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@AshleyNFlewellenLPC

hey, thanks for asking 🧡
lately it’s been a mix of calm moments and random overthinking, tbh. some days feel light, others feel like i’m carrying too much in my head. but i’m trying to take it slow, not rush through my feelings like i used to.

how about you? been feeling okay? 🌻

Could use a good cry

@AshleyNFlewellenLPC Can I be more than one??

I'm doing well, but I'm also anxious and could use a good cry.

😖@AshleyNFlewellenLPC

😖 anxious

I am doing well. I am fulfilling my emotional needs and sense of purpose through family time and career progression respectively.

I am having fun in life the best way I can but I am primarily limited by the reality that entry level jobs are hard to come by.

So I am just improvising and making the most of my situation to keep my mood upbeat

Wrestled with why God loved Lucifer so much and it dawned on me a bit ago.

God loves us— not based on how we turned out, but how He made us.

God made Lucifer the most beautiful angel and loved him very much knowing already that that beautiful angel would tempt humans to commit the ugliest sins.

Of course, God sees those ugly sins, even the unspeakable ones, and does not love the sins.

But He loves the sinner.

Remember, God made you special and loves you very much.

Ughh low low low. Just when I thought I couldn't feel lower I do 🙃