of grief and all the complexities that it brings with it. You lost your sister and it's her birthday. You recently lost two other people. Your plate is overflowing. Add in the changes in meds, the addition of other meds and/or supplements. Some days we're able to handle everything better and then other days it's like we've been hit by a truck. It sends us reeling and we struggle to get our feet back under us ❤️
Again…sometimes I wish I knew you in “real life.” You are just so supportive. And you’re absolutely correct. My plate is full. ❤️
Yes, it was grounding!! And it was absolutely delish!!!
I think I got my signals crossed. And jumped TOO soon. He didn’t do anything wrong. I got in my head too quick about it. Hoping. And yes, sometimes people do just suck. And it can absolutely be lonely.
I’m glad you were able to have a nice time camping. It’s a nice break when you need it. I need some time away. Even just a hotel with an indoor pool would be lovely.
I truly hope so, there’s glimmers.
I’m glad to hear of all the progress he’s made. That’s so wonderful. And insurance does that. Poop heads.
I just ordered a sandwich for dinner. Easy breezy lol
I love hugs!!! A million is perfect!!! Big squeeze back!!! ❤️
@peachThinker662 I know it's not the same but I'm "here" I do know what you mean though. I'd absolutely love to give you a big, lift you off the ground hug ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
that would honestly be the best thing that has happened to me in such a long Time. ❤️🥹
I made homemade bbq pulled pork and macaroni and cheese, along with coconut fudge for dessert. 😋
That’s just the thing 😮💨 I got my hopes up. Vent sesh. Him and I dated about 2 1/2 years ago. Not for long. I completely pushed him away. I definitely had my reasons with things going on with my daughter—It was kinda just the beginning. I didn’t want to tell anyone what was happening and certainly not someone I was getting to know. I want even “ok” with it. Perhaps I should’ve leaned on him for support but I didn’t know any better. He’s been in a different relationship pretty much this entire time. We have mutual friends, ran into each other. He naturally found out about my surgery. Texted me to see how I was doing. I took the opportunity after a little bit to apologize for my doings. He appreciated it. Then not long after he was looking for an apartment. I then told my friend of someone who had one for rent— long story short—-he was made aware it was me that helped and sent me a thank you text. He moved out last weekend. I haven’t heard from him since those few weekends ago… it hurts. And idk why. Especially hearing conversations of things said about me when everyone gets together. “She’s a good person, would do anything for anyone, a big heart, but she’s her own worst enemy” was said by my friend and he agreed. It made me feel like my apology meant nothing. Like I’m a good person but my actions haven’t changed. And I’ve done SO much work on my self this last year!!! It’s so easy to say I only need to prove that to myself. But other people matter to me. And there’s a million and one reasons why he may not have reached out and I’m truly taking it personally is what it comes down to. That piece of discomfort that makes me feel like I’ve screwed everything up in every relationship I’ve ever been in and I’m not deserving.
Ouch!!!! 😣 You ok? You itchy?
It would be SO LOVELY!!! All of your suggestions sound amazing !!! Maybe I’ll have a little bit of time off to be able to do so.
I had a glimmer today ✨ I went for a walk on my lunch. I stopped by a trail at a pond. Stopped to take a photo of a crane in the lily pads. (One of those big birds) there was a man sitting in the distance on a bench. As I walked towards him, he was smiling “you got me excited for a minute” I laughed inside like excuse you? 😂 I responded why’s that and he said “I thought you were my daughter coming to join me” aww 🥰 cutie pie.
Yes, they do deliver here . Blessing and a curse. 😂 I did take the other half for lunch today.
Did you and Mr yogi have a good day today? The weather here was beautiful!! How are the feral kittens? Still spicy?
Love ya soul!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ bunches of hugs
@peachThinker662 Tbh me too ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
🫂 💗 🫂 💗
I put it in the crock pot as well. With chicken broth. I did see root beer could be used! Yes, used Cole slaw as well. I bought the cut up cabbage mix and added a few ingredients to it. 
Holy amazing ooey gooey goodness!!!
Yes, you are so right again. Totally protection over vulnerability!!! Some people have said he should have brought you closer but I doubt I would’ve allowed that!! He may have even tried too… I do not even reminder. I just said I need a break and anything else that came through, I did not answer. Didn’t comprehend when I read it and certainly did not absorb it.
I thought of the rejection piece too but what’s interesting isn’t I didn’t have any intention of him knowing I was involved in it. I felt like it needed to be a secret. I guess maybe because he said thank you that I not I know he knew. And yes it would have been nice to hear I made it out. But it’s possible he’s not ready for that conversation either just as I wasn’t ready a few years ago.
Thank you ❤️
ohnoooooo I hope it wasn’t a spider! I hate those effin things!!! 😂 so creepy!!!
Way to easy to order 😂 and way to easy to have groceries delivered. I need to get out in that sense, more!
Oh my gosh!!! I looove the kitty names!!! The rescues are probably thinking well he’s doing good with them 😂
ewwwww tomorrow is Monday… Monday and Tuesday SUCK at work. Trying to have better feeling thoughts 😝
Love ya and big squeezes❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@peachThinker662 Oh I've never tried it with chicken broth! Root beer kind of makes the meat sweet.
I can see how the root beer would make the meet sweet, I didn’t think of that.
Thank you it was delicious!
Ooooh good idea with the sleeping bag, it’s lucky you didn’t just light it on fire 😂
The rescue my daughter volunteers at just got done baby kitties. Yes, that would be nice if they come help out getting them fixed. Other wise you’ll have to change your name to twisted kitty 😂
Oh man. Poor yogi. They’re so cute in the store. Glad he got a toy and a snack. He deserves it!
Poooopped today my friend. Got a little head cold going on. Ugh
Love you soul!! Super duper hugs!!!! ❤️
@peachThinker662 I'm gonna have to make some homemade Mac and cheese. It's been a while.
I used 1/2 1/2 creamer in it. That was a new thing for me but I feel like it made it creamier!
😂😂
OMG you made me bust out laughing with the twisted kitty comment. … you don’t have to hide with me, I know it’s your side hustle 😂 hahahaha that was amazing
I get it. Relying on someone for updates. It’s hard to keep them contained when you get home and they’re loopy when they come out. He’ll have a little cone of shame…. Cutie.
Yes I think we are too. The leaves have started changing. My hoodie is out. I got a new one that is a heavy weight. Ooooooh my do I love it. It’s like wearing a hug. Totally not the same as one though lol
Half day for me tomorrow. Wooooohooooo!!! Already have plans to plop my big ole butt in that hot tub. They better NOT close it. I’ll be sitting in it anyways 😂
Frozen pizza for din din tonight . I’m wild 😂
Love love you and hugs!!! ❤️
@peachThinker662 Ooohhhh half and half would make it creamier 🤤 I wonder what heavy cream would do? Might be too much, idk?
I think there are recipes with heavy cream!
Meee-yowwww!!! ❤️. 😂 The milkbone gambling… gets ya Everytime.
The cones are a pain in the butt!!! They walk into walls, tear them off, use them as a toy in my case. Is it a donut pattern too??
It’s “orchid”. Tonight I’m rockin an over sized cardigan. My inner old lady. So comfy though.
My friend and I attempted a walk tonight. She ended up taking me up a damn mountain it seemed like anyways 😂 I was like ummm this is a bit much for me—can we turn around? My head was down which made my neck more sore than it is, trying not to stumble on roots and practically running to keep up with her 😂 flat ground please
Oooh burritos are yummy!!! And your Little 4 legged vegetarian. ❤️
I saw another eagle today!!!! I think it lives in my town. That’s twice!! Sooooo cool. I cursed. Holy ** That’s a *** eagle!! 😂 And a deer on my ride home. Sweet girl ❤️
Love ya!!!! Hug hug huggie hugs!!!!!! ❤️
@peachThinker662 Hey sorry for my lateish reply 😬 I got hit with a stomach bug that was just horrible 🤒 One minute I was fine and then 😝
That’s what happened to me with it too!! I thought it was food poisoning. I hope you are feeling better ❤️ I was worried. I didn’t know how much rain you got hit with.
Yes!!! So true!!! It’s crazy. I hope they allow you to use what you have.
Dude. The aches and pains have been real over here. I keep searching for the reasoning rather than it just is. Lots of fear behind it. The ibuprofen and heat have been helping. I need to remind myself of that. Once again I’m being tough on my self.
Thank you. I thought it was a pretty color too ❤️ I had to google to tell you the color 😂
😂 aww yogiiiiiii
I’ve seen a few deer this season. They’re so cute. I saw a big buck on my sisters birthday and I was absolutely mesmerized.
Love ya bunches ❤️ even bigger hugs!!!