I am feeling better than usual since my breakup. I feel happier helping others and it really brightens my mood better than when Im just laying there reminded of him
Tired but in a good way. I feel good. Been really busy lately and that's what was keeping me from thinking, which is a good thing.
I feel I am fine, finally. Much less pain in my heart. This is a relief, I am OK and I'm really good to myself. Seems like I'm done with anxiety problem and now moving forward to normalize my sleep.
Today I am feeling depressed and suicidal yay :(
My whole body hurts... I want to die.
They say its best to love and lose
Than never love at all
They say to climb the highest peak
Will make it worth the fall
But they that say so never loved
And never climbed a peak
Or they that say so never fell
And have no right to speak
To love and lose will break your heart
Forget the joy you knew
When fallen, crushed to dust and death
Who relishes the view?
And so I thought, and so I felt
Until I saw your face
The whole world stopped to just behold
You beauty and your grace
The though of loss will make me try
The fear of falling, make me fly
And falling will be worth the view
If only I'm beholding you
Hopeless. I'm strong enough to drag on, but the stress is wearisome. I'm attempting to remove stressors, but they come back in force. I lost interest in things I really enjoyed a year ago.
Running was my thing. It stabilized my mood. It is a cycle orlf hatimg myself for not running and for doing terrible. So, that's my day today😫
I am actually feeling pretty good today :)
Today I am feeling not amazing. Almost a sick feeling from being down. It is hard to explain in all honesty.
Depressurized a bit.