Mom blew me off three times today and the last time she said "too much detail for a small thing" story related

Background: 

I have basically a non-existent community outside of my church (And a friend who lives nearby) thanks to my old day program being only online now permeant since 2020. I don't' have a web camera so i can't easy participate as if it was in-person program.  The local sister program is way to crowded for my taste and I have a completely other problem about   that has nothing to do with this story. 

 I do  want to try a non-mental health day program but it's cost $90/day and it's difficult to get too. It's in Pickwick I would have to take the Go train from my town to Pickering and then take a bus to get to the program.  i probably don't qualify for Special transit service (a special bus picks me up from the home and takes me to a bus stop which then transports me to the program building area or vice versa)  because I can walk on good days 11 blocks to bus stops.   My Mom doesn't think I will "Fit in there".       My mom wants me to try the local day program (not the sister one I mention from my old program) but one that is operated by the same people who does the summer camp.   But the point is my community is non-existent so it leaves me with only Mom to talk too everyday except for Wednesday when I go to church for my volunteer job. 

Story: 

So today Mom either blew me off or was rude to me all day today.   I was looking up potential movies for us to go see together because the plays in Toronto are lacking this year outside of Toronto's Agatha Christe Mousetrap play.   In Hamilton there's only two plays we're interest in seeing Joseph....Dreamcoat and Madiltida in the 2026-2027 season.    So when I tried to tell Mom of some ideas of movies- she blew me off  "Dad needs me (her) to do work"   

Later I was looking up something else in Hamilton and I discover their ghost walks. So i went downstairs where Mom was making supper and I said this: "If we could find a reason to stay overnight in Hamilton we could go on one of their ghost walks as long as we book tickets in advance".   Mom's response was "Do we have to argue about it now?"    How in the H E double hockey sticks was I arguing ? I was just was suggesting an idea again!

Last time- I was telling Mom about some people being stupid about something Harry Potter related (7th book particular) and "too much detail over a smell detail"  (Even though the thing in question isn't a "small detail"- it's related to Bill Weasly and Secret keeper in DH)   but as I said I have next to nobody to talk to except Mom.   IT hurt my feelings so much I cried in the bathroom because I was that upset she blew me off tor the third time today.  I had to come up and write this post because I was that upset.