Salutations

My name is Summer and I am new to this community because I struggle with relationships which has been on-going for me since day 1. For me they come and go and if I do get into a close relationship, they tend of be short-term. The most recent one has been over 2 years in which I have really bonded with a nice lady. The last longest was 8 years long but it was toxic,

I am also here because I often find myself in situations where I tend to be the outsider because others don't like me because of this or that.