Today I'm feeling a lot of different emotions at once. I'm currently on a break in my relationship. But my boyfriend says he was gonna see me yesterday. Later on yesterday he made 2 excuses why he couldn't see me. We both agreed that he can come see me today before I work tonight. Now the day is practically over and he still hasn't said anything. The old me would of called him a bunch of times and told him about himself. This Is the disappointment I used to get in our relationship which caused me express how I feel.
After thinking about what I'm going to do I decided it was best to just not say nothing at all. Apparently always speaking my feelings to him on how he always lets me down never gets me anywhere. So why even bother. This is the first time he did something like this and I didn't say anything at all. It's very challenging because I have a straight forward, tell it like it is personality. I figured it would be best if I shared my feelings here at least someone will read my story and learn from it. Your not alone and this moment of disappointment will pass. I'm going to do something for me now. Thanks for reading 💋
I'm feeling reallty disappoiment. I had wanted to go to a meet-up with my (program)-I haven't see anyone since March 13 from program. But I sent email the last week of july in reponse to the mention of the possible meet-up with questions and I got no response so I decided it wasn't going to happen. But I foud out today from a friend from program it happened on Friday.
Lazy. I couldn
You do not want to know...
Sad because I did something horrible.
Proud of how much I've grown. Now I can change my thought process and it won't effect my day. Growth is everything and I may not want to face the challenges that are for me but I'm happy I've come this far.
Optimistic. Hopeful. Grateful.
Very stressed out, feeling like a prisoner to this anxiety and panic attacks with no way out
Doubtful
Determined, but accepting