Today, I am feeling.....

Okay with a subtle hum of depression in the background...

Very anxious😕 I hate feeling like this, it upsets my stomach and I feel like I want to crawl out of my skin. I have nothing to squelch it. Like a fire I can't put out.

I don't know. I feel like I've been barely keeping it together these last few weeks ever since I got moved to a new project at work. Work's kinda driving me crazy and I'm having a hard time socializing and being myself. I feel stressed, anxious, awkward, tense, and I feel like I'm really struggling to keep it together.

I am feeling very confused. I don't trust anyone. Seems everyone lies to get their way. I just don't know who to believe anymore.

I feel that it's going to be another annoying day that I won't surely enjoy as much

Very aggitated. I know it's so silly but when someone who has known for 5 years that you cannot handle certain things, like deciding where to eat lunch on the spot, continues to solely put the responsibility on you combined with remarks about how I must have it all figured out by now - it's not that hard, etc....I am to my breaking point about it. What part of I WILL SHUT DOWN AND NOT EAT if you keep doing this to me, don't you understand. I don't need lunch, you do. And stop saying "it was a test, to see if you catch it" when you screw up and I correct you...just own it and move on. Why does everything have to be a cutesy little quip?! Uggghh.......**deep breaths**

Uncomfortable being at work because I have not much to do. So I try to learn something that I need to work on yet I feel that my mind is some place else other than here at work

Buoyant

Relieved that the day is taking a better direction that it was a while ago. =)

I'm sad because two people in my family are having health issues and I have a very good friend who told me today his doctor said more than likely he has cancer. He'll get an official diagnosis this Friday...