Say what you'd most like to hear...
Sometimes we just need to hear a certain phrase for us to feel comforted and happy.
Say something to yourself that you'd most like to hear right now. 
You can let go now. I love you enough to not want you to suffer anymore. I know your body is broken. I know your heart hurts. But more than that, I know since your coma, there is a longing in your spirit you just can't explain. Guess what? You don't have to. I don't expect you to live your life day by day, pill by pill, hurting. I want you instead, to move ahead. Go through to the next beautiful stage of being, of learning, of feeling. You always say we are only the whispers of goodness and thought we leave behind, I am that for you Mom, so I am ok. Go. I won't be mad. I won't be sad or devestated. I won't hold it against you. I love you. I'm sorry you got this disease. I'm sorry so many do. I'm sorry we throw so much money at it only to pretend there is no cure; just so we can make pharmaceutical companies rich. I'm sorry people like you suffer because of it. Thank you for my life. Thank you for my dreams. Thank you for driving me to be the strong and capable man that I am becoming. Go now, Mom, I am ok. You have my permission. No more meds. Go on, go.....
You can have your notebook back! It has everything you learned, so you can keep it.
It's ok not to accomplish everything you wanted to accomplish. I forgive you for failing. It's ok to fail. It's ok to tend to yourself first. It's very important to feed your soul before trying to help others. Please continue trying to take care of yourself. We love you no matter what.
Youre not a bad or evil person for making mistakes or doing less than your best. It is unreasonable to expect the best of yourself all the time. It's important to rest and relax and have fun. Go sleep so you can do well at work tomorrow!
- Just because you gained some weight two months ago, doesn't mean your fat. In fact you are actually still in a healthy weight range. Your body shouldn't define your self worth, even though throughout all your life you have been praised for having a slim/hour glass figure over really anything else about yourself. That's why you are taking this hard...because for more than 10 years now that's been to other people their first impression/good comment of you. But well fuck them-because there is more to you than your figure, and together we will try to get healthier this year by doing more excercise once you get back from your trip.
- I know you are disappointed that some people in your life didn't wish you a happy birthday or did it late this year. I know it confirms your thoughts that you are unworthy of attention and care because of your lack of achievement this year. But again fuck everyone...
- I know you wish more people noticed your hair but again fuck them for being oblivious to the fact that part of its dark blue...
In short people suck, fuck everyone, and try to live
Its ok to be lonely. Its super ok to be tired. Its alright to have a temper tantrum or meltdown. It sucks that other people cant see this is happening. Its painful to feel unseen. I hope you can find a way to talk about your struggles soon.
Your parents treat you with no respect.
You are kind.
You aren't a loser in life...you are just going at a different pace than others. If anyone makes you feel bad about it-just picture them miserable and rotting in hell. They don't deserve to be in your company, anyway.
You are different. Just find yourself and interests. If you really want to leave this college do leave. If really like that guy, I will not embrass you go ahead and talk to him. It is your last month here and do make the most of it as it were your last day. Take care of yourself and do me a favour, no actually yourself get of that computer screen and exercise. You dont have to do anything just because anyone is doing it. Dont be Cookie cutter. Be Unique and do stand up for your beliefs. Pursue the subjects that you love. If you want to start your own brand or charity doo it.
i believe in you
