I let my fear control me
I'm scared of getting hurt again, like anyone. My issue is that I let that fear control me. I act toxic and manipulative towards my boyfriend because I'm scared of getting hurt and instead attempt controlling whether he loves me or not. It's a huge issue, and I'm creating a self-fulfilling prophecy situation. I know there is no need to let my fear control me, but I don't know how to stop it.
@JessHen
you are making progress in knowing it is fear that is your issue ...
The one thing in life that is constant is change and the inability .......to stop that.
the next step is to face your fear and embrace the what ifs....
i used to fear everything............ afraid to go a different route to something .... once you turn down a different path .......find at the end of a winding path it ends up in the same place you know then you are no longer afraid of it.......
