Apprehensive.
Last night I told my girlfriend about my real situation.
I told her about my inexperience, my anxiety, the fact that I can hardly leave the house to do anything, even though I have omitted it very well.
I do not know how she'll deal with it, if it's too much for her, whether she's going to want me just as a friend, or whether we're going to be able to stay together and deal with it.
Extremely anxious!!!!
Anxious and depressed
I am fine right now!!! Yaaayy
@Totheskyandbeyond Keep it up!
Unwanted. I can tell when someone doesn't want me. I'm not stupid. And it hurts even more. Is it just me, why ? Why do I need Constant affection, if I don't I become distant- broken, & hurt. It's my fault, always my fault. I hurt every day. I'm broken now.
@LadyExo - I know the feeling, it's actually why I joined this app in hopes of maybe talking to people with similar feelings or just talking to a lister. I haven't quite pushed myself to talk to a listener but I will get there.. I think these are just self inflected feelings sometimes we make things more than what they are and tend to make them worse by assuming. I'm hoping to learn ways to control my emotions and feel better about myself.
Invigorated. I'm trying to set aside any future planning and just live in the moment, and I've been happier the more I've come to accept it.
Hi, everyone. I am sad.. It's morning in here.
I feel fed up.
Right now... Awfully bad... Why does my family treat so bad? I just don't get it.
Alienated from most of society. I don't feel like I can amount to anything or feel as if I'm 'normal'.