It was me not you

I miss the person i was when I was with you.

I did give my all to you, but didn't know that it's not all you

I thought you got me, i got you.

But didn't realise it was me not you.

Maybe i was too quick to recognise you and think i am lucky i find someone like you.

Maybe i was too unrealistic blinded in the emotion,

I thought you are ship who came to get me out of ocean.

I didn't see it was just you, so kind.

It was the only me who was blind.

I know it's not all your fault, it was just me.

You was trying to be just kind and friendly , and i thought it's me.

It's quite a little hard getting out of that dark,

Which will leaves some permanent mark.

I know you was there when I needed you,

And i am the all bad it's not true.

I was little scared , confused and i had no clue.

I was trying to escape my pain and i am sorry I choose you.

I am. Sorry for toxicity i created in your life,

I know you will never admit it but i want to sorry for strife.

Aannd soooo much things to ask sorry for and so much things to be thankful.

At end i was just trying to be helpful.

This is all my feelings and i will never share it with you.

But i still want to tell you something that now i am all new.