Struggling lately
I think bpd is affecting me more recently. Specifically, I've felt so paranoid of others. I sometimes get spells where even in the most healthy relationships, I worry that my loved ones are mad at me and hate me and I'm just feeling like... paranoid and sad. I hate having to contstanrly ask for reassurance that I'm liked. I'm just feeling really sad and lonely lately. School is ending for the summer soon and that means I'll be leaving an environment where I actually thrive... my college program has been life changing and has helped me a lot. I'm just sad to be leaving the prescene of people who make me feel good about myself.... I'm also trying to look for a new job. There's just a lot of new changing things and it's stressful and it's hard dealing with it on top of being mentally ill. In the last few weeks the smallest things are enough to throw me into hysterical crying fits. There's a lot going on and nobody really knows and jdjdnfn I'm just having a time silently.... I don't know who to talk to about this
@Nikkijaay
Hey there Nikki 😊 It sounds like you are going through a lot and we are all here to support you 💖 Moving from college to the working world can be very scary, but try to keep in mind that you will still be in touch with your college friends and be able to hang out with them. When emotions are high, little things can start to feel very important because there seems to be so little that can be controlled. Make sure to take care of yourself and prioritise self-care. 7Cups is here offer you resources and support through this difficult time. I hope everything gets better for you soon
@Nikkijaay
i also struggle with similar issues. I find it is helpful to write positive affirmations on a mirror or something like that. Always remind yourself of when the friends said that they like you! Positive affirmations always! Make sure to take time for yourself and have things you can do if your friends are busy and such.
