Anxious for my life to change
I feel stupid.
@ambitiousTalker2046
But you're not stupid! ❤️
Really low
@reliableShip4593
Here's my hand...I'm helping you up a little higher. HUG!!!
I feel like a shadow in the world. Only when people look backward or down. Thats when they see. Maybe noticed only when they need something. A fighter who's punches only hits air. While my depression hits with 100% accuracy. I locked myself away today after work and shed tears. I rather have a gunshot then feel this way. Im not suicidal. I rather just have onset then everyday pain. Praying and reach for stars, while standing on this Earth.
@adaptableHouse4111
I think what really matters is the fact that you consider urself as a fighter....and so maybe today is a bit low....but we can surely fight for our own hapiness!!keep fighting dear!!
@adaptableHouse4111
Hug!!! You're not alone. And I agree, you're a fighter. "When the dark comes crashing in, you will rise and start again, you will be found. You are not alone." HUG!
@adaptableHouse4111 Im probably the sweetest person yall. I know I been dealing with depression all my life. Ive had a ruff two years. I cant really explain the severity. Im learning more threw you all and this site to improve. I feel a little better when I get my kids. Im thankful for all the kind words.
Hopeful
I'm feeling so enthusiastic and energetic
!,Have a good day lads!
In high spirits
i feel alone, i am alone, there is no one here. the only person i see cannot stand to see me. i want to be hopeful, i want to be the fighter, i had so much energy and so many smiles once, happy feelings seem so long ago. i have dug myself into such a deep pit, and today i am not sure i will ever get out.
@energeticBalloon8873
I'm sorry to hear this. I understand because I feel this so much to. The truth is we aren't alone. I'm writing you, you are reading this, you aren't alone. I'm not alone. I know God loves you and He loves me. I don't know if you like outside things, but the clouds in the sky where I am at, are so beautiful today! They aren't storm clouds! Hug!! I hope you can look up and see beautiful clouds - and the sun and warm light and hope!! You are loved! Hug! Hug!!!
Pleased with myself I have overcome my paranoid thoughts.. I see and feel myself changing. Sometimes I still get anxious but it is a start. :)
Scared. I hallucinated a lot today. I heard my husband's friend making fun of me. They are calling me stupid. Imitating my giggles. I asked my husband if he heard them calling me stupid. He said no. I hate it when this happens but they never made fun of me before. I am so confused. Either way I am in a bad position. If they did say bad things about me, they are bad people. If they didn't then I am hallucinating. I don't know what to do. I am so confused... help... my listener is not responding. I am scared
@Lonelykate stop thinking too much. Ignore them. Dont focus on whatever they say about u. Especially if its not true. Focus on something productive. Make yourself busy. Have a great day. Hugs
@Dumbmoi
thanks dumbmoi. I found a new listener. We concluded that I am not stupid. Why do you call yourself dumbmoi?
