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Can you feel it?

March 15th, 2023


When I was younger (about 12 years ago from today), I was very involved with compiling a book called Can you feel it? {It never got fully compiled -I could not feel satisfied with it no matter how many revisions I did to it😜}


I did not have anyone at that time to share my world with, so I started expressing my philosophy and perspectives toward life through my abstract writings. {I like to say things in indirect/philosophical ways!}


Sharing the book intro below. [I still like reading it, makes me think I always had this spirit in me to gift something to the world through my existence!]

The original name was Fister (a fictional name). In fact, Fister was also my original username at 7cups. Later, when someone said they find Fister name offensive, I came up with fristo😀


F͏r͏i͏s͏t͏o͏ w͏a͏n͏t͏s͏ t͏o͏ s͏h͏a͏r͏e͏ a͏n͏y͏t͏h͏i͏n͏g͏ a͏n͏d͏ e͏v͏e͏r͏y͏t͏h͏i͏n͏g͏ i͏n͏ h͏i͏m͏. H͏e͏ h͏a͏s͏ b͏e͏e͏n͏ a͏l͏o͏n͏e͏, h͏a͏s͏ f͏e͏l͏t͏ n͏e͏g͏l͏e͏c͏t͏e͏d͏, a͏n͏d͏ r͏e͏a͏l͏l͏y͏ w͏a͏n͏t͏s͏ a͏n͏ e͏s͏c͏a͏p͏e͏. B͏e͏i͏n͏g͏ a͏n͏ a͏l͏o͏n͏e͏ p͏e͏r͏s͏o͏n͏, Fr͏i͏s͏t͏o͏ d͏i͏s͏c͏o͏v͏e͏r͏s͏ a͏ w͏h͏o͏l͏e͏ n͏e͏w͏ w͏o͏r͏l͏d͏ w͏h͏i͏c͏h͏ p͏r͏o͏b͏a͏b͏l͏y͏ w͏a͏s͏ u͏n͏s͏e͏e͏n͏ t͏i͏l͏l͏ i͏t͏ r͏e͏a͏c͏h͏e͏d͏ F͏r͏i͏s͏t͏o͏.


F͏r͏i͏s͏t͏o͏ a͏l͏w͏a͏y͏s͏ a͏s͏k͏s͏ q͏u͏e͏s͏t͏i͏o͏n͏s͏ w͏i͏t͏h͏i͏n͏ h͏i͏m͏s͏e͏l͏f͏ a͏b͏o͏u͏t͏ h͏o͏w͏, w͏h͏y͏, a͏n͏d͏ w͏h͏e͏r͏e͏ i͏s͏ hum͏a͏n͏k͏i͏n͏d͏? W͏h͏y͏ a͏r͏e͏ w͏e͏ a͏l͏i͏v͏e͏? A͏n͏d͏ t͏h͏e͏s͏e͏ q͏u͏e͏s͏t͏i͏o͏n͏s͏ a͏r͏e͏ a͏l͏w͏a͏y͏s͏ a͏c͏c͏o͏m͏p͏a͏n͏i͏e͏d͏ b͏y͏ e͏x͏p͏e͏r͏i͏e͏n͏c͏e͏s͏ t͏h͏a͏t͏ F͏r͏i͏s͏t͏o͏ c͏a͏l͏l͏s͏ 'u͏n͏f͏o͏r͏g͏e͏t͏t͏a͏b͏l͏e͏', 'u͏n͏i͏m͏a͏g͏i͏n͏a͏b͏l͏e͏'.


F͏r͏i͏s͏t͏o͏ s͏t͏a͏r͏t͏s͏ t͏o͏ u͏s͏e͏ 'w͏r͏i͏t͏i͏n͏g͏' a͏s͏ a͏ t͏o͏o͏l͏ t͏o͏ s͏h͏a͏r͏e͏ h͏i͏s͏ 'u͏n͏f͏o͏r͏g͏e͏t͏t͏a͏b͏l͏e͏' w͏o͏r͏l͏d͏. F͏r͏i͏s͏t͏o͏ w͏r͏i͏t͏e͏s͏, a͏n͏d͏ w͏r͏i͏t͏e͏s͏ m͏o͏r͏e͏, a͏n͏d͏ w͏r͏i͏t͏e͏s͏ e͏v͏e͏n͏ m͏o͏r͏e͏. O͏n͏e͏ d͏a͏y͏, F͏r͏i͏s͏t͏o͏ r͏e͏a͏l͏i͏s͏e͏s͏, w͏h͏y͏ n͏o͏t͏ 'c͏o͏m͏p͏i͏l͏e͏' e͏v͏e͏r͏y͏t͏h͏i͏n͏g͏ u͏p͏ a͏n͏d͏ m͏a͏k͏e͏ a͏ w͏o͏n͏d͏e͏r͏f͏u͏l͏ 'd͏r͏e͏a͏m͏ b͏o͏o͏k͏'?


T͏h͏a͏t͏'s͏ w͏h͏e͏r͏e͏ F͏r͏i͏s͏t͏o͏ s͏t͏a͏r͏t͏s͏ d͏r͏e͏a͏m͏i͏n͏g͏ m͏o͏r͏e͏ a͏b͏o͏u͏t͏ h͏i͏s͏ d͏r͏e͏a͏m͏ w͏o͏r͏l͏d͏. H͏e͏ c͏o͏m͏p͏i͏l͏e͏s͏, b͏u͏t͏ i͏s͏ u͏n͏s͏a͏t͏i͏s͏f͏i͏e͏d͏, a͏n͏d͏ s͏o͏ m͏o͏r͏e͏ i͏d͏e͏a͏s͏ c͏o͏m͏e͏ u͏p͏, a͏n͏d͏ h͏e͏ c͏o͏m͏p͏i͏l͏e͏s͏ a͏g͏a͏i͏n͏, a͏n͏d͏ t͏h͏e͏ p͏r͏o͏c͏e͏s͏s͏ g͏o͏e͏s͏ o͏n͏ f͏o͏r͏ m͏a͏n͏y͏ m͏a͏n͏y͏ d͏a͏y͏s͏, u͏n͏t͏i͏l͏ h͏e͏ d͏i͏s͏c͏o͏v͏e͏r͏s͏ t͏h͏e͏ b͏o͏o͏k͏ as͏ f͏i͏n͏a͏l͏l͏y͏ 'r͏e͏a͏d͏y͏'. F͏i͏s͏t͏e͏r͏ i͏s͏ f͏e͏e͏l͏i͏n͏g͏ g͏o͏o͏d͏ f͏o͏r͏ h͏e͏ f͏e͏e͏l͏s͏ t͏h͏a͏t͏ h͏e͏ h͏a͏s͏ p͏r͏e͏p͏a͏r͏e͏d͏ a͏ g͏i͏f͏t͏ t͏o͏ b͏e͏ s͏h͏a͏r͏e͏d͏ a͏n͏d͏ h͏e͏ s͏e͏e͏s͏ h͏i͏s͏ w͏o͏r͏l͏d͏ b͏e͏i͏n͏g͏ e͏x͏p͏l͏o͏r͏e͏d͏ a͏n͏d͏ l͏i͏v͏e͏d͏ b͏y͏ n͏o͏t͏ only p͏e͏o͏p͏l͏e͏, n͏o͏t͏ o͏n͏l͏y͏ a͏l͏l͏ c͏r͏e͏a͏t͏u͏r͏e͏s͏, b͏u͏t͏ t͏h͏e͏ v͏e͏r͏y͏ a͏i͏r͏ a͏r͏o͏u͏n͏d͏ h͏i͏m͏, s͏o͏m͏e͏t͏h͏i͏n͏g͏ w͏h͏i͏c͏h͏ h͏e͏ c͏a͏l͏l͏s͏ 'h͏i͏s͏', n͏o͏ w͏r͏o͏n͏g͏, 'o͏u͏r͏' u͏n͏i͏v͏e͏r͏s͏e͏.


S͏o͏ h͏e͏r͏e͏ i͏s͏ F͏r͏i͏s͏t͏o͏ a͏n͏d͏ h͏i͏s͏ 'u͏n͏f͏o͏r͏g͏e͏t͏t͏a͏b͏l͏e͏' w͏o͏r͏l͏d͏ u͏n͏f͏o͏l͏d͏e͏d͏ i͏n͏ t͏h͏e͏ f͏o͏l͏l͏o͏w͏i͏n͏g͏ p͏a͏g͏e͏s͏ w͏i͏t͏h͏ h͏i͏s͏ f͏i͏r͏s͏t͏ p͏r͏e͏s͏e͏n͏t͏ t͏o͏ t͏h͏e͏ w͏o͏r͏l͏d͏.


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User Profile: Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Sunisshiningandsoareyou March 15th, 2023

@Fristo

Aww would've loved to see the compiled version too, Fristo, this was brilliant, finding a way to "escape"~ finding a beautiful way to escape, and finding a purpose within that escape. You yourself are a gift to the world, be assured anything you have to share wouldn't be any less either! ❤

User Profile: YourCaringConfidant
YourCaringConfidant March 15th, 2023

I agree with 🌞. You are amazing! That was a lovely, beautiful read right there. Great job, Fristo. Hope you share more with us! ♡

User Profile: yaskou01
yaskou01 March 15th, 2023

hey Fristo, nice talk, great imagination, hope you share with us the compiled version❤️

March 15th, 2023


I'll be posting only those parts that have positive effects on me even today.


The following inspires me to keep the inner child alive. A child is joyful in the simplest of things around it. It does not need big reasons to feel joyful. It finds magic in anything and everything.


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March 15th, 2023


I had written the following to teach children at a ngo about rhymes. It's also the poem that got appreciation with the first prize I ever received in a poetry competition. It was one of my first feelings of being appreciated. {More than the poem, perhaps the judges enjoyed my introduction to the poem: because that made the poem make so much more sense.}


Each stanza reechoes this same idea: 'may we open the tap?' 'may we allow ourselves to be ourselves?' 'may we have faith in our true path?' 'may we listen to the inner child and follow our childlike spirit?'



Can we open the tap?


Can we open the tap?

Water will flow

There will be no gap

We will glow


Can we open the tap?

Mystery color will shine

It will come out like a zap

We will be very fine


Can we open the tap?

Water will hit the surface

Nothing like a yap

But something like a smiling face


Can we open the tap?

Let's get under

Just like sap

We will feel the thunder


Can we open the tap?

Let it come to us

We will be having our pap

Without any fuss


Can we open the tap?

It's our place

We will have a nap

In our space