Spending birthday alone
Hi,
Well my birthday is next week and I will be turning 36th year old. For the first time I will be spending alone on my birthday for reasons. I believe my almost 8 year relationship is over. Also would be 8th year anniversary on the same day but life happens. I have been feeling lowest self esteem for a long time. I ask myself why I don't think I'm pretty enough. I can look nice outside but inside I don't think I'm pretty I feel like I'm ugly and I call myself that everyday. I don't like my face, I wish I could lose baby weight, and some reason why I feel like my ex fiance doesn't love, he would always make fun of my face even though he's kidding. I am trying to think I'm not ugly but at the same time I wish my skin color be different too.
@CharmingHumanKidaa
when you are happy with yourself others see it too.
I wonder if it is same in reverse when we see ourselves as unattractive. do not compare do not worry about what others think. It is a new year spending alone can be a start to really love and appreciate all that you are.
You're right, I will definitely work on my self love and I need to think positive about myself too.
@CharmingHumanKidaa
Dont go by what your fiance thinks to determine how you feel about yourself. It sounds like he doesn't deserve you anyway. Let nothing outside yourself make you feel you are not enough. We are each beautiful in our own way and I'm sure you are
Thank you 🙏🏾
That's means everything to me 💯
@CharmingHumanKidaa
Keep it simple
The reality is Pretty or Ugly is just base on preference.
So, it is like for the western ppl they like tan skin, for the eastern ppl or asia they like fair skin.
So, you Pretty or Ugly is depends on the preferences.
Looks also depands on the preferences. Some like square shape, some like oval shape, some like round shape, some like another shape. it is just preferences.