Moments of clarity cont.

As i was saying, so if our marriage had any hope at all. Would she "need to figure it out"...at this point, i dont think so. She also told me at one point "she has love FOR me but is not in love with me" Is that recoverable? Based on all the things i just mentioned and how she has been acting, i dont think its truly possible outside of a miracle. Through all this torment of dealing with this all happening blatently in front of my face, and the almost total isolation in my own home my love meter has hit about an 8th of a tank...an continues to decrease daily. That seems like a valid reaction to my particular situation. The love for my son is as strong as it has ever been. Im so sorry to him and for him. Did me opening the door to this possibility earn me this punishment? Im not sure anymore, but i do know that no matter the situation...i would never have done this to her. The real question: is me only fighting for this marriage for a little over 1 week and then giving up make me a weak man? Im not sure, i have fought pretty damn hard but have seen very little if any progress on her part. This man is clinging to her but tells her "as long as shes happy, he dosnt care how this plays out" should i feel the same way? Im ready to jump ship or so to speak. I cant take this anymore, my heart is shattered and continues to break more every tim i see her texting on her phone or wearing her earbuds...