Hard time not reaching out
I’m having a hard time tonight. I keep thinking about reaching out to my ex that left me. I’m not feeling well and had a bit of a panic attack earlier and just wanted the one that knew me best there with me to hold me. I keep coming so close to asking him to come by. I know he broke up with me, but part of me keeps holding onto him and hoping that he will reach out to me some day. I wish I didn’t think like this anymore. I just don’t want to do anything stupid like begging him to want me or to come over.
@djhmbtr
i’ve been writing in my journal each time i want to talk to him and saying what i want to say to him to my journal. it’s helped me i hope it can maybe help you. break ups are awful. you got this.
@iwillbeokay1234 thank you. I’ll give it a try. You’ve got this too
@djhmbtr Thanks for reaching out! I can sense the feelings for your ex is extremely strong although it was not your choice to break up. You find a connection to him and that’s ok. Maybe that connection has potential to be a friendship. I’m sorry things did not turn out as you wanted and hope there is a recovery in your relationship and that both of you are happy with whatever decision. You are welcome to communicate with any listener on this site 1-1 or communicate in a member community room on this site. 😊