Absolutely horrible. Everything is going wrong for me. I've had a really bad day and all I want to do is curl up and sleep. But can't. I tried making friends today on social media and all they did was make fun of me bc I didn't understand their jokes and then my babies father called me to tell at .me about a cat tree and my mom broke her ankle and is in a nursing home and I think she should stay there but my family won't listen to me about it. I'm so scared to let go of my mom. If she died I would be devastated but she is showing signs of dementia
Doloressss.. I live in fear. My love for you's so overpowering I'm afraid that I will disappear.
But ju don know. And I'm the asshole, eh?
oh well
Today i am feeling awesome :) and energetic.
Stressed, overwhelmed, anxious and confused as to why I feel like this in the first place.
Very tired
I'm not okay. And nobody knows that's what i really feel right now.
Tired but I have to prepare for tomorrows work. Annoyed that I wasted my day procrastinating instead of preparing, if I did I could've had enough time to rest. Glad, there's a 10 holiday coming up, anxious because of said holiday. It usually means I'm going to be alone and probably not speak to anyone for those 10 days. And I will probably have suicidal/ d3pressive thoughts.
A little sad
Today I am feeling lost
Numb almost to the point of being paralysed