First time you ever experimented with self-harm?
I was in 6th grade... my best friend moved away... we were really close. It was kind of an unhealthy relationship. Anyway I went home and broke a mirror and I cut my wrist.... it wasn't very deep...
i have always hit or bit myself to deal with stress or sadness. usually i end up causing some kind of blunt damage to my head when ever i self-harm. im at the point where i dont know any other way to cope with anything.
@parkchau have you started cutting yourself?
@parkchau, since i was a child i use to hurt me, i remember hitting my head through the wall, i cut and bit me to, isn't easy... i don't know why i wrote this ...
I started a few months ago (October, around my birthday). I stopped aftericutto deep. I feel the urge to self harm a lot now, especially before and after bed. I'm greatly concerned about this new desire, but I'm too terrified ofgetting help.
My first time was in 6th grade. It was the only way that I could find to feel something. I had gone through abuse as a kid and was so painfully numb. I still struggle with the urges to continue self harming.
I can't remember when but instead of cutting I did my own piercings. I have 13 and most of them are reminders of past feelings that compelled me to do them. I think I need one more today
I was 12 years old. I don't remember why I cut, but I did it. It wasn't nothing, just a few scratches. I told my mom and I promised her that I will never do it again, that I only wanted to know how it feels. But I lied. This was the biggest lie of my life. I did it again, I did it a lot. And I still doing it.
Just this year.. April.. was heartbroken and out of my mind.. took sleeping pills..
Age 13, after watching the film "Thirteen" where a girl does it. Was so stressful trying to hide it until it healed. Last time I did it was aged 18, I had n eating disorder and ate a whole tub of soft cheese in a day after fasting for 3 days. I felt so guilty about the food that I went too deep with the cut and have a nasty embarrassing scar that I don't think will ever go, still very visible 5 years on xx
I started by just hitting my arm against a wall, then I stopped, however everything got bad and I took the blade out of the sharpener and cut, and I'm still doing so.
Awh, darling.I'm reallysorry to hear that. How are you feeling in yourself?
I'm proud of you for sharing this with everyone, that alone can be hard.You don't deserve to go through this, nobody does sweetheart. Please message me so that I can support you, or at least if you don't need my support, so that I can check you're okay.
You're so so brave!
Stay strong.❤❤❤
I was in tbe 5th grade id been hurt bullied and sad and i saw a pair of scissors and i cut myself it wasnt very deep but it was bleedong it took me a week to try again . Then it got serious