She will never see, or reply, so I'm leaving it here.
It hurts so much more than I can put into words. Its so hard to believe that you're the one to hurt me so much the one who cared about me so much before and now that you don’t care at all. The pain is overwhelming, and the worst part is that it makes me question everything we shared. Was it ever real? Was it all just in my head? Just the fact that I’m even asking myself this, it cuts deeper than anything else.
My chest feels so heavy, like I can barely breathe anymore. I can’t remember the last time I felt light, or free, or just normal. Everything feels suffocating. And yet even in this pain, I still find myself looking at you with such love as if nothing happened as if you’re still the person I’ve always known. I can't explain why I can’t stop loving you, even when it hurts like this. It's like every part of me, every cell in my body, refuses to believe anything bad about you, refuses to let go of the love I still feel.
I just don’t understand why it’s so hard to let go even when I know it’s breaking me.
@SilentAnchorForYou
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It's hard because you loved.
You invested.
You believed
You saw.
You gave your all .
You cared.
It doesn't just stop but in time you'll heal, and you'll see you deserved the same back!
💕💜
Outside of my ex caring, I feel like I wrote this. I'm currently crushed by a very recent break up. I still love her to death.
I'm so sorry you're going through this too. The pain is indescribable. The torment is never-ending.
I'm here if you'd like to talk. We're not alone in this struggle.
I'm sorry my friend
I am sorry for the pain and hurt you are going through.
I know it feels never ending but it will fade with time thou it may never go away like a scar .
I know you will question everything how you felt how she felt what you might feel.
It's not you it's her. Your love was real , your effort , your time . It was enough . You are enough . She just couldn't handle it and that's on her.
Let go block and cut her off don't leave yourself that avenue to go back and hurt yourself over and over.
Here is you need be..take care
🫂🖤❤️
There is no “fixing” required, only patience and love. The right people, opportunities, and chapters will come in their own time. For now, trust that the pain will lessen, the lessons will remain, and you’ll once again laugh for no reason at all.
You are enough right now
I hear the depth of your hurt in every word, and I just want to acknowledge how heavy this must feel for you. When love shifts or is lost, it can feel like the ground disappears beneath you, leaving questions that don’t have easy answers. It makes sense that you’re still holding on. Love doesn’t simply switch off, even when it hurts.
I speak from experience as the survivor of my wife's two affairs and as someone recovering from codependency and hyper vigilance. I'm in the middle of that feeling there with you!
But please know that the way you’re feeling is not a weakness, but a sign of how deeply and wholeheartedly you loved. That is a beautiful part of who you are, even though it feels unbearable right now. With time, compassion for yourself, and support, this pain won’t always feel so consuming. I'm starting a personal betterment journey myself and finding so much light and joy outside of the happiness and contentment I used to always try to find from my partner.
Also, always don’t have to carry this alone. Reaching out, even just here, shows strength. Sending you warmth, gentleness, and the hope that your heart finds peace, strength, and step by step toward a new and whole future.