What’s next?
I worry that everything I’m learning or enjoying won’t be the same way as I get older. I feel sometimes trapped in my dreams and picture future being better than it is now. I’m sometimes way too much far away from now or way too much far away behind. I worry that people won’t take me seriously in the things I really love and enjoy. I worry that I won’t make it. I worry that my self consciousness will always take control over me and I won’t be able to do things I wish I could do . I worry a lot but enjoy less. I worry I’m just an uncertain, quite shy, outsider, but still trying to enjoy life my way, person who will any time get exposed and I’ll sink deep down not to come out again. Or at least it’s gonna hurt to put yourself together again and try and try and not to think much about what they will think about me.
@Vio163
We are human so sadly worrying is part of the package!
But please know, we cannot control what is your come, and ultimately we ruin what is Infront of us now, we miss fun, good opportunities, being present in the here and now, that's the only thing we have control over , enjoy everything while you can 💜💕
Thank you!
It sounds like you’ve got a lot of worries in your mind, and that is hard to manage. Towards the end of your post, I noticed that you feel like an outsider and are afraid of being exposed. I hope you know that many people feel similarly and struggle with being okay with themselves. You’re human, and it’s okay to be human. The right supporters and friends will love you for who you are no matter what.
Even if someone thinks negatively of you, I hope you know your value as a human being goes beyond their views. Yes, it hurts, and I will never say otherwise, but you are worthy just as you are.
Thank you!
@Vio163
Worry is a thief.... it steals your time and sometimes your opportunities. Life happens both good and bad. Always being worried about bad....... stops us from experiencing the good as well.
So many think "in the future all of this or that will be easy or accomplished" ..... these thoughts while can be hopeful and motivating.......also lack the road map to get there and we miss taking the right path.
I lost time and chances doing this but i let it go started taking new opportunity and am in a better situation maybe not the exact one I had pictured but it is a a good life.
Thank you!