Feeling Weighed Down?

@AshleyNFlewellenLPC pain for my mum.
My life suck I hate life nd I wanna live better nd not be weird. I have a friend in always wanna be frens with nd.. I miss my bestie smsmsm she shifted honestly nd school feels like... NOTHING.. without my bestieeeeee omg 😲 😭 😢 😫 😩 💔
My mom is so weird im so weird I hate life smsmsmsm..
@AshleyNFlewellenLPC
overthinking
@AshleyNFlewellenLPC
My feelings of not being good enough and tendency to perfectionism
Loneliness and resentment
Worry. About spiritual stuff, not believing, doing this, that, following the rules. Or should I not follow? Should I keep, being civil? Remain friends with them?
Trying to do it all myself becus lots of ppl will say they care, then leave or hurt you when its hard. And pretending like i dont need reassurance/encouragement. I need it. Anyone in a dire situation who has been manipulated into thinking theyre somehow below everyone needs someone to remind them they matter, are worthy, and are not bad or the evil things ur mind says or peers. Or past.
Teamwork.
@berrycheesecake90 I hear you, you're not your past nor the bad things your mind says. You matter and deserve all the love and support in this world ❤️ I'm here for you 💜 Sending you lots of love and *Biggg hugs* 💗💗💗

I wish I could put down the hurt and sadness.
I wish I could just feel peace and joy
Overthinking
Thoughts about past or future
Negative thinking
Obsessive crush over a guy who doesn't reciprocate my feelings
I wish I wasn t tired all the time like with no energy and i wish i could talk to someone about it