Recently became a single mom

And boy, I'm struggling. Asking my ex to move out was hard, but after 3 yrs together and 1 child (2 yr ) I've come to the conclusion that, he just doesn't love me. He was just with me because of our kid "doing the right thing" but he was just a lazy mama's boy that wanted me to do everything while he just sat there drinking his beer. 🙄

I had to cook, clean, get groceries, laundry, take care of our child, work full-time and he barely touched me. He was just....there.

I kept hoping that he would change. Come around, and help me without being asked to. Take me out on a date here and there....or like hug me without asking him to.

I did love the man. But I had to let him go because I just didn't feel loved or wanted by him.

And after 4 months of being out of my house, he told me he was going to start dating again.

I'm struggling because.... I'm going to be a single mom while he gets to live his life being a part time father. I love my child but I can't help but to feel angry that he was just with he wasting my time for the last 3 years. He never wanted a family or me. I can't even think about dating anyone. My focus is my kid. And his is dating?

I feel so bitter.