Today I feel... disconnected... from myself, and the world. I can't seem to muster the energy to care about anything.
I feel numb.
Void.
Like a machine moving on autopilot.
@Blackthorn i feel the same way
stressed scared angry overloaded overwhelmed and complexed and not cared for having no support at all
I hate my dad receiving verbal abuse from him
I feel scared and anxious. I dont want to have my birthday. I dont want to age. I dont want to change.
Lost in translation
Insecure, like the ED is gonna eat me up. The need to reject all food
Motivated!
angry and frustrated because my duet partner's teacher tried to change my playing style and made me adhere to her standards, which makes me really upset since music is supposed to be about creativity.
numb as hell. i was emotional yesterday and thinking rather logically today. still, i feel pessimistic.
Emotionally drained. All of my stress and anxiety that i had been trying to ignore caught up with me a couple days ago and i broke down. now i am trying to deal with it all and learn to cope with it and work through it instead of ignoring it again
worried.