Lonely, small, broken, scared, angry, sad


@valeriesmile
Tired, lonely, worried, scared, and worn out.
I just feel lonely and anxious
Exhausted
Lonely, but well that is everyday and would be a lot better if there would be a person who would care about me and not only would use for selfish reasons. Let's face it people like that are everywhere and you want it or no they firstly think about themselves. We are all like that. Would be nice to gain some confidence and be heard but I guess shadow is cosy too
Pleased as punch
lonely and boredd
Numb/Nothing
Conflicted
Sad. I don't know why, either. I'm crying all the time and I don't want to do anything. I don't want to work, I don't want to go to school, I don't want to talk with other people. I don't want to eat and I'm so tired but I can't sleep.
What I want to do is curl up in a ball and never leave my room. Unfortunately, my parents think that I'm lying and are unhappy with me. They shout and they scream at me for failing my classes and not doing my schoolwork.
I don't know what to feel other then sadness and disappointment. I'm so so tired and I just want it all to end. I want it all to end and I know it would be so so easy to do. But the thing is? I'm a coward and I'll never go through the countless plans I have stuck in my brain.
So I'm stuck. I'm stuck in my pit of misery and my selfishness that bothers others. And I'm scared it'll never end.
@faithfulPineapple6256
Hug! I understand what you're going through! You're not alone!! Here's another hug!!!!! What you're going through is real. It's not your fault! I'm going to pray for you right now! I hope you can feel that! Because you are the only you there is!! You're deeply loved and made for a purpose!!! These dark days hurt so much! I know! I cry in a ball a lot to!!! But there's Help, hope, and light! Can you see a counselor? Will your parents let you? I hope this message helps you at least know you're to amazing to not be here anymore! I'm glad you're to scared to listen to the lies in your head!! Which is what they are! The TRUTH is - you're loved! Your special! You're worth so much just because you are you!!!!! Here is one more hug!!