i just got betrayed by my own best friend. Not se well 
Lonely, nostalgic
Today I'm feeling...overwhelmed and worthless.
It seems like everything is coming at me all at once and I can't keep it all together. My landlords have just sold my house and I need to find a new place to live. Unfortunately, I'm intending to move out of the area by next spring or early summer and there is not much around that is available for short term in this small town. I found one place today that might work, but there's something holding me back about it and I don't know if it's my gut telling me that I should listen to it, or just my own anxiousness about the whole situation.
On top of that, I'm in the process of applying to new jobs for when I move and as I write my cover letters and resume I can't help but think that I'm not worth hiring. I feel like a fraud who has managed to keep my shit together here, but wonder how long that will last for. I look at my sister who is two years younger than me and she has everything so together. She's smart, motivated, financially savvy and has great friends. I try not to be jealous and I'm not even sure it is jealousy, it's just the feeling of the knowledge that I could never do that or be that together no matter how hard I try. I'm sure that the people who look at my resume will know that I'm not actually worth the effort and that I won't even get any interviews or if I do, I'll screw them up.
I don't really know anything at the moment. But when I saw the thing that asked what I feel today, I knew I had to respond. I feel overwhelemed and unworthy...and it sucks!
sad, lonely, nostalgic
I am so lucky, I have a supportative husband.
Today I'm feeling excited and anxious for my upcoming week's vacation to visit my sister in death valley! I love the desert 😄
Confused
On the fence.
More in control.
Today I'm feeling... lost, alone, depressed.