I want to call her out on her bs

calling my so called friend out on her bs.

I understand she is in a new relationship. with my best friend, who happens to be my ex boyfriend.

She tells me she does not want to come between my friend and me. him and I use to hang out after work some nights just watching TV and movies. sometimes on our nights off we head to the movies. . ( exactly the same as before we were dating, exactly the same as when we're dating). Oh we like to play fighting games too.

my ex is afraid to loose me as a friend... since he is trying to be kind to me.

I know it will bother me for some time. Knowing I wasn't enough for him as a girlfriend. I know our relationship has to Change. I only ask one thing from them.. don't do a tonsillectomy on each other in front of me..

I completely expect them to hug, kiss, be playful with each other in front of me.. yeah it will hurt me for some time.. he has been my only boyfriend. ..ever. and I don't meet people easily. ...

well she has come in between my friend and me.

plans we had, during a time where she wouldn't be available, have been cancelled caues it bothers her me spending time with him.

plans that were in place, BEFORE I introduced them.

I get she has a set DAY schedule. . and his and mine are more screwed up (we work retail). I understand they some of the times him and I would meet up would go by the way side.. They need time together to find out if this thing they have works.

what I do not fully understand is why, when it's a time she wouldn't be able to join us, the plans have to be cancelled.

why does she have to tell me about a 5 hour make out session.

why does she claim I'm like a sister to her and then hurt me with stories of what they have done together. they have done alot more them me and he did .. (im physically not able to go do a lot of things.. and he knew that when we started dating )

why would she ask me to come over to hand out then spend most of the time on the phone with him (she demanded calls, no texting ) laughing having a good time... ​​​ .