Ok this is going to sound crazy...

I am currently struggling and crying every night over the most stupid thing, and I’m going to tell you. So, like a year ago I started talking to this guy on Snapchat. He was extremely good looking and he and I just started out talking as friends and stuff. I would randomly ask him like 101 deep questions all the time to get to know him, and he answered most, but never asked me any back. That’s not a big deal tho. Anyways, a month or so later when we were going to bed, for a few days in a row he would say “goodnight❤️” with a heart and so I would do the same AND THEN like a week later I found out he got a girlfriend and he didn’t seem to want to tell me about her. I assume he started dating her after the hearts he sent me (I hope), but it’s still weird that he started dating her right away after. Anyways, flash forward to a month after or so, they broke up and he still didn’t say anything about it to me. But then he and I started talking a bit more but it was always just as friends and everything. Ok so now like flash forward a year from when I first added him on snap, we start to talk more and more on snap. Then one day (like 2 weeks ago) he send a pic which kinda hinted that he wanted to send some interesting stuff to each other lol and so we started to like tease each other over snap until we were actually sending nudes. Keep in mind that I always thought he was the most innocent person cause he never asked me for nudes once in the whole like year until then. Anyways, I then found out he had a bad side to him also (which I like cause he’s got both) and so during the day everything was chill and innocent and then at night he would ask me when I’d have my hw done so we could send stuff, and it was truly very fun. Ok so that’s when I started to fall for him even more (I never send nudes...I think only ever like one pic to a guy before this, but I thought this guy was special which is why I did it a lot). He also used to be like “dangggg” when I’d send pics of me all dressed up on my birthday cause that was his way of saying I was pretty. And he also told me that he wanted to meet me multiple times and hoped we would someday (he lives in the same state but like 3 hours away from me). Ok so to sorta wrap this all up, after that went on every day for like two weeks, just like 3 days ago he stopped asking for stuff and stopped snapping me much. I know he’s snapping people and could snap me, but he chooses not to. I’m not his #1 bsf on snap either when he’s mine, therefore I know something is up. Did he get a girlfriend all of a sudden again and doesn’t wanna tell me? I confronted him over snap last night and told him he was confusing me and I explained why and I was like maybe I’m just crazy and he was like “you are :)” cause he used to like call me weird and crazy but in a flirty way for a long time so he was doing it again. After that talk he started snapping me more that night and smiling on his snaps to me again, but today he wasn’t. He just went back to the straight face snaps like twice a day and that’s it. No more talking, no more sending...it’s just weird. And what’s stupid is I let that get to me and I’m hurting. I’ve never met him, never heard his voice, probably will never meet him, but somehow I fell for himself rn who he is. I got a chance to get to know him and I rlly seemed to like him, but apparently all he wanted were pics from me. If that’s all he wanted, then why did he wait a year to ask? It’s just stupid. It’s as crazy as liking a tv character, it’ll never happen between he and I... but I guess a part of me just always hoped he’d feel the same and we’d have this cute long distance thing. He and I get along so well and to have him not be the same rlly hurts and I’ve been crying every night since he changed and I don’t know what to do. Now I’m not expecting advice on any of this cause most of y’all will think I’m absolutely crazy for falling for a guy I’ve never met, but I just thought I’d get this off my chest because nobody else would wanna listen. Thank you. I will now go finish crying before I have to go downstairs and see my parents lol