My faith and my other issues.
Trigger warning: sexual stuff and mentions.
so i have some sexual ocds and they really make my life a living nightmare sometimes, most times its dormant but when they do activiate my brain starts saying bad things that i dont like and then i am already always tired and stressed and then my existential intrusive thoughts come in and make me feel sad and terrible
i mean i know troubles are a good thing, it is how Allah(swt) tests a good believer but i dont say im a good believer i very very rarely read Qur'an now and i cant pray on time anymore, sometimes i dont even pray
@Mahd12
I understand how conflicting it can be to balance faith with sexual urges and desires.
It's about honesty.
Balance.
Taking it day by day and not being too hard on yourself 💙
@Amanda84 its not urge or desire its disturbing and unwanted intrusive thoughts
@Mahd12
That sounds tough, it's possible to not let these thoughts take root, music helps me to stop overthinking and to stop thoughts racing through my head 💛
@Mahd12
keep going. you are doing better than me. I also Don't even pray anymore im trying. i Don't read the Quran either. I hope He (swt) makes it easier for us.
