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My bf told me he was suicidal and absolutely refused to get help. I did everything I was supposed to, calling the crisis line and telling a member of his family as they told me to. I tried to make him feel loved, and encouraged him to see a professional because the lady on the crisis line said it was essential he speak to someone.

His mom did nothing for several days other than speak to an RN. I knew my bf would feel betrayed I hadnt told him Id told her (Id wanted to give her time). I was very uncomfortable keeping that secret, so I told him after speaking with her the second time.

He was livid, saying my best intentions were the reason we were still together and saying I put my own views above his privacy. He asked if I hadnt considered exposing his weakness would make him feel more worthless and then told if I could get a refund on my train ticket. Later he apologized and I said Id visit him, but realized I was very uncomfortable visiting because it would normalize the lack of response to his situation and he said my presence would stop his dad from reacting badly to things. My bf got angry and said (not unkindly) that if I couldnt bear his lack of plans to get help then we could break up. After more arguing, I told him I couldnt be in a position of ignoring things while he didnt get help, so we broke up. He called later saying I was his only purpose in life asking if he needed another. I said it was too much pressure, but I love him. What do I do?