Pregnant and stressed

Hello, I’m new to this thread.

i just wanted to share what I’m going through and how can I overcome.

i just recently found out I’m pregnant by my ex who no longer really wants to deal with me at all because of our past history well he pretty much blames it all on me because I cheated and lied and talked to guys throughout the relationship. This year and last year I’ve been trying to get back with him but the trust is gone and I’m not really sure what to do?

im thinking I’m going to end up being a single mom. He’s pushing me to do an abortion but I don’t really believe in that and I got family and his family willing to help me. He thinks I’m not fit to raise my first kid. I understand all this was unexpected but this will change my whole life. I made a few mistakes and i learned from them. This is much bigger and definitely a learning lesson.