What’s in a hug?

I had a really good hug the other day from one of my guy friends. It was his idea I woke up sad really I was in a sad mood because of him. Plus the thought of coming into of my job made me upset. I did not tell him this. He asked me what was wrong. I was putting things up in my area. He made a extra effort to come over and talk to me. All was able to tell him was “everything.”  He told me he hoped my day got better and what could he do to make it better? Would a hug help? I told him yes. It started off clumsy I think we were both nervous. The hug as wonderful he hugged me tightly. I hugged back I felt lost in it. It last at least a minute. He rubbed my back then patted it. Almost like “oh yeah we are at work I almost forgot.” I know I forgot we just looked at each other right after. He’s like “I bet that looked weird on the security cameras.” I laughed and said “who cares.” He watched me put away the rest of my things. He walk with me a little he said it will be a good day I’m here I said yeah. He went away soon after. 

Well he has a girlfriend. Ha okay I didn’t know that. I had a suspicion but we do really really like each other. I deleted him off social media. I’m upset at him he said “he wanted me not to be sad and to be happy.” That’s why he hugged me. I told him I wasn’t happy now.

We have tension now this happened monday. I can’t let it go I’ve let his behavior go before. He always wants my attention even when he has nothing to say to me. I’m really reading in between the lines in this. 

I feel sadder than before wish it never happened so things can just be normal.