sad

We have had quite a few break ups and always make up, but I'm wondering did it really end this time, and is it really all my fault?

My boyfriend is beautiful, his heart, his compassion, his caring nature, his eyes, his smile, his love.

I can't let this go and there's nothing I can do at the moment because his phone is physically off.

I miss him.

I've been crying on and off all morning.

He's more than just a boyfriend; he's been my best friend for a while now.

This hurts so much. My love for him will not be replaced.

We were planning on having a baby and getting married and I went and talked to someone he doesn't like, and now we're here. I want him back. I made a huge mistake. I feel so alone :'(((

I know we will make up, but I wish he was here RIGHT now, because my heart is aching.