Help understanding

I don't understand what I do wrong.

Was just talking about the new 90s show, he knows I didn't really watch and didn't like that 70s show.

He was just telling me about it and I was listening I didn't know who a person was on it so was trying to think and was confused. Then not even sure because it doesn't really matter it's a TV show.

I said a few things and then said I tried to watch it and get into it but never could, even when I started smoking weed it didn't make it any funnier.

He said it wasn't just a weed show and tons of people like it I always just have to go on and on when I hate something over a few comments not really full on hating like I sometimes can do.

The only point I was trying to make was I didn't like other shows when I started smoking weed and then found them funny but didn't with this. I felt like he didn't understand so said I don't think you understood what I was saying, but said he did.

I have trouble communicating and have been trying to make sure I'm understood because I don't feel like I am a lot.

I do have strong opinions and probably do hate on things more than I should ..but I'm also trying to work on myself and being able to talk more and feel like I'm understood.

Basically I started crying over this and feel like *** now.

Was having an ok day and trying to do house chores I usually have a hard time with because of depression or anxiety but now I lost all that motivation.