Joshua💖

@Tinywhisper11 May your sweet Joshua continue to rest in peace! I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss. That's a loss I hope to never know. I truly believe your life has purpose, Tiny. You went through the unimaginable but your sweet baby was no mistake. No matter how long you held him that day, your heart will forever hold him. It's evident how much you love Joshua and I hope you know he loves you too! Always keep his memory alive. Celebrate him. Talk about him. He's always going to be your son and you will always be his mom! And you are a good one! Believe me. ♡ God has got your son, Tiny, so I do hope you can find peace in knowing that. 🙏 

@Tinywhisper11 we live for the love we are gathering, love we hope to share one day 💖 We live to collect as many memories and moments of happiness as we can... so that one day we can give it all to them 💖 I wonder the same sometimes, it should have been me. But maybe it is this way because it would've been harder for them to be without us 💖 Now they get to be our guardian angels, safe and sound up there 💖 

Your love is a constant that reaches him every day, every moment. I'm sure he is proud of you in every way 💖

@Tinywhisper11 you did good lovely. Despite everything, you did good 🤍 im sure he loves this poem, as he loves you. As we all do 🤍

@Tinywhisper11 (hugs you tight)  I think he knows how much you love him. He's with you every day because he lives in your heart and your soul. If you place your hand on your heart you'll feel him there.❤️   He sends his love to you on the breeze and with the birds and butterflies that visit his garden. He's so proud of you for the wonderful young woman you have grown to be  ❤️

@Tinywhisper11

After seeing what you saw, after knowing what you know,

how can you live with your self?!

Guessing you’re talking about/to yourself there. But idk for sure. If you are talking about yourself, you truly deserve to live and live with yourself without any question. Please know that. 

I wish it was me, I wish I was the one to go,

you looked up at me with trusting eyes,

But I didn't do enough to protect you,

So many including but not limited to me are happy that it wasn’t you to go. You did literally everything you could do to protect Joshua. Please know that. I hope you’ll accept this as fact at some point. 

I wish we never had to say goodbyes.

now all I can pray for is that heaven is a happy home, a safe one,

where you are given the life I wanted to give you,

just please know I love you son.

Despite never knowing Joshua, I’m still more than sure considering where he came from (you I’m talking about) he wished you two didn’t have to ever say goodbyes and more than knows that you love him. He loves you too and bc he loves you and knows you love him he knows you did everything you could to protect him and what happened that led to him being in Heaven is not your fault. 

And on  the day we get to be together,

Hopefully soon, I'll never leave your side

And  I'll shower you with love forever and ever💖

Beautiful ending, one you both deserve when the right time comes for it to happen. 

Joshua, rest in peace. Your mom loves and misses you forever. 

Beautiful poem Tiny. Endless friendly loving hugs along with sending you endless peace and blessings ❤️

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Lola🥺🥺Oh, my heart aches with yours as I read these words. It's so clear how deeply you loved your son, and how that love is still so incredibly powerful. The pain of not being able to protect him, the "if onlys," those are heavy burdens to carry, and it's completely understandable that you feel them so intensely.

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You were a child, totally blameless, please hear this ♥️💕

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Sorry I am late, I love the poem it's beautiful. Send much love and hugs! 🩵

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lovely, sending hugs💞

@Tinywhisper11 This was really deep. Thank you for posting.