I'm very sad today I suffer from bipolar depression and my family makes it really hard to handle cause they assume just by meds that I'll be all better . Yet they all see me as a weak person cause of my mental illness.
I'm feeling good. It's the first time in months.
Anxious... potential new job is pending background checks
Hopeful
Today I am feeling anxious. And I cannot help but blame myself for things I cannot control
Today I'm feeling Hopeful, because this website seems like it could really help me.
High and indifferent would best describe how I feel (in this moment, it can obviously change. Also, curious. I want fresh fruit.
sick n tired of being sick n tired of just about everyone and everything in life, I've lost almost everything I had due to others stealing from me and screwing me over in any way possible. and despite all that I still continue to deal with bullshit on a daily basis, nothing ever works out and if it wasn't for my 2 dogs I def would not be here right now
like a littlegirl
Lonely. I often feel lonely. I have "friends," but only one that hangs out with me and talks to me. I know when you get older you grown apart or so I'm told, but I lost so many friends when I graduated high school and then more when I got married and had a kid at 21. I'm not like most "kids" my age (28). I don't drink (it is bad for my anxiety and depression/ bipolar) and I don't smoke weed cause I can't stand how it smells and it's just not my thing. I just want people to talk to and make me feel like I matter. I tried to open my vein a few weeks ago and one friend was mad and the other two were like "ok". I want to hang out! Do things! Feel like people are about me! What's the point of living if you don't have friends to hang out with?
@VampyreChick I can relate to this.. people think you have the world of friends but in reality you don't. Don't know how I can change this either.. anyone?
@undocked101 talk to people, try to make that true!
@VampyreChick
samee I understand exactly how you feel