I’m going to leave my child’s father

My child’s father (A, 21) cheated on me for over half my pregnancy. Everything was fine until I found out about it, I haven’t been the same since. There were minor things here and there, questions about his true sexuality because I had found concerning things in his phone history, If im even the right gender for him. We don’t get along anymore like we used to. Im bitter from him cheating, he’s bitter because im bitter. It’s a lose lose. I don’t know if he’s still cheating, but I have some reason to believe he still is.

i have this friend (R, 19 f) and R is a really good friend to me. I went to the bar with some other girlfriends of mine and went home with them instead of drunk driving to my shared home with A. R texted me the next morning asking why I didn’t go home the previous night. I never told her I didn’t go home, who did ? The whole day I contemplated on how R knew but I didn’t ask her. Instead I’d talk with A about it n I even asked a few times if he had talked to her n told her, as R will often text A if she can’t get ahold of me (it’s never been anything more than that). Well A denied ever speaking to her and didn’t know how she knew. So I finally asked R, and what do you know, A told her.

but the kicker? Neither one of them have the conversation in their phone anymore. A admitted finally that they spoke but he said he deleted it bc he didn’t want me to get mad… I’ve never been mad at R texting him to check on me before. It’s literally never been a problem. I’m getting major red flags from the both of them at this point. And I’m done with this man doing me the way he does. It will never matter how much money a man has, I will not stay where I am not valued. I may be reaching by leaving him over the lying and the suspicion I have, but I’ve already stayed after he cheated on me consecutively and ruining my shots of enjoying my pregnancy with my rainbow baby. And lying is a big no no for me, I can’t stand a liar.