Struggling to live
I feel so frustrated and alone i m always surrounded by others yet once in my life i wish to once be understood it's exhausting when no one notice your pain even when you clearly voice it over and over why does it feel like i ll be fine sometimes only for everything to crumble all over is this how i m supposed to live my life always sick of it always wishing for everything to stop i feel like i m drowning living feels like i m hanging by a thread i no longer wish for love or happiness i don't want anything i just want a reason to exist a reason to keep going because living is so painful and i feel like i can't anymore sometimes i wish i can give it all up yet if it wasn't for the religion that forbids me from it i wouldn't be alive at all i m so tired .
I can relate to the issue of having no one to feel your pain or consider it as much as it deserves. I have a mental illness too and I became more peaceful when I gave myself all that I was searching for around me including care and appreciation. I started to appreciate myself for being patient and enduring my pain and keeping pushing forward. After a few months, I felt a sense of peace and resilience. And yes if you find something you love and invest your time and purpose in, you will know the meaning of your life and will be certain of that when you explore and remember what really mattered for you in your past life. If you really had nothing, you can explore new things and try them until you find your purpose. Wishing you all the best.
Rather than having nothing i did have a couple of things but i can't remember much of the oast and even the things i used to love and my goals i feel nothing towards them now i feel like i i grew numb thank you for your kind words reading everyone's nice messages made me feel much more lighter i m grateful to have you all in my life 🤍🫶🏻❤️
@wisteria28
Hey hi Wisteria..!! u remember me ? once u supported me in the best way possible... there's a lot Ppl's there, Said lot of stuffs to console me. But You stood out for me... It's warm n comforting for me back then.
You seems to be Sweet n kind person, wisteria!! I'm so glad u open up n reach out here. ❤️
Yk what Wisteria? you complete resonate me... like i read it n wondering why u speaking my mind:( my religious is the only alive rn TBH.
I'm so sorry wisteria... you going through such things rn, that's so intense... nothing seems to be working now ik. i see u... i see ur depths of your despair. the pain, the struggling, the discomfort, ur aching heart, everything Sweetie....
Yeah, I'm not gonna lie actually... everything messing up with me all over agn n agn, i can't really figure what's going on around me, one day im feeling good n for the next complete week I'm drowning, suffering, hurting, self blaming, alone... I'm trembling too Dear.
You're tired dear,
You deserve to be treated with Love and Embrace.
You deserve to be feel seen, heard.
You deserve a beautiful life, You deserve more than u think Sweetie. 💜
But hey... You're not alone even u feel like it, I'm here for u... we all here for u. i wish i could hug you now n make u feel at ease. I'm here Wisteria, don't feel isolated or something... you can always count on me. i totally mean it.
Sending u lot my love n embrace ur way 💗
Tight Hugs 🤗
I do remember you i hope you are doing well now your message stood out to me back then i couldn't forget it i m really grateful to you and to everyone here this community is a blessing .
You seem like a very nice person too and i m happy i can resonate with you .
Now even when things get hard i know i have support here,it's comforting to know i m not alone i hope things work out for me and for you too my dear .
I can't figure out what to do either sometimes it feels like everything is blurry and i m crying as i m writing this i m truly truly grateful for everyone in this community truly please never blame yourself you are such a sweet person and i know that whatever you are going through is not your fault .
Your warm words made me feel like someone wrapped me in a warm hug thank you sending you many hugs and kisses too ❤️🤍❤️🫶🏻
@wisteria28
Hey hi sweetie 🍀
Hey love, r u a muslim dear?? I'm a muslimah too... it would nice to know more abt you, i personally resonate lot with you, would u mind we connect in penpal dear? it'll be more private then here.......But I'm just asking, please don't hesitate to ignore if don't needed it rn 💝 i can totally understand!🍀
n sry, for late response!! me myself suffering tho....
So hey, I'm so glad u can remember me, thank you dear, full of my pleasure 💜, like yeah... I'm person who Struggling to even move for year's, finally ended on Cups... yk, i don't find any solutions here, but I'm having a hope, courage to take any STEP ahead. I'm way grateful this community too.... 🌈
Thank you for those sweet n lovely msg dear.....i really needed to hear that. it's my pleasure even i made u feel tiny bit better 😊, it matters more than anything. 💗
Inshallah, you added to my Tahajjud prayer's.... you'll soon feel at ease 😊
Sending lots of love and happiness ur way 💗
Hugs 🤗
Thank you so much 🥰 yes I am a muslimah too i m honored de be included in your duaa and you know i do feel at ease more than i ve felt in years thank from the bottom of my heart
Sorry for taking this long to reply been busy with exams and uni that i didn't have much time to spare but i m better than i was i feel well
You are very welcome and i m very grateful to have met you
I would love to connect together in a penpall it d be my pleasure 🤍🫂i too want to get to know you better thank you for taking the time to reach out to me
@wisteria28 I FEEL THIS WAY AND I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO. AND IM COPING WITH THIS PROBLEM HORRIBLY. you are not alone..im relieved that someone is out there knows what im struggling with
I m glad too ypu know how i m feeling though it pains me to know you are hurting this way at all i would rather no one was in a similar pain i hope you are okay and i hope it gets better for both us sending you hugs
