I just relapsed
I just relapsed after two years of being clean. I don't want to go back. I was keeping it in so well. I don't think i can take it anymore. I want to be helped. i want someone to tell me things would be okay. I want someone to hold me like I am cared for and not like I'm a convenience. I want to be able to express what I feel, without being told to suck it up or to not cry because it's making others sad. *** this ***. I did not choose to go into full panic mode. Can someone please offer me guidance?
@relinquo it is gonna be ok ❤ relapsing is unfortunately a normal thing , so don't be too hard on yourself ❤ your doing extremely well 2 years should be celebrated. I hope you can talk to a doctor and find the support you deserve ❤❤ hugggs you I love you and I care ❤
You should be very proud for being clean for two years,it is not an easy feat! Relapsing is normal, you should seek a doctor's advice and learn from your mistakes:)
@relinquo
I know the feeling, it's hard staying clean when your thoughts take over.
Sounds like you had a slip, rather than a relapse. Get back on course! Everything is going to be okay. I PROMISE!!! Hang in there. People are rooting for you.
@purpleFig3198
Exactly! You got this :D
