Late night thinking
I’ll never meet another person like you, and kills me to know that it’s true. I’ve never met a single person in my life who I have fallen for so deeply. You’re the only I want, the only person I crave or desire. But… it’s not the same the other way. While I can’t go at times 30 minutes to an hour without thinking about you, you can go days without thinking about me.
it’s always like this you know. No matter what I always fall in love with someone but they never fall in love with me. Why am I so unlovable romantically to the people I’m in love with? Why can I fall in love with someone so easily but they never feel the same for me? Most times I can move on and be alright with it. But this time… it’s different. its been over two years now since you told me we are just a friendship and it still eats me away to this day.
I fall more and more for you each day and I just don’t know why? Ive never loved someone as much as I love you and it kills me everyday to know we won’t be together. And to know we go on dates together, go on adventures as a romantic couple together, sleep in the same bed together, have our own house together, have our own kids together, and live out the rest of our lives together.
I love you Peyton, and I just don’t know what to do anymore… :(
if you got this far thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts, I appreciate it a lot.
@sensibleApple9556 .. Hello I am Tye..
I am so sorry you are going through this and your heart is aching so badly <3
It is hard to love someone so much and we can not be with them and then try and go on and realize that there will be someone else that comes along when we least expect it.. or it could end up working out we just never know what is in our future right.
As someone who has been married 3 times lol yes 3 times ! I can testify to the fact that love does find it's way back around if not with the person we love or are in love with. I have now been with my 3rd hubby since 1994 !! :) so love does come around again and again and sometimes it happens when we are not searching or waiting for it too.
You are a kind loving person I can see this by your post and you do love this Peyton very much .. you are hurting and your feelings are very valid and I feel so bad for you . I so wish that I could fix this all for you but I can't , just know over time the pain will ease and your heart will be filled again with love for someone else or one never knows this person may have a change of heart..
They are a very lucky person who loves with them so much and I do hope they realize this soon <3 if not then their loss and sadly yours also but once again open your heart and soul for someone else to find their way in because it will happen again . I know myself . <3
Take care and Please know we all care here about everyone and we have many training guides and forum post along with chatrooms and listeners..
Tye <3