am i gay..
i dont..wanna be gay? yk growing up in a christian household is always..homophobic. im not that. im straight. i had my experiences with lesbian relationships n stuff and i never felt any of that strongly since then but recently ive been being pulled towards someone.theyre genderfluid.but biologically theyre a girl..its not like anything sinful about them is pulling me in like theyre a teenager just like i am but theyre so..i dont know im just being pulled in by it all they told me i love you so much today and my heart genuinely felt so good. i dont know if this is wrong? we grow up learning that its a sin..and deep down in my heart i dont want it to be because i think i genuinely love them this isnt a lust thing. ive beem atrracted to guys too i dont know why this is happening and will i like go to *** for it? ive been asking God for guidance and i know he wont answer when i want him to exactly but he will show me i have faith. but if its not the answer im really hoping for..what do i do next? theres alot of bias on this topic but im just so stressed about it i never thought id be in a situation like this.i question..would God send me to *** for loving another soul and human he created? they say your body dies but your soul doesnt..so doesnt the soul matter more i dont know i really dont but this is really stressing me out what is even going on. please help me im genuinely gonna crashout.
@qtaruinket
Hello.. You want to know if your gay?
I don't think anybody here can answer that question..
You wonder if your going to *** if you live a sinful life?
Only God knows the answer to that question..
You say you don't want to be gay.. well that is your decision and people should respect your preference..
Anyways I find that people are different and beautiful in all kinds of ways inside and out. I hope you don't worry yourself silly over this, I think you'll be ok sooner than later.
I say I like you however you are and I wish you all the best, good luck!🌲
I have studied religion, visited many churches, and have been an interfaith dialogue facilitator. What I have found is that church is like a restaurant. If you go to an Italian restaurant and order gnocchi and its horrible, you dont stop eating Italian food, you just find another restaurant with better food.
Similarly if a church does not practice love only preaches it while rejecting individuals who are different, find another church. There are quite a few out there that not only accept members of the LGBTQ + community, but genuinely embrace and nurture their growth whatever that path looks like. The world seems daunting and hopeless when you are different especially when you're young, but when you find your community of others, you will thrive and grow and become the you that God made you to be.
